växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?