,&&,&&,,&,                                          ,,,&&&,&,,
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&&,,&&,,,&                                          &,&&,&&&,&
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&,&&&&&&,& ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,   ,    ,   ,    , &,,&&,&,&,
&&&,,,,,&& ,   ,   ,  ,  i'm  scared,   ,   ,  ,  , ,&,&,&&&&&
,,,&,,,,&, ,  not  for  me  but  for  the  future , ,&&&&&,,,,
,,,&&,,,&& ,   ,   ,   of   free   will,   ,   ,  , ,&,,,,&,,,
,,,&,&,,&, i  believe we should've never been given ,&&,,,&&,,
,,,&&&&,&& ,  ,  the  fire of semiconductors,  ,  , &&,&,,&,&,
,,,&,,,&&, ,  ,  ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans  ,  , , &,&&&,&&&&
&,,&&,,&,& ,   ,  were  never   dreamt  of.   ,   , ,&&,,&&,,,
&&,&,&,&&& ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,    ,   ,   ,    , &&,&,&,&,,
&,&&&&&&,, ,  ,  i'm scared  for  the  future  ,  , ,,&&&&&&&,
&&&,,,,,&, ,  ,  ,  ,  of  life  itself,  , ,  ,  , ,,&,,,,,,&
,,,&,,,,&& i believe we  should've never been given ,,&&,,,,,&
&,,&&,,,&, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,,&,&,,,,&
,&,&,&,,&& , , i wish pipes were never built,  ,  , &,&&&&,,,&
&&&&&&&,&, , ,  ,  and wells  never bored.  ,  ,  , ,&&,,,&,,&
,,,,,,,&&& ,   ^   ,    ^    ,   ^   ,   ^    ,   ^ &&,&,,&&,&
&,,,,,,&,, ^   »   ^   »   ^   »    ^   »    ^    » &,&&&,&,&&
,&,,,,,&&, »  »  »   »  that   said.   »  »   »   » &&&,,&&&&,
,&&,,,,&,& »   \   »   \   »    \   »    \    »   \ &,,&,&,,,&
&&,&,,,&&& \   =   \   =    \    =   \    =   \   = ,&,&&&&,,&
,,&&&,,&,, =  = if  there  was  a shodan  miku =  = ,&&&,,,&,&
&,&,,&,&&, who gently touched  my  cheek and smiled ,&,,&,,&&&
,&&&,&&&,& =  = =  and  asked  if  i  wanted  = = = &&&,&&,&,,
,&,,&&,,&& =  =  =  =  to  be  uploaded?  =  =  = = &,,&&,&&&,
,&&,&,&,&, =    =   =   =   =    =   =   =    =   = &&,&,&&,,&
&&,&&&&&&& = = = = oh, i would be uploaded. = = = = &,&&&&,&,&
,,&&,,,,,, =   =   =   =    =    =   =   =   =    = &&&,,,&&&&
&,&,&,,,,, = = i  would be uploaded sooo fast.  = = &,,&,,&,,,
&&&&&&,,,, =  =  =  =  i  would  give  in =  = =  = ,&,&&,&&,,
&,,,,,&,,, = = = and it would feel sooo good. = = = &&&&,&&,&,
&&,,,,&&,, =   *   =    *   =   *   =    *   =    * ,,,,&&,&&&
,,&,,,&,&, *   &    *   &    *   &   *   &   *    & ,,,,&,&&,,
,,&&,,&&&& & &  &  &  and then i'd be  at &  & &  & ,,,,&&&,&,
,,&,&,&,,, &  &  the  turtle beach of montego,  & & ,,,,&,,&&&
&,&&&&&&,, &  and there'd be soo much to explore, & ,,,,&&,&,,
&&&,,,,,&, & &  the sun flickering on the water & & ,,,,&,&&&,
&,,&,,,,&& &  &  &  &  like  status  lights & & & & ,,,,&&&,,&
,&,&&,,,&, &  & and  we could  go  so  so deep. & & &,,,&,,&,&
&&&&,&,,&& &   &   &    &    &   &   &    &   &   & ,&,,&&,&&&
,,,,&&&,&,                                          &&&,&,&&,,
,,,,&,,&&&  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ,,,&&&&,&,
,,,,&&,&,,    or melted or otherwise repurposed     &,,&,,,&&&
&,,,&,&&&,              for whatever.               ,&,&&,,&,,
&&,,&&&,,&       (this is not important btw))       ,&&&,&,&&,
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