ok this  is so weird  for  me,  hold  on 
                                          
 i'm in a funnel,  i'm in  one  of  those 
     speed meter things, i'm zooming      
     through, never reaching the end      
                                          
 and  now  the  wind is consciousness and 
 the funnel is my body  - when i'm inside 
 i fail  to see  that  i'm all  the  same 
           thing, we're the same          
                                          
 one  winter  day  i  think  year  twenty 
 eleven  or maybe  earlier, possibly much 
 earlier, i walked out alone  on the lake 
 following    a   fox   trail,   a   thin 
 snow-covered ice,  a  stupid  girl,  and 
 the  fox wraps his tail around me,  it's 
 impossibly  large, and  i'm burrowed, it 
       feels nice, and that's that