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##¨¨¨¨##¨# I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ¨###¨#¨¨¨#
¨¨#¨¨¨#¨## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨#¨¨###¨¨#
#¨##¨¨###¨ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ###¨#¨¨#¨#
¨##¨#¨#¨¨# ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨###¨###
##¨#####¨# THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #¨¨#¨¨##¨¨
#¨##¨¨¨¨## THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨#¨##¨#¨#¨
###¨#¨¨¨#¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ####¨#####
¨¨¨###¨¨##   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #¨¨¨##¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ##¨¨#¨#¨¨¨
¨¨¨##¨#### HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨#¨####¨¨
¨¨¨#¨##¨¨¨ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨###¨¨¨#¨
¨¨¨###¨#¨¨ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #¨#¨¨#¨¨##
#¨¨#¨¨###¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ¨###¨##¨#¨
##¨##¨#¨¨#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##¨¨##¨###
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#¨#¨¨#####     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    #¨#¨¨¨¨#¨¨
####¨#¨¨¨¨ INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨###¨¨¨##¨
#¨¨¨###¨¨¨ THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ##¨¨#¨¨#¨#
¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT #¨#¨##¨###
###¨##¨##¨ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #####¨##¨¨
#¨¨##¨##¨# COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨##¨#¨
##¨#¨##¨##             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨#¨###
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#¨#¨#¨###¨ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨#¨#¨##¨
#######¨¨# WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #¨¨#####¨#
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨#¨# CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ##¨#¨¨¨¨##
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¨¨##¨¨¨#¨# IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨####¨###
#¨#¨#¨¨### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨#¨¨¨##¨¨
######¨#¨¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨¨##¨¨#¨#¨
#¨¨¨¨¨###¨ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨#¨#¨####
¨#¨¨¨¨#¨¨# NOW AND  THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨#####¨¨¨
¨##¨¨¨##¨#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨#¨¨¨¨#¨¨
¨#¨#¨¨#¨##  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #¨##¨¨¨##¨
¨####¨###¨ AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###¨#¨¨#¨#
##¨¨¨##¨¨# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK  IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨###¨###
¨¨#¨¨#¨#¨#         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨#¨¨##¨¨
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