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,,&,,,,,&, ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   ,    ,   ,   , ,&,&,,,,,,
,&&,,,,&&, ,   ,  ,   ,  i'm  scared,  ,   ,   ,  , &&&&,,,,,,
&,&,,,&,&, ,  not  for  me  but  for  the future  , ,,,&,,,,,,
&&&,,&&&&& ,  ,   ,   of   free   will,   ,   ,   , ,,&&,,,,,&
,,&,&,,,,, i  believe we should've never been given ,&,&,,,,&,
,&&&&,,,,, , ,  the  fire  of semiconductors,  ,  , &&&&,,,&&,
&,,,&,,,,, ,  ,  ,  i wish  ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , ,,,&,,&,&,
&,,&&,,,,, ,   ,  were  never   dreamt   of.  ,   , ,,&&,&&&&&
&,&,&,,,,& ,   ,    ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   , ,&,&&,,,,,
&&&&&,,,&, ,  ,  i'm scared  for  the  future  ,  , &&&,&,,,,&
,,,,&,,&&, ,  ,  , ,  of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,,&&&,,,&,
,,,&&,&,&, i believe we  should've never been given ,&,,&,,&&,
,,&,&&&&&, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , &&,&&,&,&,
,&&&,,,,&, , , i wish  pipes were never built, ,  , ,&&,&&&&&,
&,,&,,,&&, ,  ,  ,  and wells never  bored.  , ,  , &,&&,,,,&,
&,&&,,&,&& ,   -    ,   -    ,   -   ,   -   ,    - &&,&,,,&&&
&&,&,&&&,, -   ~   -    ~   -   ~   -   ~    -    ~ ,&&&,,&,,,
,&&&&,,&,, ~  ~  ~   ~  that  said.   ~   ~   ~   ~ &,,&,&&,,&
&,,,&,&&,, ~    /   ~   /   ~   /   ~   /    ~    / &,&&&,&,&&
&,,&&&,&,& /   %   /   %    /    %   /   %    /   % &&,,&&&&,,
&,&,,&&&&, % %  if  there  was  a  shodan miku  % % ,&,&,,,&,&
&&&,&,,,&, who gently  touched my cheek  and smiled &&&&,,&&&,
,,&&&,,&&& % %  %  and  asked  if i  wanted  %  % % ,,,&,&,,&&
,&,,&,&,,& %  %  %  %  to be  uploaded?  %  %  %  % ,,&&&&,&,&
&&,&&&&,&& %   %   %    %   %   %    %    %   %   % ,&,,,&&&&&
,&&,,,&&,& % % % % oh, i would be uploaded. % % % % &&,,&,,,,,
&,&,,&,&&& %   %   %    %    %   %   %    %   %   % ,&,&&,,,,,
&&&,&&&,,& % % i would  be uploaded sooo  fast. % % &&&,&,,,,&
,,&&,,&,&& %  %  %  %  i  would  give in %  %  %  % ,,&&&,,,&,
,&,&,&&&,& % % % and it would feel sooo good. % % % ,&,,&,,&&,
&&&&&,,&&, %   £   %   £   %    £   %   £    %    £ &&,&&,&,&,
,,,,&,&,&, £    &    £   &   £   &   £   &   £    & ,&&,&&&&&&
,,,&&&&&&, &  & &  & and  then i'd be  at  & & &  & &,&&,,,,,&
,,&,,,,,&& & &  the  turtle  beach of montego, &  & &&,&,,,,&&
,&&,,,,&,& & and  there'd be soo much to explore, & ,&&&,,,&,&
&,&,,,&&&& & & the sun flickering  on the water & & &,,&,,&&&&
&&&,,&,,,& &  & &  &  like  status  lights & &  & & &,&&,&,,,,
,,&,&&,,&, & & and  we could go  so so  deep.  &  & &&,&&&,,,&
,&&&,&,&&& &    &    &   &   &   &   &   &    &   & ,&&,,&,,&&
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&,&,,,&,,,   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  &&&&,&&&&,
&&&,,&&,,&    or melted or otherwise repurposed     ,,,&&,,,&&
,,&,&,&,&,              for whatever.               ,,&,&,,&,,
,&&&&&&&&,       (this is not important btw))       ,&&&&,&&,,
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