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¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ###= =### &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ # # &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ # tele migraine # &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ # # &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ###= =### &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ the so called "third migraine". it's &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ like a regular migraine but it does not &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ hurt there's no pain, the cosmos is &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ there and it's draining the evil &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ straight out of the wound. &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ it's massaging your temples, piercing &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ you, entering your blood, cracking the &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ skull open. a paw grips your brain, &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ plays with it, pulls it out into the &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ cosmos. &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ there's comets! space oddities. &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ solitary oscillations. carrier wave. &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ burned away by the suns radiation until &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ only the faintest trace remain, &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ eventually caught in the gravity well &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ of some second rate water planet. &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ it's raining sap. &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ we're getting sweet and wet &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ###= =### &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ my lunch break is over and i need to &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ get back to the shop. lynne is there &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ alone and hasn't eaten yet. i take the &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ back route up from the beach to avoid &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ the crowd. sing a little to myself. &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ life gets to prosper outside of¨#;=== - &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ suddenly, an acid flashback: i step &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ down in my mind (like an open mind / &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ fractal stinger / bismuth staircase) &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ and wade in shadows... surrounded by &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ memory negatives, &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ like uprocessed film.... &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ ###= =### &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ we're closing for the evening. the shop &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ is in the bottom floor of a narrow &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ mudbrick building, painted teal. we &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ live on the second floor, together with &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ the owner. as i close the metal &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ curtain, behind its characteristic &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ sharp rattling i can hear the &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ curfew sirens. &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ wormy street wolves outside, chasing &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ entrances in the dark alleyways, &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ wanting in, getting desperate, lapsing &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ to search higher, on roofs, climbing on &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ balconies. and there's bound to be some &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ reckless tourist who didn't heed the &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ warnings, never closed their windows... &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ or, in some cases, the houseowner had &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ the window bolts weakened, and when &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ cleaning up the aftermath would pocket &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ their belongings. &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
¨¨&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨&&¨&
¨&&¨&¨&¨&¨ &¨&¨&¨¨&¨&
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