some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics  and a gun fight 
              simultaneously.             
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or  no damage, according to a 
 weird  system i  never  understand,  and 
 the  whole dream is  about wanting  to 
 understand, it's very  pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand