växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?