i  fall asleep in the  wrong throat  and 
 is not so  much dreaming as being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get instructions for  them, for what i 
 must imagine them  doing or saying. they 
 have  some  agency, but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my mind,  spoken  from  a  god, or 
             false demiurge.              
                                          
 sometimes  i'm too slow and fail to make 
 them  do  what   i'm  instructed  before 
 time's out, and  then they get punished. 
                                          
 one  of them got  his vocabulary  shrunk 
 down to  only the word  he failed to say 
      (roofs? rufus?), many were just     
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all   was    very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt  like a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since