some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics and  a gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird  system  i never  understand,  and 
 the whole dream  is about  wanting  to 
 understand, it's  very pressing,  it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand