växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?