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¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§ full of tar. rain upon it. but then a §§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
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§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ time, calling, tugging at my arms. ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ begging me to sink back down and be ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
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¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§ eyes on me already. the feeling will §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§ wane, and i will miss it, and cease to §§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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