växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?