maybe i'm born with it!          
     maybe it's cat piss!             
                                      
                                      
                                      
                                      
                              
                paratise                
                paraside                
                paracide                
                            
                                      
              fear of ai is the truth 
         leaking in but still colored 
        by the simulation. in reality 
             the mycelial network has 
    overtaken earth and put us under. 
                it's p. much the matrix 
                                          
 this  is why the collective subconscious 
 works.  similarly,   history  is  always 
 defined   by  what   we   think  it  is. 
                                          
 battle  between fungal  species?  are we 
 too  powerful   and   will  create   the 
 mushroom   again,      inside? 
                                          
 dreams are of the  network.  "gateway to 
 old  earth".  maybe  outer/inner  earth. 
                                          
 in  this  reality  there  are  only  two 
 materials:    "plastic"   and    "fruit" 
     (bassically    inorganic   and     
         organic   materials)         
                                          
 i'd pay in blood to thin out the  border 
 between  dream   and   reality.  between 
 dream  and dream. last one  told me that 
 work was caging  me  in a damp  and oily 
 basement   jail   cell.             
                                          
 they brainwash  me at work by having  my 
 password be  bad for my  fingers,  makes 
 me physically  ill  to type it, and then 
 they reject fourty  percent of my  login 
 attempts  to  have  me  type  it   more, 
                                          
 i call  an emergency hotline:  "we can't 
 tell  you  what's wrong  with you.  your 
 story  is   your  own,  nobody   elses."