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.,-^%$#¶## I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## LONG  TIME I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## ...  AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            #¶#$%^-,..
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..,-^%$#¶#    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶#             THESE THINGS UP.             #¶#$%^-,..
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..,-^%$#¶# IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE #¶#$%^-,..
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..,-^%$#¶# IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A  REAL #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶##     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶## AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##¶#$%^-,.
..,-^%$#¶# SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO DO #¶#$%^-,..
.,-^%$#¶##         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ##¶#$%^-,.
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