växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?