växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?