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###@£@*=-¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ¨-=*@£@###
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##@£@*=-¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨-=*@£@##
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##@£@*=-¨¨ IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨¨-=*@£@##
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##@£@*=-¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ¨-=*@£@###
##@£@*=-¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¨¨-=*@£@##
###@£@*=-¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨-=*@£@###
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