växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?