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.§§....... now, usually i feel good  (maybe?),  but ..§.§§...§
.§§§...... this time of  confusion  also  leads  to ....§§§...
.§.§§..... all analyzes  ending  in  "useless"  - i §...§.§§..
...§§§.... was being  bothered  by something  in  a §§....§§§.
...§.§§... song or movie or book, so i  think,  how §§§...§.§§
§....§§§.. would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the §.§§....§§
§§...§.§§. purpose  of  this  process, what does it ..§§§...§.
§§§....§§§ consist of...?  and through  the process ..§.§§....
§.§§...§.§ more and  more  pieces  falls  off until ....§§§...
..§§§....§     i'm standing there with nothing.     ....§.§§..
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....§§§... reductionist hell -                      §.....§.§§
§...§.§§.. i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        .§......§§
§§....§§§. bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ..§.....§.
§§§...§.§§ abstract they are, the things, until     ...§......
§.§§....§§ they cease to be things at all           ....§.....
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..§.§§.... are we just stacked triangles? there is  .§....§...
....§§§... nothing i can do with triangles. they    ..§....§..
....§.§§.. can not shelter me in any meaningful     §..§....§.
......§§§. sense.                                   .§..§....§
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.§......§§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     §..§..§...
..§.....§. when i am nothing but the question, it   .§..§..§..
...§...... feels like it can all slip through my    ..§..§..§.
....§..... fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ...§..§..§
§....§.... was after that.                          ....§..§..
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