växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?