växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?