växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?