växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?