växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?