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,#,@.@¨£.# to west, getting broader and deeper and #&¨@.,#,¨¤
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,£¨#¨§¨@.# through light, horsemint on the rocky ¨£.¤¨§@,§£
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.@¨§¨@,§.& water, stone rings and floating moss. ¤£¨#,,§¨.¤
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¨&¨&,@¨#,¤ on the southern shores until i got §£,#..#,¨§
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.£,@,¤,§¨£ but now i'm further back, on solid ¨§.@.§¤,¤#
,#¨§,§.&,# ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an @@¨#¨.¤,.#
.¤¨&,&,#,£ orange tin radio and a translucent .§.#,@#,
,&.¤.£.#¨# umbrella which i'm sitting on. £#.§.,§..¤
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,£¨¤,¤.&.& through the ground just how large it is. @@,#,,¤¨¨@
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¨£,#¨#.§.# to get up, still looking at the .#¨#,&@¨§¤
.£.£,£¨¤¨¤ direction of sound rather than at my &&¨&.¨@,,¤
,&.§¨&.#,# hands, who are busy putting things in .&¨£¨&£.¤£
,#¨£,¤.@.# my pockets. ££¨#.¨§,,¤
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,#¨£.£¨&¨& clearing where you at first can spot .£.£¨#&¨
,£.#,&.&.£ the house, not yet really in the §&¨&¨,¤¨¨£
¨§,@¨£.§,& backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my ¨§,@.£&.@¤
¨¤,@,¤.§,# radio (now dented) but also a small £§.§¨,¤¨,¤
,§,¤,£,@,& clay figure i've never seen before. it ¨#.#,@£.@&
,¤.&¨#.§¨£ must have been laying in the wet dirt, £#,&¨,¤¨,¤
.&¨§¨§¨&¨# and i must've picked it up with my .£,@.¤£¨&@
.§¨&.¤,@¨¤ other belongings. @£¨§.,§¨,¤
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,#¨£,§.@.§ it's a statuette of a girl laying naked #¤¨¤,,¤¨,¤
¨§.§.¤.&.£ on her stomach, feet in the air, ¨¤,¤¨£@¨¤¤
,&.§¨@,§.¤ roughly seven centimeters long. it's £@¨£¨¨¤..£
.@.@,£.§.# freshly made, not yet completely dried. .§,@¨§£.&§
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.§.§¨§,§¨# my mom is here now. i ask her for some ¨§¨&.¤§.#@
¨@¨#.@.&¨# particle board for it to dry on, but ¤§,¤.¨#..@
¨@.§.#,@.¤ she is worried and wants me to ¨@¨#,#&¨#¤
¨§¨@.@¨#¨§ throw it away. §@,§.,§,.#
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