växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?