växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?