växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?