växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't  know how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?