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&&&...&... INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE &.&&&&.&&.
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.&.&.&.&&. I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND &.&.&&.&..
.&&&&&&&.& EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD .&&&&.&&&.
.&......&& SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I .&...&&..&
&&&.....&. SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY .&&..&.&.&
...&....&& CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. .&.&.&&&&&
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&&.&.&..&& THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ......&...
&.&&&&&.&. ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. &.....&&..
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.&..&&&&&& ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ..&..&&.&.
.&&.&..... ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, ..&&.&.&&&
&&.&&&.... THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ..&.&&&&..
&.&&..&... GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ..&&&...&.
&&&.&.&&.. LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ..&..&..&&
...&&&&.&. FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND &.&&.&&.&.
...&...&&& DOING DAMAGE THERE. .&&.&&.&&&
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&&.&.&.&&. THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ..&&.&&.&.
&.&&&&&&.& BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE ..&.&&.&&&
.&&.....&& ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A &.&&&.&&..
.&.&....&. RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S &&&..&&.&.
.&&&&...&& PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. &..&.&.&&&
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....&&&&.& MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S &...&&..&.
....&...&& ALMOST MOCKING. .&..&.&.&&
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&&..&.&.&& I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO &&.&&....&
..&.&&&&&. ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &.&&.&...&
&.&&&....& RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE &&&.&&&..&
.&&..&...& LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING &..&&..&.&
&&.&.&&..& OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER .&.&.&.&&&
..&&&&.&.& DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER &&&&&&&&..
..&...&&&& THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ........&.
..&&..&... DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN &.......&&
&.&.&.&&.. THE FIRST PLACE. .&......&.
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.......&&& MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. .&.&....&.
.......&.. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. .&&&&...&&
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&&&...&... THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, &.&&&&.&&.
&..&..&&.. I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS &&&...&&.&
.&.&&.&.&. WHEN DREAMING? &..&..&.&&
&&&&.&&&&& I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S .&.&&.&&&.
&...&&.... WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT .&&&.&&..&
.&..&.&... WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... &&..&&.&.&
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