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,,«\*%¤¶¶# #¶¶¤%*\«,,
,«\*%¤¶### EH ###¶¤%*\«,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## « ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,«\\\%¶# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #¶%\\\«,,,
,,«\*%¤¶## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,««*¤¶¶ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¶¶¤*««,,,,
,,«\*%¤¶## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,««««**¤ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¤**««««,,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,,,,\*¤ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¤*\,,,,,,,
,,,«««\*%¶ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¶%*\«««,,,
,,,««««\%¶ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¶%\««««,,,
,,,,,,,\%¤ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¤%\,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,«*¤ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¤*«,,,,,,,
,,,,,,\%¤¤ ¤¤%\,,,,,,
,,«\*%¤### « ###¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,,,«*¤# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #¤*«,,,,,,
,,,,,,«\*¤ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¤*\«,,,,,,
,,«\*%¤¶¶# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #¶¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,«*%%%¤ THESE THINGS UP. ¤%%%*«,,,,
,,«\\*%¤¤¤ ¤¤¤%*\\«,,
,,,,,,«*¤# « #¤*«,,,,,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\**%¤¶¶ ¶¶¤%**\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶¶¶ « ¶¶¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,,«\%¶¶ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¶¶%\«,,,,,
,,,,,««**¤ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¤**««,,,,,
,,«\*%¤¶¶¶ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¶¶¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¤¤¶ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¶¤¤¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶¶# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #¶¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,«\*%¤¶## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##¶¤%*\«,,
,,,,,,,«*¤ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¤*«,,,,,,,
,,«\*%¤¶## ##¶¤%*\«,,
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