växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?