växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?