växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?