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..,~/%$#¶@ the feeling fo "somethign  is wrong with @¶#$%/~,..
...,~/%$#¶ the  world"   - in a very profound  way, ¶#$%/~,...
....,~/%$#   in a doubt-your-every-qualia way, it   #$%/~,....
.....,~/%$ never dissipated. just grew  used to it, $%/~,.....
......,~/%                numb to it                %/~,......
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....,~/%$#   maybe even filtered subconsciously to  #$%/~,....
...,~/%$#¶     relieve the growing tension and      ¶#$%/~,...
..,~/%$#¶@             disillusionment              @¶#$%/~,..
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..,~/%$#¶@ that's  perhaps  the  draw  of  stories, @¶#$%/~,..
...,~/%$#¶  mysteries and "magiscal realism", most  ¶#$%/~,...
....,~/%$# horror   stories   even   -   there   is #$%/~,....
.....,~/%$   confirmation. something really ,is,    $%/~,.....
......,~/% there. what it is is  not that important %/~,......
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