växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?