växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?