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¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
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¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ = ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
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¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ THESE THINGS UP. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
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¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ = ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
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¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ = ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨¤ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¤
¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¨¤ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¨¤
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