växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?