växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?