växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?