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........:- i was thinking to stop doing -:........
.........: hallucinogens in the winter because i :.........
.......... do not know how useful they have been ..........
.......... anyway? i get so tense when i take ..........
.......... them, the last few times at least, and ..........
.......... there are plenty of side effects that i ..........
.......... really do not like, and there will be ..........
.......... associations with these mini-anxiety ..........
.......... attacks with random things that i ..........
.........: happen to see... for example, for a :.........
........:- long time i could not see a certain -:........
.......:-\ kind of leaf without getting anxious \-:.......
......:-\^ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ^\-:......
.....:-\^@ seasons this way. @^\-:.....
....:-\^@£ £@^\-:....
...:-\^@£# - #£@^\-:...
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.:-\^@£### hmm, recently my visual phenomena ###£@^\-:.
..:-\^@£## increased or at least the burn-ins in ##£@^\-:..
...:-\^@£# the eyes, and sometimes stuff is #£@^\-:...
....:-\^@£ breathing now, they did not do it £@^\-:....
.....:-\^@ before. but maybe i just drank too much @^\-:.....
......:-\^ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ^\-:......
.......:-\ these things up. \-:.......
........:- -:........
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.......... ..........
.......... it comes to me sometimes that shit, ..........
.......... what a load of concepts this "reality" ..........
.......... consists of, and how vague they are ..........
.......... ..........
.......... - ..........
.......... ..........
.........: if i do not sleep for about twenty :.........
........:- hours, it will no longer be dark when i -:........
.......:-\ close my eyes, not actually cev's \-:.......
......:-\^ though, rather just fields and motion. ^\-:......
.....:-\^@ now and then i hear this sound (a real @^\-:.....
....:-\^@£ sound (i think)), resembling some £@^\-:....
...:-\^@£# "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. #£@^\-:...
..:-\^@£## and it is always unpleasant, i become ##£@^\-:..
.:-\^@£### so stressful, but i think it has to do ###£@^\-:.
..:-\^@£## with the novelty. i hope. ##£@^\-:..
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