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..~**#@###          ....**## växjö ##**....         ###@#**~..
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..~**&#@## the apartment  smells of old coffee  and ##@#&**~..
..~**&#@## sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it ##@#&**~..
..~**&#@## get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. ##@#&**~..
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.....~~*&@ i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room @&*~~.....
......~*&@ changes  shape a lot. right  now there's @&*~......
..~**&#@## a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i ##@#&**~..
......~**#     experiment with different colored    #**~......
..~**&#@@#       lights. i'm learning things.       #@@#&**~..
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.......**# my thoughts  are revolving around  time, #**.......
..~~***#@# and the perception of  it. can i make it #@#***~~..
...~~***## rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make ##***~~...
..~**&#@## it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? ##@#&**~..
..~**&#@##     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    ##@#&**~..
..~**&#@## important -  can i  make it feel like it ##@#&**~..
..~**&#@##              doesn't matter?             ##@#&**~..
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