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¨#¨¨#¨#¨##                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨#                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨##                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# now, usually i  feel good  (maybe?), but #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## this time  of confusion  also  leads  to #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# all  analyzes ending  in "useless"  -  i #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## was  being  bothered  by  something in a #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# song  or movie or book,  so i think, how #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# purpose of this process,  what  does  it #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## consist of...?  and through the  process #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# more  and  more  pieces  falls off until #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨##     i'm standing there with nothing.     #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨#                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## reductionist hell -                      #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# abstract they are, the things, until     #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## they cease to be things at all           #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨#                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## are we just stacked triangles? there is  #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# nothing i can do with triangles. they    #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## can not shelter me in any meaningful     #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# sense.                                   #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨##                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# and when i can't even anchor myself,     #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## when i am nothing but the question, it   #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# feels like it can all slip through my    #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨# was after that.                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨#¨##                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#
¨#¨##¨#¨¨#                                          #¨#¨¨#¨#¨#
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¨#¨¨#¨#¨##                                          #¨#¨##¨#¨#