växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue   sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it feel like  there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?