växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?