växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?