växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?