växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?