växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?