växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?