växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?