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,,,,,,@@@, always tears  in  my eyes when using the @,,,@,,,,,
,,,,,@,,@,                 machine.                 @,,@@,,,,,
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,,,@,@@,@@ i don't  think it's  hormonal  overload. @@@@@,,,,,
,,@@@,@@,, there's no  grief  or  joy  as  my water ,,,,@,,,,,
,@,,@@,@,, rolls  down my  face. i  notice  nothing ,,,@@,,,,,
@@,@,@@@,, until  my chin is wet. wipe it  off with ,,@,@,,,,,
,@@@@,,@,@ the back of my hand. but i  usually keep ,@@@@,,,,@
@,,,@,@@@@           crying for a while.            @,,,@,,,@@
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@,@,,@,,,@ i theorize  some kind  of  resonance  in @,@,@,@@,@
@@@,@@,,@,   the neural interface; some saturation  @@@@@@,@@,
,,@@,@,@@, signal being tripped? the connection  is ,,,,,@@,@@
,@,@@@@,@@       imperfect and often induces        ,,,,@,@@,@
@@@,,,@@,@  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,,,@@@,@@@
,,@,,@,@@@ hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,@,,@@,,,
,@@,@@@,,@  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,@@,@,@,,,
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@@,@,@@@@, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @@,,,,@,,@
,@@@@,,,@@ fetched  that  something  like  that can ,@,,,@@,@,
@,,,@,,@,@  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @@,,@,@@@,
@,,@@,@@@@    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     ,@,@@@,,@@
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