i fall  asleep in the wrong  throat  and 
 is not so much dreaming as  being forced 
         to imagine a scenario...         
                                          
                      
  
  
  
                      
                                          
           big halls, arcades,            
          filled with characters.         
                                          
 i get  instructions for them, for what i 
 must imagine them doing or  saying. they 
 have  some agency,  but  not  while  i'm 
   looking. the instructions are beamed   
 into  my mind,  spoken  from  a god,  or 
              false demiurge.             
                                          
 sometimes i'm too slow  and fail to make 
 them  do  what  i'm   instructed  before 
 time's out, and then  they get punished. 
                                          
 one of  them  got  his vocabulary shrunk 
 down  to only  the word he failed to say 
     (roofs? rufus?), many were just      
            physically maimed.            
                                          
 it   all    was   very   stressful   and 
 repulsive. it felt like  a nightmare, or 
               fever dream.               
                                          
 i   haven't   tried   to   sleep   since