i fall  asleep  in the  wrong throat and 
 is not so much dreaming as  being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
            big halls, arcades,           
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions  for them, for what i 
 must imagine them  doing or saying. they 
 have  some  agency, but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into my  mind, spoken  from  a  god,  or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow and fail  to make 
 them   do  what  i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and  then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of  them got his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down to  only the  word he failed to say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all    was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive.  it felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since