växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?