ketamine, ket, "horse tranquilizer"    
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 still  unknown to me, other than through 
   dreams*. apparently made for making    
 holes. they  may be dark and monochrome. 
              they may not.               
                                          
 white  powder,  dosed  by  way  of  key? 
                                          
                                        
  
                                        
                                          
 *a  red  cylinder,  wide  as  a  finger. 
      glossy freckled ceramics, with      
     something organic inside, being      
 corrupted  before your eyes - turning to 
 ash, but there's no  flame.  you hold it 
 up  to  your  nose,  suck  it in with  a 
 sharp  inhale.  exit   to  the  balcony. 
                                          
 here  on the fifth  floor,  with  a view 
 over  the  parking   lot,  things  start 
       folding into each other, like      
  collapsing a cardboard box. dimensions  
    becoming flat and adjacent. pressed   
 into each  other.  creases are flattened 
 out, distances  disappear,  the world is 
 mangled  down  to  two  dimensions.  and 
 suddenly  light  falls  on  the  edge of 
 everything rather  than the  surface: it 
        all goes completely dark.