växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?