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&&,,&&,,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,,,,&,,
,,,,,,,,,&   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &&&&&&,,,,
&&&&&&&&,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   &&&&&,,&&&
&&&&&&&,,&  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &&&&,,,,&&
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&&&&&,,&&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,,,,,,,
,&&&,,,,,, %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ,&&&&&&&&,
,,&,,&&&&& %    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   % ,,&&&&&&,,
&,,,,,&&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&&&&,,&
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&,,&,,,,,,     yes, this was earlier today. some    &,,,,,,&&&
,,,,,&&&&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,&&&&,,&&
,&&&,,&&&&   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &,,&&,,,,,
,,&,,,,&&,                                          ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,,&&,,,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   ,&&&&,,&&,
&&&,,,,&&&  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,&&,,,,,,
,&,,&&,,&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    &,,,,&&&&,
,,,,,,,,,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,&&,,&&,,
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&&&&&&&&&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,&&&&&&,,
,&&&&&&&,, %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % ,,,&&&&,,,
,,&&&&&,,& %     FLYING     EAST,    TOGETHER.    % &&,,&&,,&&
,,,&&&,,,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,,,,,,,
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&,,,,,,,&&       i can't remember why this was      &&&&&&&&&&
,,&&&&&,,& important. it's just another thing that  &&&&&&&&&&
,,,&&&,,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  &&&&&&&&&,
&&,,&,,&&,    those and i like not thinking about   ,&&&&&&&,,
,,,,,,,,,,               them as much.              ,,&&&&&,,,
&&&&&&&&&&                                          ,,,&&&,,&&
&&&&&&&&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&,,&,,,,&
&&&&&&&&&, % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % &,,,,,&&,,
,&&&&&&&,, %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % ,,&&&,,,,,
,,&&&&&,,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&,,&&&&
,,,&&&,,&&                                          &&,,,,,&&,
&&,,&,,,,,     right. this was after the light,     ,,,&&&,,,,
,,,,,,&&&&                probably.                 &&,,&,,&&,
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