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....&&&..& i had this idea that you could ..&&&&&&..
&&&..&.... construct reality checks (as for lucid &..&&&&..&
&&.....&&& dreaming, where you'd learn this habit ....&&....
...&&&..&. of trying to sneakily break the rules .&&....&&.
&&..&..... of causality or physics, such as ....&&....
......&&&& flipping a light switch to see if it &&&....&&.
&&&&&..&&& actually turns off the lights, or &&..&&....
.&&&....&& trying to get your hands to phase .......&&.
..&..&&..& together. the thought being that if any &&&&&&....
&......... of the "checks" actually worked, you'd &&&&&..&&&
..&&&&&&&& know you were dreaming) for datura &&&&....&&
...&&&&&&. plants. &&&..&&...
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&....&&... i thought, you could get in the habit &..&&&&..&
..&&....&& of throwing things on the ground, like ....&&....
&....&&..& pens. meant to portray cigarettes, &&&....&&&
..&&...... because everyone who does datura smokes &&..&&..&&
.....&&&&& cigarettes. (they in fact aren't, and &.........
&&&&..&&&& so sooner or later the cigarettes ..&&&&&&&&
&&&....&&. disappear, and they search the ground, &..&&&&&&&
&&..&&.... but nothing's there.) throwing pens on ....&&&&&&
&......&&& the ground and picking them back up. .&&..&&&&&
..&&&&..&& and be really concerned if they weren't ......&&&&
...&&..... to be there. &&&&&..&&.
&&....&&&& &&&&......
...&&..&&& this is probably not how deliriants &&&..&&&&.
&&......&& work. but i had the thought. .&....&&..
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