i fall  asleep in  the wrong throat  and 
 is not  so much dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions for  them, for what i 
 must imagine them doing  or saying. they 
 have  some  agency, but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my  mind,  spoken from a  god,  or 
              false demiurge.             
                                          
 sometimes i'm  too slow and fail to make 
 them  do  what  i'm  instructed   before 
 time's  out, and then they get punished. 
                                          
 one of them  got  his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down  to only the  word he failed to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was    very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt like a  nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since