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¨.~*§@&@@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@@# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.*§& DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN &§*.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@@ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE @@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@@# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨¨.*§§§&& THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I &&§§§*.¨¨¨
¨.~*§§§@&@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE @&@§§§*~.¨
¨¨¨¨.~§§@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @@§§~.¨¨¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨¨¨~§§&@@ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A @@&§§~¨¨¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~*§& KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS &§*~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨.~*§§@&&& ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE &&&@§§*~.¨
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¨¨¨¨~*@@&& HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA &&@@*~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~~~*@@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @@@*~~~¨¨¨
¨.~*§&@@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@@&§*~.¨
¨¨¨..~*@@@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @@@*~..¨¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@@&&@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @&&@@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@@@&@ THESE THINGS UP. @&@@@§*~.¨
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¨.~*§@&@@# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨.~*§§&@@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @@&§§*~.¨¨
¨.~*§@&&@@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @@&&@§*~.¨
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¨.~*§@&@@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@@# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #@@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##@&@§*~.¨
¨.~*§@&@@# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨¨¨~§§§&@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @&§§§~¨¨¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #@@&@§*~.¨
¨¨.~~§§@@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @@@§§~~.¨¨
¨.~*§@&@@# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #@@&@§*~.¨
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