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,,§,,§,§§, i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing ,,§,,§,,,,
,,,§,,,§§§ hallucinogens  in  the  winter because i ,,,§,,§,,,
,,,,§,,§,§ do  not know  how useful they  have been ,,,,§,,§,,
,,,,,§,,,§ anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when  i take ,,,,,§,,§,
,,,,,,§,,§ them,  the last few times at  least, and ,,,,,,§,,§
§,,,,,,§,, there are plenty of side  effects that i §,,,,,,§,,
,§,,,,,,§, really  do not  like, and there will  be §§,,,,,,§,
,,§,,,,,,§   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,§§,,,,,,§
§,,§,,,,,, attacks  with  random  things   that   i ,§§§,,,,,,
,§,,§,,,,, happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a ,§,§§,,,,,
,,§,,§,,,, long  time  i  could not  see a  certain ,,,§§§,,,,
,,,§,,§,,, kind of  leaf  without  getting  anxious ,,,§,§§,,,
,,,,§,,§,, ... and i should avoid  to ruin all  the ,,,,,§§§,,
,,,,,§,,§,            seasons this way.             §,,,,§,§§,
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,§§,,,,,,§     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ,§,,§,,,,§
,§§§,,,,,, increased  or  at least the burn-ins  in ,,§,,§,,,,
,§,§§,,,,, the   eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff  is §,,§,,§,,,
,,,§§§,,,, breathing   now,  they  did  not  do  it ,§,,§,,§,,
,,,§,§§,,, before. but maybe i just  drank too much ,,§,,§,,§,
,,,,,§§§,, coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all ,,,§,,§,,§
§,,,,§,§§,             these things up.             ,,,,§,,§,,
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,§,,§,,,,§ it  comes  to me  sometimes  that  shit, §,,§,,,,§,
,,§,,§,,,, what a load of concepts  this  "reality" ,§,,§,,,,§
§,,§,,§,,, consists of,  and  how  vague  they  are ,,§,,§,,,,
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,,,,§,,§,, if  i  do  not  sleep  for about  twenty §§,,,,§,,§
§,,,,§,,§, hours, it will no longer be dark when  i §§§,,,,§,,
,§,,,,§,,§ close  my  eyes,   not   actually  cev's §,§§,,,,§,
,,§,,,,§,, though,  rather just fields and  motion. ,,§§§,,,,§
§,,§,,,,§, now and  then i hear  this sound (a real ,,§,§§,,,,
,§,,§,,,,§     sound (i think)), resembling some    ,,,,§§§,,,
,,§,,§,,,,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ,,,,§,§§,,
,,,§,,§,,, and it is always  unpleasant,  i  become ,,,,,,§§§,
,,,,§,,§,, so stressful, but  i think it  has to do ,,,,,,§,§§
§,,,,§,,§,        with the novelty. i hope.         ,,,,,,,,§§
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