växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?