växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?