växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?