,~=/†&§¶@# #@¶§&†/=~,
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,~=/†&§¶@# #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§§¶@ @¶§§&†/=~,
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,~=/†&§¶¶¶ EH ¶¶¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&&§¶¶ ¶¶§&&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@# = #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@# #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§@## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##@§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@@ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,,,=††§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE §††=,,,,,,
,~=///†&§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §§&†///=~,
,,,,,,=†§@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @§†=,,,,,,
,~=/†&§¶@# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #@¶§&†/=~,
,~~~/††§§@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @§§††/~~~,
,~=/††&&§¶ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¶§&&††/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,,~/†§§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §§†/~,,,,,
,~===//&§§ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS §§&//===~,
,~=/†&§¶@# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,,=††&¶ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¶&††=,,,,,
,,,,,~//&§ §&//~,,,,,
,,,,,,~/&¶ = ¶&/~,,,,,,
,~=/†&§¶@# #@¶§&†/=~,
,~~~~=††§@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @§††=~~~~,
,,~~~/&&§¶ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¶§&&/~~~,,
,~=/†&§¶@# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶¶@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @¶¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†††§§¶ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¶§§†††/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@@ THESE THINGS UP. @@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,,,~=†§ §†=~,,,,,,
,~=/†&§¶@@ = @@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,~=/&§@ @§&/=~,,,,
,~=/†&§@## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##@§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @@¶§&†/=~,
,,,,,~/†§@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @§†/~,,,,,
,,,,,~/†§¶ ¶§†/~,,,,,
,,,,=†&&&¶ = ¶&&&†=,,,,
,~=/†&§¶## ##¶§&†/=~,
,~=////&§@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @§&////=~,
,,,,=†&&§@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @§&&†=,,,,
,~=/†&&&§¶ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¶§&&&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶¶¶ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¶¶¶§&†/=~,
,=/†&§¶@## "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ##@¶§&†/=,
~=/†&§¶@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@¶§&†/=~
,~=/†&§¶@# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #@¶§&†/=~,
,~=/†&§¶¶@ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. @¶¶§&†/=~,
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