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#¨.,,§,... pine arcades that were planted and §,,.,¨.&,.
£&,¨.#§,., forgotten. wild boars roaming ,#,..¨,@¤¨
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£@¨¨#&,¨¨§ already soaked up all the sun. ¨&.££.¨¤.¨
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¤¨¨,,..,£. slower as it goes. equisetum grow just ¨.¨£££,.£,
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,,@¨¨..¨@, through light, horsemint on the rocky §..§#,@§#,
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#¤&¤¨,&¨.¨ they had been a swampworld with sylvan #§.@¤,@,
&.¨,&.@#¨¨ water, stone rings and floating moss. ..,.¤¤,§&@
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¨@#,£¨,£§£ on the southern shores until i got ,#.¨£££¨¤¨
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#§¨¨&&&@.& ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an ,,¤&&¨¤¨,£
,.§.&...£§ orange tin radio and a translucent ¨¨&.,£¤@,§
&,§&§¤,,£¨ umbrella which i'm sitting on. ¤.§@¨@¨,§§
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¤§...§,.£# invisible to my eyes but i can feel ¨,,§,¨¨.,@
¨,#¨.§§.£¨ through the ground just how large it is. #..#¤,¨¨.¤
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§§,§¤.¨¨£, to get up, still looking at the £..,,#,¤
.,§@¨§¨.¤@ direction of sound rather than at my ,,,&,,¨£§#
&¨#.@££¨¤. hands, who are busy putting things in §.,¤¤,,&¨¨
@§&,.#§# my pockets. .§.@¨£.£&.
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£§,¨@.¤.,¨ clearing where you at first can spot ¨#¨@¤,¤.
#.¤¨&&&£., the house, not yet really in the &@..&@¨¤£¤
.£@@§¨,¨¤. backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my ¨¨@.£¨§£,¨
¨¤.¨.¤,.&§ radio (now dented) but also a small ¤,¤##@§.&¨
.&£¨.,¤, clay figure i've never seen before. it £§&¨,.,£&&
§¤.@¨#¨§@§ must have been laying in the wet dirt, #,¨§¨.,¤¨,
#¨@@¤&£¤.¨ and i must've picked it up with my ¤&.##..&§¨
@§#¨,,,.&. other belongings. £,@§¨£¨¤,#
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¤¤.#,§¨.#& on her stomach, feet in the air, ¨¨,£,&.¨.¨
&,£@&§@,£. roughly seven centimeters long. it's @,,££#§.,,
¤¤@..,¨§£# freshly made, not yet completely dried. ,§.§,.¨£¨.
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£#¨¤#,¨#§. my mom is here now. i ask her for some ,£¨..£.¤.&
,.§#¨§,@¨@ particle board for it to dry on, but .#¤,¨¤@£#£
§.£¨§£#@¤# she is worried and wants me to ¨@,@.£¨..¨
££&@&.¨.,. throw it away. #@¤@£@&.,,
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