i  fall asleep in  the wrong throat  and 
 is not  so much dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions for  them, for what i 
 must imagine  them doing or saying. they 
 have  some  agency, but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into my mind,  spoken  from  a  god,  or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow  and fail to make 
 them  do  what  i'm  instructed   before 
 time's out, and  then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of  them got his  vocabulary shrunk 
 down to  only the word he failed  to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all    was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt like a nightmare,  or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since