växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?