,,&&,,&,,&                                          ,,,&,&&&,&
&,&,&,&&,&                                          &,,&&&,,&&
,&&&&&&,&&                                          ,&,&,,&,&,
,&,,,,,&&,                                          ,&&&&,&&&&
&&&,,,,&,&                                          &&,,,&&,,,
&,,&,,,&&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,,&,,&,&,,
&&,&&,,&,,              ,             ,             ,,&&,&&&&,
&,&&,&,&&,              , the dream  ,              &,&,&&,,,&
,&&,&&&&,&          , of being swallowed ,          ,&&&&,&,,&
&&,&&,,,&&            , by the beast. ,             &&,,,&&&,&
,,&&,&,,&,                   ,   ,                  &,&,,&,,&&
&,&,&&&,&& #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& ,&&&,&&,&,
&&&&&,,&&,                                          ,&,,&&,&&&
,,,,,&,&,& #      inside     ««««««««««««««««     # &&&,&,&&,,
,,,,,&&&&& ,  an  animal ,  as  if  ,  to  be  safe ,,,&&&&,&,
,,,,,&,,,,                                          ,,,&,,,&&&
&,,,,&&,,,           ,,######,,,###,,,###,          &,,&&,,&,,
&&,,,&,&,, «~,####         «~,###«~,         ####«, &&,&,&,&&,
&,&,,&&&&, «~,####         «~,###«~,         ####«, ,,&&&&&&,&
,&&&,&,,,& the  dream  of  resting  inside  another &,&,,,,,&&
&&,,&&&,,& animal.    thats    how    it    starts, ,&&&,,,,&,
&,&,&,,&,& «~,      with     the     dream,     ,~« &&,,&,,,&&
,&&&&&,&&&          «~,####«~,###«~,####«,          ,,&,&&,,&,
,&,,,,&&,, but this time i  was curious of where it ,,&&&,&,&&
&&&,,,&,&, was                               going, &,&,,&&&&,
&,,&,,&&&& #\\            ««««««««««            \\# &&&&,&,,,&
,&,&&,&,,, \\  «« «« ««  ««  «« «« «« «« ««  ««  \\ &,,,&&&,,&
&&&&,&&&,,                                          &&,,&,,&,&
,,,,&&,,&, the    first    gate    is    the   lips ,,&,&&,&&&
&,,,&,&,&&                                          ,,&&&,&&,,
&&,,&&&&&, ,  ,   to   get   at   the   throat.   , ,,&,,&&,&,
&,&,&,,,,&                                          &,&&,&,&&&
,&&&&&,,,& to  be  falling  into   the  water,  the &&&,&&&&,,
,&,,,,&,,& ocean, the void, but it  must be done in ,,,&&,,,&,
,&&,,,&&,& the right way - in a very specific  way. &,,&,&,,&&
&&,&,,&,&&                                          ,&,&&&&,&,
&,&&&,&&&,  \~~~«««««««««««\\\\~~~~~~~\~««««~~~~~\~ &&&&,,,&&&
,&&,,&&,,&             ~~~\\\\\\\~~~~\«~            ,,,,&,,&,,
,&,&,&,&,&     ~~~\\\«««~\«\\\«~~~\««««\\\\\\\~     &,,,&&,&&,
,&&&&&&&&&          ~~~~\~««~\\~\\\\\\\\\\          ,&,,&,&&,&
&&,,,,,,,, \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\      \\\\\\\\\\\\\ &&&,&&&,&&
,,&,,,,,,,  it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's  ,,,&&,,&&,
,,&&,,,,,,   slow... graceful... but then it gets   &,,&,&,&,&
&,&,&,,,,,          too much and you faint.         ,&,&&&&&&&
,&&&&&,,,,    \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\    ,&&&,,,,,,
,&,,,,&,,, \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close  &&,,&,,,,,
,&&,,,&&,,                to nature)                &,&,&&,,,,
,&,&,,&,&,    \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\    ,&&&&,&,,,
,&&&&,&&&& \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close  ,&,,,&&&,,
,&,,,&&,,,     to the beast that is everything)     &&&,,&,,&,
,&&,,&,&,,    \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\\\\\\    ,,,&,&&,&&
&&,&,&&&&,  \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (only through its help)   &,,&&&,&&,
&,&&&&,,,&    \#~~\«~~~~«~«««««««««««««««\\ (very   ,&,&,,&&,&
,&&,,,&,,& hard to get here without the aid of the  &&&&&,&,&&
&&,&,,&&,&   beast) \\\ (state where the human is   ,,,,,&&&&,
&,&&&,&,&&      submerged in the animal) \\\ \\     &,,,,&,,,&
,&&,,&&&&,     (becoming the animal) \\\ (forget    &&,,,&&,,&
&&,&,&,,,& everything else) \\\ \\ (my soul is the  &,&,,&,&,&
,,&&&&&,,&   beast's soul) \\\ (a sludgy sense of   &&&&,&&&&&
&,&,,,,&,&    satisfaction. it's good) \\\ (it's    ,,,,&&,,,,
&&&&,,,&&&   good) \\\ \\ (breathing heavily) \\\   &,,,&,&,,,
&,,,&,,&,,      \\\ \\ (the two souls will move     ,&,,&&&&,,
&&,,&&,&&,  together) \\\ (merge and dissolve) \\\  &&&,&,,,&,
&,&,&,&&,&  (collective body) \\\ (rearranged and   &,,&&&,,&&
,&&&&&&,&&   reordered) \\\ (the individual is not  ,&,&,,&,&,
,&,,,,,&&,              so important)               ,&&&&,&&&&
&&&,,,,&,&                                          &&,,,&&,,,
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