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@#&*^«:...                    EH                    ...:«^*&#@
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@#&*^«:... I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:.. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:..   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:.. KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:..            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ..:«^*&#@#
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@#&*^«:...                                          ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:..    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. INCREASED OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:.. THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:..             THESE THINGS UP.             ..:«^*&#@#
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#@#&*^«:.. IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ..:«^*&#@#
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#@#&*^«:.. IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:. HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:.. CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:.     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .:«^*&#@##
#@#&*^«:..  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ..:«^*&#@#
@#&*^«:... AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ...:«^*&#@
#@#&*^«:.. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT  HAS TO DO ..:«^*&#@#
##@#&*^«:.        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         .:«^*&#@##
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