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..&&.&...&      some kind of fever dream where      ...&&&&&.&
&.&.&&&..& everything is  politics and a gun  fight ...&....&&
.&&&&..&.&             simultaneously.              &..&&...&.
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&&&..&&&.. we  have  weapons that  deal  damage  to ..&&&&&.&.
&..&.&..&. ourselves, or no damage, according  to a &.&....&&&
.&.&&&&.&& weird  system  i never  understand,  and .&&&...&..
.&&&...&&. the  whole dream  is about  .wanting. to &&..&..&&.
.&..&..&.& understand, it's  very pressing, it's  a &.&.&&.&.&
&&&.&&.&&&      physical feeling, that i don't      &&&&&.&&&&
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