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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨,«†§$ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I $§†«,¨¨¨¨¨
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