some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is  politics and a gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have weapons  that  deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or no damage,  according to a 
 weird system  i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole dream is  about  wanting  to 
 understand, it's very  pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand