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@,@,,,@,,,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,@,,@@@@@@
,@@@,,@@,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,@@,@,,,,,
,@,,@,@,@,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   @@,@@@,,,,
,@@,@@@@@@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. @,@@,,@,,,
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,@@@,@,,,, ======================================== @,,@@@@,@,
,@,,@@@,,, =    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    = @@,@,,,@@@
@@@,@,,@,, =    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    = @,@@@,,@,,
@,,@@@,@@, ======================================== ,@@,,@,@@,
@@,@,,@@,@                                          @@,@,@@@,@
,,@@@,@,@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    ,,@@@@,,@@
@,@,,@@@@,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,@,,,@,@,
@@@@,@,,,@   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,,@@,,@@@@
,,,,@@@,,@                                          @,@,@,@,,,
,,,,@,,@,@  inside now. i forget the time easily.   @@@@@@@@,,
,,,,@@,@@@ the bathroom door is open. i'm watching  @,,,,,,,@,
,,,,@,@@,,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@,,,,,,@@
@,,,@@@,@,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,@,,,,,@,
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,,@,@@,@,, ======================================== ,@,,@,,,@,
,,@@@,@@@, =    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    = @@@,@@,,@@
@,@,,@@,,@ =    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    = ,,,@@,@,@,
@@@@,@,@,@ ======================================== @,,@,@@@@@
,,,,@@@@@@                                          ,@,@@@,,,,
,,,,@,,,,,       i can't remember why this was      ,@@@,,@,,,
,,,,@@,,,, important. it's just another thing that  ,@,,@,@@,,
,,,,@,@,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,@@,@@@,@,
,,,,@@@@,,    those and i like not thinking about   @@,@@,,@@@
@,,,@,,,@,              them as much.               @,@@,@,@,,
@@,,@@,,@@                                          ,@@,@@@@@,
@,@,@,@,@, ======================================== @@,@@,,,,@
,@@@@@@@@@ = THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, = ,,@@,@,,,@
@@,,,,,,,, =   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   = ,,@,@@@,,@
,,@,,,,,,, ======================================== ,,@@@,,@,@
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,@@,@,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     @@@@,@@@,,
,@,@@@,,,,                probably.                 ,,,,@@,,@,
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