växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?