maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this is why the collective  subconscious 
 works.  similarly,  history   is  always 
 defined   by  what   we  think  it   is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal  species?  are we 
 too  powerful   and  will   create   the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams are of the  network. "gateway  to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:   "plastic"    and    "fruit" 
     (bassically   inorganic    and     
         organic    materials)        
                                          
 i'd pay  in blood to thin out the border 
 between   dream  and  reality.   between 
 dream and  dream. last one told me  that 
 work  was  caging me in  a damp and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash me at work by  having  my 
 password  be  bad for my  fingers, makes 
 me physically ill  to  type it, and then 
 they reject  fourty percent of  my login 
 attempts  to   have  me  type  it  more, 
                                          
 i  call an  emergency hotline: "we can't 
 tell  you what's  wrong  with you.  your 
 story  is  your   own,   nobody  elses."