växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?