växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?