¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          ¨¨#¨#¨¨##¨
##¨¨#¨##¨¨                                          ¨##¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                  ¨¨=#=¨¨                 #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#             ¨,=$########$=,¨             #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#         ¨¨¨,,«$# dreams #$«,,¨¨¨         #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#             ¨,=$########$=,¨             #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                 ¨¨=#=¨¨                  #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                   ¨,¨                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                 ¨=#####=¨                #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                   ¨,¨                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#         internal visionary state         #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#            the spirit travels            #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#             ¨,=$########$=,¨             #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                   ¨«¨                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                  a cost                  #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                (anecdote)                #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                    ,,                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# i  wake  suddenly,  and  for   a  second #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# everything is completely calm  and  dead #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# slowly   start  to   piece  together  my #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#        consciousness and my body.        #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# then  the  fear  hits  me  and  i   feel #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#    acutely sick. something is «wrong«.   #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                    ¨¨                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# there are circles and crosses  inscribed #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# all over my  vision, pressing in,  being #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# almost hostile. i can feel  them squirm, #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#    their internal logic changing and     #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# grinding trenches  in my mind. it's like #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# language, sentences  i can't  hide from, #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# forcefully  transcribed in my mind,  and #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#            doing damage there.           #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# then  i realize  i  can't hear  anything #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#     because there's something there      #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#    already, droning everything out, a    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# rapid  melody,  almost  caustic  in it's #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#         particular microtonality.        #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                    ,,                    #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# my surroundings  are entirely calm. it's #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#             almost mocking.              #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# i  feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try to #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# escape. to crawl  on the floor searching #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# relief, such  is my nature. turning  the #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#    lights on does nothing... getting     #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#  outside does nothing... drinking water  #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# does  noting... but  time  does  - after #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# doubting anything  of  this  happened in #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#             the first place.             #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# my  eyes are still tense though, scared. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# i    don't    know   what    to    make. #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#              but i'm tired.              #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                    ¨                     #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                 ,,«=«,,                  #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                    ¨                     #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# this can happen if you  wander too  far, #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# i  guess? i  shouldn't  be  so  reckless #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#              when dreaming?              #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# i imagine a  prick  on  the nose, that's #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨# what these are. like you  do with a  cat #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨# who  comes  to close to your sandwich... #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨#¨##¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨
¨#¨##¨¨#¨#                                          #¨#¨#¨#¨#¨