växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?