växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?