some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is politics and  a  gun fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons that  deal  damage  to 
 ourselves, or  no damage, according to a 
 weird  system i  never  understand,  and 
 the whole  dream  is about wanting  to 
 understand, it's  very  pressing, it's a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand