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,,,,.-^§$#                     -                    #$§^-.,,,,
,,,.-^§$#@                                          @#$§^-.,,,
,,.-^§$#@@ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING @@#$§^-.,,
,.-^§$#@@# HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I #@@#$§^-.,
,,.-^§$#@@ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN @@#$§^-.,,
,,,.-^§$#@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE @#$§^-.,,,
,,,,.-^§$# THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #$§^-.,,,,
,,,,,.-^§$ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,,,.-^§ REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE §^-.,,,,,,
,,,,,.-^§$   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,.-^§$# ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT   I #$§^-.,,,,
,,,.-^§$#@ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A @#$§^-.,,,
,,.-^§$#@@ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN @@#$§^-.,,
,.-^§$#@@# KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #@@#$§^-.,
,,.-^§$#@@ ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE @@#$§^-.,,
,,,.-^§$#@            SEASONS THIS WAY.             @#$§^-.,,,
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,,,,,.-^§$    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,.-^§$# INCREASED OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS  IN #$§^-.,,,,
,,,.-^§$#@ THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS @#$§^-.,,,
,,.-^§$#@@ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT @@#$§^-.,,
,.-^§$#@@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@#$§^-.,
,,.-^§$#@@ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@#$§^-.,,
,,,.-^§$#@             THESE THINGS UP.             @#$§^-.,,,
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,,,,,.-^§$ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,.-^§$# WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" #$§^-.,,,,
,,,.-^§$#@ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE @#$§^-.,,,
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,,,.-^§$#@ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @#$§^-.,,,
,,,,.-^§$# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I #$§^-.,,,,
,,,,,.-^§$ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,,,.-^§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. §^-.,,,,,,
,,,,,.-^§$ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL $§^-.,,,,,
,,,,.-^§$#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #$§^-.,,,,
,,,.-^§$#@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @#$§^-.,,,
,,.-^§$#@@ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME @@#$§^-.,,
,.-^§$#@@# SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT  HAS TO DO #@@#$§^-.,
,,.-^§$#@@         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        @@#$§^-.,,
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