växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?