i  fall asleep  in the wrong  throat and 
 is not so much dreaming as  being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
            big halls, arcades,           
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions  for them, for what i 
 must imagine them doing or  saying. they 
 have  some  agency,  but  not while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into my  mind,  spoken  from  a  god, or 
              false demiurge.             
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow  and fail to make 
 them  do  what   i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and  then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of them got  his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down  to only the word he  failed to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was    very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt like  a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since