växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?