växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?