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&,&&&,,&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &,,,,&&,,&
,&&,,&,&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&,,,&,&,&
&&,&,&&&&,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,&,,&&&&&
,,&&&&,,,&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &,&&,&,,,,
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,,&&,,&&,& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,,,&&,,&,,
,,&,&,&,&& †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † &,,&,&,&&,
,,&&&&&&&, †    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   † ,&,&&&&&,&
&,&,,,,,,& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,&&&,,,,&&
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,&,,&,,,,&    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,&,&&,,&&
&&&,&&,,,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,&&&,&,&,
&,,&&,&,,&    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &,&,,&&&&&
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,&&&&&,,&&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &&,,&&&,,,
,&,,,,&,&,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,&,&,,&,,
,&&,,,&&&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,&&&&,&&,
,&,&,,&,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&&,,,&&,&
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,,,,,&&,&, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &,&&&,&&&,
,,,,,&,&&& †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ,&&,,&&,,&
&,,,,&&&,, †     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     † &&,&,&,&,&
,&,,,&,,&, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &,&&&&&&&&
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&,,&,&,&&,      i can't remember why this was       ,&,&,,,,,,
&&,&&&&&,&  important. it's just another thing that ,&&&&,,,,,
&,&&,,,,&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,&,,,&,,,,
&&&,&,,,&,    those and i like not thinking about   ,&&,,&&,,,
&,,&&&,,&&               them as much.              ,&,&,&,&,,
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&,&&&,&&&& †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,&,,,,,,,&
,&&,,&&,,, † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † &&&,,,,,,&
&&,&,&,&,, †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † &,,&,,,,,&
,,&&&&&&&, †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† &&,&&,,,,&
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,&&&,,,,,&     right. this was after the light,     &,&,&&&,,&
&&,,&,,,,&                 probably.                ,&&&&,,&,&
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