växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?