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,&&&&,,&&,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,&,,&,&,,,
,&,,,&,&,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&&,&&&&,,
,&&,,&&&&&   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,,,&&,,,&,
,&,&,&,,,, the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  ,,,&,&,,&&
&&&&&&&,,,                                          &,,&&&&,&,
&,,,,,,&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&,&,,,&&&
,&,,,,,&&, %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % &,&&&,,&,,
,&&,,,,&,& %    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    % &&&,,&,&&,
,&,&,,,&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&,&&&,&
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,,,,,&,&&,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,&,,&,&,
,,,,,&&&,&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,,&&,&&&&
&,,,,&,,&&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &&,&,&&,,,
&&,,,&&,&,                                          ,,&&&&,&,,
&,&,,&,&&&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &,&,,,&&&,
&&&&,&&&,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &&&&,,&,,&
,,,,&&,,&,    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,,,&,&&,&
&,,,&,&,&&   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,&,,&&&,&&
,&,,&&&&&,                                          &&&,&,,&&,
,&&,&,,,,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&&&,&,&
&&,&&&,,,& %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % &,,&,,&&&&
,,&&,,&,,& %    FLYING     EAST,     TOGETHER.    % ,&,&&,&,,,
,,&,&,&&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&&&,&&&,,
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,,&,,,,&&,      i can't remember why this was       ,,&,&,&,&&
&,&&,,,&,& important. it's just another thing that  &,&&&&&&&,
&&&,&,,&&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&&,,,,,,&
,,,&&&,&,,   those and i like not thinking about    ,,,&,,,,,&
&,,&,,&&&,              them as much.               ,,,&&,,,,&
,&,&&,&,,&                                          &,,&,&,,,&
&&&&,&&&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&,&&&&,,&
,,,,&&,,&& % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % &&&&,,,&,&
&,,,&,&,&, %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % ,,,,&,,&&&
,&,,&&&&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,&&,&,,
,&&,&,,,,,                                          &,,,&,&&&,
,&,&&&,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,&,,&&&,,&
&&&&,,&,,,                 probably.                ,&&,&,,&,&
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