växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?