växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?