växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?