växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?