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,,,,,.:$@# party,  bathroom,  door  locked,  lights #@$:.,,,,,
,..~::::$§ off,  shower curtains drawn.  floor full §$::::~..,
,,,,~~==§§ of dirty clothes, of garbage, and  as  i §§==~~,,,,
,,,,,.:=§§ start to  unzip my pants, she steps  out §§=:.,,,,,
,.~:=$§@@# of   the   shower   and   pushes  me  to #@@§$=:~.,
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,.~:=$§@## i   wish   to   be   contacted  by  some ##@§$=:~.,
,,,,,,~:=§ [god, alien]  who would bestow  upon  me §=:~,,,,,,
,,.~~~=$§§ some  incredible  power  that  will  set §§$=~~~.,,
,.~:=$§@## everything right  forever. what i  don't ##@§$=:~.,
,.~:=$§@## know   is  that  this  happens  multiple ##@§$=:~.,
,,,,.:$§§@ times  per second  - they ask me:  "when @§§$:.,,,,
,.~:=$§@## you said  the  world egg  was your ideal ##@§$=:~.,
,.~:=$§§§# body type,  did you mean it"?  i  answer #§§§$=:~.,
,,,.~~=§§# "not really, but  i can act  like it for #§§=~~.,,,
,.~:=$@### you,  if  you'd  like".  at  this  point ###@$=:~.,
,,,,~:$$@@ however  they  have  already  erased  my @@$$:~,,,,
,.~:===$@@ memory of  the  encounter and moved  on. @@$===:~.,
,.~:=$§@## subconsciously,   this   is   where   my ##@§$=:~.,
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