växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?