växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?