växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?