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§§§§§%†-,, i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ,,-†%§§§§§
@§§§†,,,,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,,,,,†§§§@
#§§††,,,,, trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,,,,,††§§#
#@#§§%†-,, barn. we lived just outside town, a ,,-†%§§#@#
#§††,,,,,, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,,,,,,††§#
##@#§§%-,, the barn was placed so you could just ,,-%§§#@##
##§§§%†-,, make out the surrounding fields through ,,-†%§§§##
###§§%†-,, the trees. ,,-†%§§###
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§§%-,,,,,, my car was black and loud, both the ,,,,,,-%§§
#§††--,,,, engine and the way the parts didn't ,,,,--††§#
§§%-,,,,,, really stick together. i took my ,,,,,,-%§§
###§§%†-,, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,,-†%§§###
#@#§§%†-,, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,,-†%§§#@#
##@#§%†-,, us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,,-†%§#@##
§%††--,,,, everything. her black skirt reached to ,,,,--††%§
§§§%-,,,,, her knees but then somehow also back ,,,,,-%§§§
##@#§%†-,, around, enveloping all my memories of ,,-†%§#@##
@##§§%†-,, our time together. ,,-†%§§##@
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@@#§§%†-,, there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,,-†%§§#@@
##@#§%†-,, the blood was her red lipstick or her ,,-†%§#@##
###§§%†-,, checkered shirt. she was on television. ,,-†%§§###
###§§%†-,, we did crime, and we made weird ,,-†%§§###
@##§§%†-,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,-†%§§##@
###§§%†-,, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,,-†%§§###
§%--,,,,,, and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,,,,,,--%§
#§%†,,,,,, and drink there and she would go in the ,,,,,,†%§#
###§§%†-,, television. ,,-†%§§###
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#@#§§%†-,, and then the sun came out, and she went ,,-†%§§#@#
###§§%†-,, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,,-†%§§###
@§%-,,,,,, and the world became dull around me. ,,,,,,-%§@
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#@#§§%†-,, i stopped doing crime, except when ,,-†%§§#@#
#§%%-,,,,, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,,,,,-%%§#
§§%-,,,,,, they were allright, moulded in place, ,,,,,,-%§§
##§§§%†-,, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,,-†%§§§##
##@#§%†-,, so much. ,,-†%§#@##
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@#§§§%†-,, i searched for her, but nobody had any ,,-†%§§§#@
#@#§§%†-,, memories of her. not so much of me ,,-†%§§#@#
###§§%†-,, either, from the time we were together. ,,-†%§§###
##§§§%†-,, my mother said i kept to myself in the ,,-†%§§§##
§§§§§%†-,, barn, or in the car. ,,-†%§§§§§
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@§§§§%†-,, sometimes i could still see her ,,-†%§§§§@
§§†--,,,,, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,,,,,--†§§
##@#§%†-,, everything was black then, for a ,,-†%§#@##
##@§§%†-,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,,-†%§§@##
###§§%†-,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,-†%§§###
§§%%†-,,,, had been real... ,,,,-†%%§§
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#@#§§%†-,, ,,-†%§§#@#
#@#§§%†-,, i died by getting shot in the head ,,-†%§§#@#
#@#§§%†-,, while ramming the fence to a military ,,-†%§§#@#
@##§§%†-,, facility. by this time they had been ,,-†%§§##@
@§§§§%†-,, chasing me for days. i lost control ,,-†%§§§§@
@§§§§%†-,, over the car, crashed it into a rock ,,-†%§§§§@
#@#§§%†-,, wall and flew out the windshield. ,,-†%§§#@#
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##@#§§%†-, and then i got up, and looked around. ,-†%§§#@##
§§%†,,,,,, it was dark, where it previously had ,,,,,,†%§§
@§§§§%†-,, been a bright day. around me where ,,-†%§§§§@
#@#§§%†-,, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,,-†%§§#@#
#@#§§%†-,, some on fire. ,,-†%§§#@#
#@#§§%†-,, ,,-†%§§#@#
###§§%†-,, the ground was sticky, red. ,,-†%§§###
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#§§§§%†-,, and then i realized that i knew this ,,-†%§§§§#
##@#§%†-,, darkness. i knew the way the sky ,,-†%§#@##
§%-,,,,,,, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,,,,,,,-%§
§%%---,,,, she was here! ,,,,---%%§
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