växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?