växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?