i fall  asleep  in the wrong  throat and 
 is  not so much dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
            big halls, arcades,           
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions for  them, for what i 
 must imagine them doing  or saying. they 
 have  some  agency,  but  not  while i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind, spoken  from  a god,  or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm  too slow and fail to make 
 them  do   what  i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and then they get  punished. 
                                          
 one  of them  got his vocabulary  shrunk 
 down to  only the  word he failed to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was    very   stressful   and 
 repulsive.  it felt like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since