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@.@@...@@@ in my first madness  i gave names  to my @.@@.@.@@.
..@@@..@.@ made up patron saints  and  there was  a ..@@...@@.
..@.@@...@ lot of surrounding beliefs  and  i had a ..@@@..@@@
@...@@@..@ reincarnation system all made out  and i @.@.@@.@.@
@@..@.@@..        started smoking cigarettes        @...@@...@
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.@.@@...@@ kin list:                                .@@...@@@.
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@..@.@@... me - my angsty, depressed,               .@.@@...@@
@@...@@@..      angry little self                   ...@@@..@.
@@@..@.@@. musho - likes colours                    ...@.@@...
@.@@...@@@ vidmi - god of forsaken writing          .....@@@..
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..@.@@...@ naftakin - black cloak and substrate     .......@@@
@...@@@..@            for various made up worlds    .......@.@
@@..@.@@.. wanja - actually i don't know this       .........@
.@@...@@@.         person. something about          .........@
.@@@..@.@@         "leaves"? or is wanja            ..........
.@.@@...@@         the "final fox"? (kills you)     ..........
...@@@..@. heaven - the world                       ..........
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