växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?