växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?