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†=^,,,,,,, hallucinogens in the winter because i ,,,,,,,^=†
^†=^,,,,,, do not know how useful they have been ,,,,,,^=†^
$^†=^,,,,, anyway? i get so tense when i take ,,,,,^=†^$
£$^†=^,,,, them, the last few times at least, and ,,,,^=†^$£
#£$^†=^,,, there are plenty of side effects that i ,,,^=†^$£#
##£$^†=^,, really do not like, and there will be ,,^=†^$£##
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#£$^†=^,,, happen to see... for example, for a ,,,^=†^$£#
£$^†=^,,,, long time i could not see a certain ,,,,^=†^$£
$^†=^,,,,, kind of leaf without getting anxious ,,,,,^=†^$
^†=^,,,,,, ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,,,,,,^=†^
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,,,,,,,,,, increased or at least the burn-ins in ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, breathing now, they did not do it ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, before. but maybe i just drank too much ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ,,,,,,,,,,
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£$^†=^,,,, what a load of concepts this "reality" ,,,,^=†^$£
#£$^†=^,,, consists of, and how vague they are ,,,^=†^$£#
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#£$^†=^,,, if i do not sleep for about twenty ,,,^=†^$£#
£$^†=^,,,, hours, it will no longer be dark when i ,,,,^=†^$£
$^†=^,,,,, close my eyes, not actually cev's ,,,,,^=†^$
^†=^,,,,,, though, rather just fields and motion. ,,,,,,^=†^
†=^,,,,,,, now and then i hear this sound (a real ,,,,,,,^=†
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^,,,,,,,,, "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ,,,,,,,,,^
,,,,,,,,,, and it is always unpleasant, i become ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, so stressful, but i think it has to do ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, with the novelty. i hope. ,,,,,,,,,,
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