jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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,##,,##,,, i felt the all too familiar ###,,,,#,,
,,,,,,,,## constriction of everything, the ##,,##,,,#
,######,,# vividness of sound and colors, and the #,,,,,,#,,
,,####,,,, narrowed attention span. ,,####,,,#
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##,,,,,,,, here it comes, i thought. ##,,,,,,,#
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,,,,####,, some birds tweeted and the sound ##,,###,,,
###,,##,,, reverberated in my head, seemingly ,,,,,#,,##
##,,,,,,## "behind" all other sound, like when you ####,,,,,#
#,,####,,# daydream and see what you imagine ,##,,###,,
,,,,##,,,, clearer than what you look at. ,,,,,,#,,,
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##,,##,,,, as i walked toward my bike i noticed ,,##,,#,,#
#,,,,,,### that there was a strange humming sound ,,,,,,,,,,
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#,,##,,,,# monotone thing coming from seemingly ,#######,,
,,,,,,##,, all directions, acting as a backdrop ,,#####,,,
#####,,,,, for all other sound. ,,,###,,##
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###,,,,### as i rode toward my house i understood ,,,,,,##,,
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,,,,,,,,,, space" as well. ,###,,####
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,,######## (i recorded myself singing in tune with ,,,,##,,,,
#,,####### the sound, so i could find it on the ###,,,,###
,,,,###### piano later. it was a g sharp). ,#,,##,,##
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####£^;~., things lost all sense of proportion; ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., when i looked at them they would fill ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., my entire vision, and without anything ,.~;^£####
##£^~~.,,, changing visually they would oscillate ,,,.~~^£##
####£^;~., between being percieved as very small ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., or enourmously big. ,.~;^£####
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###^^~.,,, in the middle of the day in a forest ,,,.~^^###
####£^;~., with nobody around, i got struck by ,.~;^£####
##^^~.,,,, fear and climbed a great height. my ,,,,.~^^##
####£^;~., inner organs were tugged by a second ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., gravity. this made me feel very ill, ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., but it lessened if i complied and ,.~;^£####
####£^;~., lunged my body in the felt direction. ,.~;^£####
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####£^;~., this is when i found a dark orb ,.~;^£####
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