växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?