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,&,,,,,,&& I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING &,&&,,,,,,
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,,,&,,,,,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,,&,&&,,,,
,,,,&,,,,, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE &,,,&&&,,,
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,,,,,,,&,, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,&,,&,&&
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&&,,,,,,,& ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,,,,,&,,&,
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&,&&,,,,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,&,,,,,&,,
,,&&&,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,&,,,,,&,
,,&,&&,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,&,,,,,&
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,,,,&,,,&& HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,&,,,,,,&,
,,,,,&,,&, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,,&,,,,,,&
&,,,,,&,,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,,&,,,,,,
,&,,,,,&,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,,&,,,,,
,,&,,,,,&, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,&,,,,
,,,&,,,,,& COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,,&,,,
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,&,,,,,,&, IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ,,,,&,,,,,
,,&,,,,,,& WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,&,,,,
,,,&,,,,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,&,,,
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&,,,,,,&,, IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ,,,&,,,,,,
,&,,,,,,&, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,&,,,,,
,,&,,,,,,& CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S &,,,,&,,,,
,,,&,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. &&,,,,&,,,
,,,,&,,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,&&,,,,&,,
,,,,,&,,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,&&&,,,,&,
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&,,,,,,&,, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,&&&,,,,
,&,,,,,,&, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,&,&&,,,
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