växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?