växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?