,,«***§###                                          ###§***«,,
,,,,,*@###                                          ###@*,,,,,
,,«*§@@###                                          ###@@§*«,,
,,,«*§§@@#                                          #@@§§*«,,,
,,«§@#@###                                          ###@#@§«,,
,,«*§@#@##                                          ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@#@## now,  usually i feel good  (maybe?), but ##@#@§*«,,
,,,,,,«§#@ this  time of  confusion  also  leads to @#§«,,,,,,
,,«*§@#@## all  analyzes ending  in  "useless" -  i ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@@@@# was being  bothered by  something  in  a #@@@@§*«,,
,,,,,,*§## song  or movie or book, so i think,  how ##§*,,,,,,
,,«*§@#@## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@#@## purpose of  this  process, what does  it ##@#@§*«,,
,,,,,«§##@ consist of...?  and through  the process @##§«,,,,,
,,«*§@#@## more  and  more  pieces falls off  until ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§§§#@#     i'm standing there with nothing.     #@#§§§*«,,
,,,,,«§§##                                          ##§§«,,,,,
,,«*§@#@## reductionist hell -                      ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@#@## i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ##@#@§*«,,
,,,,,,*@## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##@*,,,,,,
,,«*§@@@@# abstract they are, the things, until     #@@@@§*«,,
,,«*§@@@## they cease to be things at all           ##@@@§*«,,
,,«*§@#@##                                          ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@###@ are we just stacked triangles? there is  @###@§*«,,
,,,,**@@@# nothing i can do with triangles. they    #@@@**,,,,
,,«*§@#@## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##@#@§*«,,
,,,,,,*§#@ sense.                                   @#§*,,,,,,
,,«§@#@###                                          ###@#@§«,,
,,,«««*@@@ and when i can't even anchor myself,     @@@*«««,,,
,,,,,*§§@# when i am nothing but the question, it   #@§§*,,,,,
,,«*§@#@## feels like it can all slip through my    ##@#@§*«,,
,,«*§@#### fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ####@§*«,,
,,«***§@#@ was after that.                          @#@§***«,,
,,«*§@##@@                                          @@##@§*«,,
,,«*§@###@                                          @###@§*«,,
,,«*§@#@@@                                          @@@#@§*«,,
,,,,««*§§#                                          #§§*««,,,,
,,«*§@####                                          ####@§*«,,