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,^-:%&@### off, shower curtains drawn. floor full ###@&%:-^,
,^-:&@#### of dirty clothes, of garbage, and as i ####@&:-^,
,^-:%&@### start to unzip my pants, she steps out ###@&%:-^,
,^-:%&@### of the shower and pushes me to ###@&%:-^,
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,^-:%&#### i wish to be contacted by some ####&%:-^,
,,,,-%%%&# [god, alien] who would bestow upon me #&%%%-,,,,
,,,,,^:%&# some incredible power that will set #&%:^,,,,,
,^-:%&@### everything right forever. what i don't ###@&%:-^,
,^-:%&&&&# know is that this happens multiple #&&&&%:-^,
,^-:%&@### times per second - they ask me: "when ###@&%:-^,
,^-:%&@### you said the world egg was your ideal ###@&%:-^,
,,,,,^-%@# body type, did you mean it"? i answer #@%-^,,,,,
,^-:%&@### "not really, but i can act like it for ###@&%:-^,
,^-:%&@### you, if you'd like". at this point ###@&%:-^,
,^-:%&@### however they have already erased my ###@&%:-^,
,,,,^:%&@@ memory of the encounter and moved on. @@&%:^,,,,
,^-:%&@### subconsciously, this is where my ###@&%:-^,
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