växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?