växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?