växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?