växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?