växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?