växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?