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,&,&&&,&&, ,,&&&,&,&&
&&&&,,&&,& ,,&,,&&&&,
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,&,,&&&&&, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &,&,&&&,,&
&&&,&,,,,& , , &&&&&,,&,&
,,,&&&,,,& , the dream , &,,,,&,&&&
&,,&,,&,,& , of being swallowed , ,&,,,&&&,,
&&,&&,&&,& , by the beast. , ,&&,,&,,&,
&,&&,&&,&& , , ,&,&,&&,&&
,&&,&&,&&, #&,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,& &&&&&&,&&,
,&,&&,&&,& ,,,,,,&&,&
&&&&,&&,&& # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # ,,,,,,&,&&
,,,,&&,&&, , an animal , as if , to be safe ,,,,,,&&&,
,,,,&,&&,& &,,,,,&,,&
&,,,&&&,&& ,,######,,,###,,,###, &&,,,,&&,&
,&,,&,,&&, ~,,#### ~,,###~,, ####~, &,&,,,&,&&
&&&,&&,&,& ~,,#### ~,,###~,, ####~, &&&&,,&&&,
&,,&&,&&&& the dream of resting inside another ,,,,&,&,,&
,&,&,&&,,, animal. thats how it starts, ,,,,&&&&,&
&&&&&&,&,, ~,, with the dream, ,,~ ,,,,&,,,&&
,,,,,,&&&, ~,,####~,,###~,,####~, &,,,&&,,&,
,,,,,,&,,& but this time i was curious of where it &&,,&,&,&&
&,,,,,&&,& was going, ,,&,&&&&&,
&&,,,,&,&& #;; ~~~~~~~~~~ ;;# ,,&&&,,,,&
,,&,,,&&&, ;; ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ;; ,,&,,&,,,&
&,&&,,&,,& ,,&&,&&,,&
,&&,&,&&,& the first gate is the lips &,&,&&,&,&
&&,&&&&,&& ,&&&&,&&&&
,,&&,,,&&, , , to get at the throat. , &&,,,&&,,,
,,&,&,,&,& ,,&,,&,&,,
,,&&&&,&&& to be falling into the water, the ,,&&,&&&&,
,,&,,,&&,, ocean, the void, but it must be done in ,,&,&&,,,&
&,&&,,&,&, the right way - in a very specific way. &,&&&,&,,&
,&&,&,&&&& ,&&,,&&&,&
&&,&&&&,,, ;,,,~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;,,,,,,,;,~~~~,,,,,;, &&,&,&,,&&
,,&&,,,&,, ,,,;;;;;;;,,,,;~, ,,&&&&&,&,
,,&,&,,&&, ,,,;;;~~~,;~;;;~,,,;~~~~;;;;;;;, ,,&,,,,&&&
&,&&&&,&,& ,,,,;,~~,;;,;;;;;;;;;; ,,&&,,,&,,
&&&,,,&&&& ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; ,,&,&,,&&,
&,,&,,&,,, it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ,,&&&&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,, slow... graceful... but then it gets ,,&,,,&&&&
&&&&,&&,&, too much and you faint. ,,&&,,&,,,
&,,,&&,&&& ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &,&,&,&&,,
&&,,&,&&,, ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close &&&&&&&,&,
&,&,&&&,&, to nature) &,,,,,,&&&
,&&&&,,&&& ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &&,,,,,&,,
,&,,,&,&,, ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ,,&,,,,&&,
,&&,,&&&&, to the beast that is everything) ,,&&,,,&,&
&&,&,&,,,& ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &,&,&,,&&&
,,&&&&&,,& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) ,&&&&&,&,,
,,&,,,,&,& ;#,,;~,,,,~,~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;; (very ,&,,,,&&&,
,,&&,,,&&& hard to get here without the aid of the ,&&,,,&,,&
&,&,&,,&,, beast) ;;; (state where the human is &&,&,,&&,&
,&&&&&,&&, submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; &,&&&,&,&&
&&,,,,&&,& (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget ,&&,,&&&&,
&,&,,,&,&& everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the &&,&,&,,,&
,&&&,,&&&, beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of ,,&&&&&,,&
&&,,&,&,,& satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's ,,&,,,,&,&
,,&,&&&&,& good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; &,&&,,,&&&
&,&&&,,,&& ;;; ;; (the two souls will move &&&,&,,&,,
&&&,,&,,&, together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; &,,&&&,&&,
&,,&,&&,&& (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and &&,&,,&&,&
,&,&&&,&&, reordered) ;;; (the individual is not ,,&&&,&,&&
&&&&,,&&,& so important) ,,&,,&&&&,
&,,,&,&,&& ,,&&,&,,,&
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