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...~-:$£@# now,  usually i  feel good (maybe?), but #@£$:-~...
..~-:$£@## this  time of  confusion also  leads  to ##@£$:-~..
.~-:$£@### all analyzes  ending  in "useless"  -  i ###@£$:-~.
..~-:$£@## was  being bothered  by something  in  a ##@£$:-~..
...~-:$£@# song or movie  or book, so  i think, how #@£$:-~...
..~-:$£@## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ##@£$:-~..
.~-:$£@### purpose of  this  process, what  does it ###@£$:-~.
..~-:$£@## consist of...?  and through the  process ##@£$:-~..
...~-:$£@# more and  more pieces  falls  off  until #@£$:-~...
..~-:$£@##     i'm standing there with nothing.     ##@£$:-~..
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..~-:$£@## reductionist hell -                      ##@£$:-~..
...~-:$£@# i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        #@£$:-~...
..~-:$£@## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##@£$:-~..
.~-:$£@### abstract they are, the things, until     ###@£$:-~.
..~-:$£@## they cease to be things at all           ##@£$:-~..
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..~-:$£@## are we just stacked triangles? there is  ##@£$:-~..
.~-:$£@### nothing i can do with triangles. they    ###@£$:-~.
..~-:$£@## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##@£$:-~..
...~-:$£@# sense.                                   #@£$:-~...
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.~-:$£@### and when i can't even anchor myself,     ###@£$:-~.
..~-:$£@## when i am nothing but the question, it   ##@£$:-~..
...~-:$£@# feels like it can all slip through my    #@£$:-~...
..~-:$£@## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##@£$:-~..
.~-:$£@### was after that.                          ###@£$:-~.
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