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#@#&*^«:.. ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ..:«^*@#
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#@#&*^«:.. THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ..:«^*@#
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#@#&*^«:.. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..:«^*@#
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#@#&*^«:.. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ..:«^*@#
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#@#&*^«:.. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ..:«^*@#
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