växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?