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,,,,,,,,,, I USED TO BE A GOTH, IN MY YOUTH, DOING ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND ,,,,,,,,,-
†-,,,,,,,, TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS ,,,,,,,,-†
=†-,,,,,,, BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A ,,,,,,,-†=
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#£=†-,,,,, THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST ,,,,,-†=£#
##£=†-,,,, MAKE OUT THE SURROUNDING FIELDS THROUGH ,,,,-†=£##
###£=†-,,, THE TREES. ,,,-†=£###
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###£=†-,,, MY CAR WAS BLACK AND LOUD, BOTH THE ,,,-†=£###
##£=†-,,,, ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T ,,,,-†=£##
#£=†-,,,,, REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY ,,,,,-†=£#
£=†-,,,,,, CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE ,,,,,,-†=£
=†-,,,,,,, ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND ,,,,,,,-†=
†-,,,,,,,, US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER ,,,,,,,,-†
-,,,,,,,,, EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, OUR TIME TOGETHER. ,,,,,,,,,,
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†-,,,,,,,, THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES ,,,,,,,,-†
=†-,,,,,,, THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER ,,,,,,,-†=
£=†-,,,,,, CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. ,,,,,,-†=£
#£=†-,,,,, WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD ,,,,,-†=£#
##£=†-,,,, STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF ,,,,-†=£##
###£=†-,,, DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES ,,,-†=£###
####£=†-,, AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE ,,-†=£####
###£=†-,,, AND DRINK THERE AND SHE WOULD GO IN THE ,,,-†=£###
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£=†-,,,,,, AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT ,,,,,,-†=£
=†-,,,,,,, AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, ,,,,,,,-†=
†-,,,,,,,, AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. ,,,,,,,,-†
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,,,,,,,,,, I STOPPED DOING CRIME, EXCEPT WHEN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, NECESSARRY. THINGS SOMEHOW SEEMED LIKE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE, ,,,,,,,,,,
-,,,,,,,,, AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER ,,,,,,,,,-
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####£=†-,, I SEARCHED FOR HER, BUT NOBODY HAD ANY ,,-†=£####
###£=†-,,, MEMORIES OF HER. NOT SO MUCH OF ME ,,,-†=£###
##£=†-,,,, EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. ,,,,-†=£##
#£=†-,,,,, MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE ,,,,,-†=£#
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-,,,,,,,,, FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, WE HAD DONE CRIMES TOGETHER, THAT IT ,,,,,,,,,,
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###£=†-,,, I DIED BY GETTING SHOT IN THE HEAD ,,,-†=£###
####£=†-,, WHILE RAMMING THE FENCE TO A MILITARY ,,-†=£####
###£=†-,,, FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN ,,,-†=£###
##£=†-,,,, CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL ,,,,-†=£##
#£=†-,,,,, OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK ,,,,,-†=£#
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†-,,,,,,,, AND THEN I GOT UP, AND LOOKED AROUND. ,,,,,,,,-†
-,,,,,,,,, IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,, BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SOME ON FIRE. ,,,,,,,,,,
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#£=†-,,,,, DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY ,,,,,-†=£#
##£=†-,,,, TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! ,,,,-†=£##
###£=†-,,, SHE WAS HERE! ,,,-†=£###
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