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§¨¨@¤@.¤,# radio (now dented) but also a small ¨¤&,#.,#&§
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¤§§.#£@..# my mom is here now. i ask her for some ¨§,¨§,¤¨,#
..¨@£..@.¤ particle board for it to dry on, but ¨##.@@&&.¤
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