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........~« NOW, USUALLY I FEEL GOOD (MAYBE?), BUT «~........
.......~«* THIS TIME OF CONFUSION ALSO LEADS TO *«~.......
......~«*% ALL ANALYZES ENDING IN "USELESS" - I %*«~......
.....~«*%¤ WAS BEING BOTHERED BY SOMETHING IN A ¤%*«~.....
....~«*%¤# SONG OR MOVIE OR BOOK, SO I THINK, HOW #¤%*«~....
...~«*%¤#@ WOULD I HAVE DONE IT, WHAT IS THE @#¤%*«~...
..~«*%¤#@# PURPOSE OF THIS PROCESS, WHAT DOES IT #@#¤%*«~..
.~«*%¤#@## CONSIST OF...? AND THROUGH THE PROCESS ##@#¤%*«~.
..~«*%¤#@# MORE AND MORE PIECES FALLS OFF UNTIL #@#¤%*«~..
...~«*%¤#@ I'M STANDING THERE WITH NOTHING. @#¤%*«~...
....~«*%¤# #¤%*«~....
.....~«*%¤ REDUCTIONIST HELL - ¤%*«~.....
......~«*% I WAN'T A BOTTOM FLOOR, A CONCEPT %*«~......
.......~«* BEDROCK, BUT THE DEEPER I GO THE MORE *«~.......
........~« ABSTRACT THEY ARE, THE THINGS, UNTIL «~........
.........~ THEY CEASE TO BE THINGS AT ALL ~.........
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.......... ARE WE JUST STACKED TRIANGLES? THERE IS ..........
.......... NOTHING I CAN DO WITH TRIANGLES. THEY ..........
.......... CAN NOT SHELTER ME IN ANY MEANINGFUL ..........
.......... SENSE. ..........
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.......... AND WHEN I CAN'T EVEN ANCHOR MYSELF, ..........
.........~ WHEN I AM NOTHING BUT THE QUESTION, IT ~.........
........~« FEELS LIKE IT CAN ALL SLIP THROUGH MY «~........
.......~«* FINGERS... "WHOOPS", AND NOTHING EVER *«~.......
......~«*% WAS AFTER THAT. %*«~......
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