växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?