växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?