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,#,,###,#,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #,,###,,#,
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#,##,,###, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ###,,##,,#
,##,#,#,,# BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,#,#,#,#
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,,##,#,,,, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. #,,,,#,#,#
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,#,,,#,##,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #,##,##,,,
,##,,###,# AND IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,##,##,#,,
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