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@###*§;»., i was thinking to stop doing ,.»;§*###@
@##§»,,,,, hallucinogens in the winter because i ,,,,,»§##@
##@#*§;»., do not know how useful they have been ,.»;§*#@##
#§§;..,,,, anyway? i get so tense when i take ,,,,..;§§#
#@@#*§;»., them, the last few times at least, and ,.»;§*#@@#
#@@#*§;»., there are plenty of side effects that i ,.»;§*#@@#
@@@#*§;»., really do not like, and there will be ,.»;§*#@@@
#@@#*§;»., associations with these mini-anxiety ,.»;§*#@@#
#@@#*§;»., attacks with random things that i ,.»;§*#@@#
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#*§§§§;»., long time i could not see a certain ,.»;§§§§*#
#@@#*§;»., kind of leaf without getting anxious ,.»;§*#@@#
#§§»»»,,,, ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,,,,»»»§§#
@@@#*§;»., seasons this way. ,.»;§*#@@@
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@@*;»»»,,, hmm, recently my visual phenomena ,,,»»»;*@@
##@@*§;»., increased or at least the burn-ins in ,.»;§*@@##
#@@#*§;»., the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ,.»;§*#@@#
@@@#*§;»., breathing now, they did not do it ,.»;§*#@@@
@@**;.,,,, before. but maybe i just drank too much ,,,,.;**@@
@@@#*§;»., coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ,.»;§*#@@@
@@#§»,,,,, these things up. ,,,,,»§#@@
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@@##*§;»., it comes to me sometimes that shit, ,.»;§*##@@
#@@#*§;»., what a load of concepts this "reality" ,.»;§*#@@#
@#§;;...., consists of, and how vague they are ,....;;§#@
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@#*;.,,,,, if i do not sleep for about twenty ,,,,,.;*#@
#@@#*§;»., hours, it will no longer be dark when i ,.»;§*#@@#
#@@#*§;»., close my eyes, not actually cev's ,.»;§*#@@#
##*§§§;»., though, rather just fields and motion. ,.»;§§§*##
#@@#*§;»., now and then i hear this sound (a real ,.»;§*#@@#
@**§;»».,, sound (i think)), resembling some ,,.»»;§**@
@@***§;»., "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ,.»;§***@@
##@#*§;»., and it is always unpleasant, i become ,.»;§*#@##
##@#*§;»., so stressful, but i think it has to do ,.»;§*#@##
@#***§;»., with the novelty. i hope. ,.»;§***#@
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