växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?