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,&&,&,,&&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,&,,,,&,,&
&&,&&&,&,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,&&,,,&&,&
,,&&,,&&&,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,&,&,,&,&&
&,&,&,&,,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &&&&&,&&&,
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,,,,,,,,&& **************************************** &,,,,&,&,&
&,,,,,,,&, *    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    * ,&,,,&&&&&
,&,,,,,,&& *    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    * ,&&,,&,,,,
,&&,,,,,&, **************************************** ,&,&,&&,,,
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,&&&&,,,&,    yes, this was earlier today. some     ,,,,,,&&&,
,&,,,&,,&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  &,,,,,&,,&
&&&,,&&,&,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    &&,,,,&&,&
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&,,&&&&&,,  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &,&&,,&&&,
&&,&,,,,&,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching &&&,&,&,,&
,,&&&,,,&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,,&&&&&,&
&,&,,&,,&,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,,&,,,,&&
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,&,,&&,&&, **************************************** &&,&,&,,&&
&&&,&,&&,& *    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    * ,,&&&&&,&,
&,,&&&&,&& *     FLYING    EAST,    TOGETHER.     * ,,&,,,,&&&
,&,&,,,&&, **************************************** ,,&&,,,&,,
,&&&&,,&,&                                          &,&,&,,&&,
,&,,,&,&&&       i can't remember why this was      &&&&&&,&,&
&&&,,&&&,, important. it's just another thing that  ,,,,,,&&&&
,,,&,&,,&,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,,,,,,&,,,
,,,&&&&,&&   those and i like not thinking about    &,,,,,&&,,
,,,&,,,&&,              them as much.               &&,,,,&,&,
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&,,&,&,&&& **************************************** ,&&&,,&,,,
&&,&&&&&,, * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * ,&,,&,&&,,
&,&&,,,,&, *   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   * &&&,&&&,&,
&&&,&,,,&& **************************************** ,,,&&,,&&&
,,,&&&,,&,                                          &,,&,&,&,,
,,,&,,&,&&     right. this was after the light,     &&,&&&&&&,
,,,&&,&&&,                 probably.                &,&&,,,,,&
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