växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?