växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?