växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?