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&&.&.&&... i wake up every morning at six am. it's ..&&&.&&.&
..&&&&.&.. dark, and the stars are out, but the &.&..&&.&&
&.&...&&&. sun is about to rise. its a long day, .&&&.&.&&.
&&&&..&..& before it fades to night again, and .&..&&&&.&
....&.&&.& then it stays so until i fall asleep. &&&.&...&&
&...&&&.&& it doesn't rise unless i've had my &..&&&..&.
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.&&&.&.&.. in this cottage there's a lot of radio .&&.&&&&&&
&&..&&&&&. equipment, sound stuff, synths, tape &&.&&.....
&.&.&....& players. pen and paper, books, cameras, &.&&.&....
&&&&&&...& mirrors, prisms, and various things to &&&.&&&...
&.....&..& do art with. the fridge is filled with ...&&..&..
&&....&&.& differet foods, all of them intriguing, ...&.&.&&.
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&&&..&&.&& wants to be the big spoon). i listen to &.&&&&&&..
&..&.&.&&. the shortwave radio, and transmit a bit &&&.....&.
&&.&&&&&.& myself, songs and poetry, and found &..&....&&
..&&....&& sounds from the forest. the others tell .&.&&...&.
..&.&...&. of their lives, play the guitar for me, &&&&.&..&&
&.&&&&..&& and tell tales of the old world. i &...&&&.&.
&&&...&.&. consider them friends as well. .&..&..&&&
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&..&&&..&. most importantly, there's a two square &&..&&.&.&
.&.&..&.&& meter area on the floor where i can ..&.&.&&&&
&&&&&.&&&. "save" things. whatever i put in here &.&&&&&...
&....&&..& will not be affected by the nightly &&&....&..
&&...&.&.& reset. everything else, however, is ...&...&&.
&.&..&&&&& completely reset overnight: synth &..&&..&.&
.&&&.&.... patches removed, food uneaten, wounds &&.&.&.&&&
&&..&&&... healed, and wherever and whenever i'd ..&&&&&&..
&.&.&..&.. fall asleep i'd always wake up fully &.&.....&.
&&&&&&.&&. rested in my bed. sometimes there's .&&&....&&
......&&.& accidents where i lose stuff by .&..&...&.
......&.&& forgetting to put them in the square. &&&.&&..&&
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..&.&.&&&. where the spirits of the forest around ....&.&&..
..&&&&&..& the cottage tries to communicate. here, ....&&&.&.
..&....&.& it's not endless but connected to a &...&..&&&
&.&&...&&& large sprawling city, where my radio &&..&&.&..
&&&.&..&.. friends live. we go exploring together ..&.&.&&&.
&..&&&.&&. - things are deep and dark - but unlike ..&&&&&..&
.&.&..&&.& me, they never remember during the day. ..&....&.&
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