i fall  asleep in the wrong  throat  and 
 is not so much  dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
         filled with characters.          
                                          
 i get instructions  for them, for what i 
 must imagine them  doing or saying. they 
 have some  agency,  but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind, spoken  from  a god,  or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow and  fail to make 
 them  do  what   i'm  instructed  before 
 time's  out, and then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of  them got  his vocabulary shrunk 
 down to  only  the word he failed to say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all    was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive.  it felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since