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,,@,,,,,,@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,@,@@@,@,@
,@@,,,,,@,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @@@,,@@@@@
@,@,,,,@@,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,@,@,,,,@
@@@,,,@,@@ the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,@@@@,,,@,
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,@@,@,,@,@ ======================================== @,,@@,@,,@
@,@@@,@@@@ =    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    = @,@,@@@,@@
@@,,@@,,,, =    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    = @@@@,,@@,,
,@,@,@,,,@ ======================================== ,,,@,@,@,@
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,,,,,@,@@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,@,,,,,,,,
,,,,@@@,,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  @@,,,,,,,,
,,,@,,@,,@    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   ,@,,,,,,,,
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,@,@@,@@@@   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ,@,,,,,,,,
@@@,@@,,,, the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  @@,,,,,,,,
,,@@,@,,,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,@,,,,,,,@
,@,@@@,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @@,,,,,,@@
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,,@,@@,,,, ======================================== @@,,,,@@@,
,@@@,@,,,@ =    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    = ,@,,,@,,@,
@,,@@@,,@, =    FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.     = @@,,@@,@@,
@,@,,@,@@@ ======================================== ,@,@,@@,@@
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,,@@,,@,,,       i can't remember why this was      ,,,,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,,, important. it's just another thing that  ,,,@,@@@@@
@@@@@,@,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,@@@,,,,@
,,,,@@@,,,   those and i like not thinking about    ,@,,@,,,@,
,,,@,,@,,,               them as much.              @@,@@,,@@,
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,@,@@,@,,, ======================================== @,@@@@@@@,
@@@,@@@,,@ = THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, = @@,,,,,,@,
,,@@,,@,@@ =   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   = ,@,,,,,@@@
,@,@,@@@,@ ======================================== @@,,,,@,,@
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,,,,@,@,,,     right. this was after the light,     @@,,@,@@,,
,,,@@@@,,,                 probably.                ,@,@@@,@,,
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