växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?