växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?