växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?