växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?