växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?