växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?