växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?