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....¤¤¤¤¤¤ ¤¤........
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¤¤....¤¤¤¤ ....¤¤¤¤¤¤
¤..¤¤..¤¤. eh .¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤
.......... ......¤¤¤¤
.¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ = ¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤.
..¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ ¤¤¤¤......
¤..¤¤¤¤¤¤¤ i was thinking to stop doing .¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤
....¤¤¤¤¤¤ hallucinogens in the winter because i ......¤¤¤¤
.¤¤..¤¤¤¤. do not know how useful they have been ¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤.
......¤¤.. anyway? i get so tense when i take ¤¤¤¤......
¤¤¤¤¤....¤ them, the last few times at least, and .¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤
¤¤¤¤..¤¤.. there are plenty of side effects that i ......¤¤¤¤
¤¤¤....... really do not like, and there will be ¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤¤
¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤¤ associations with these mini-anxiety ¤¤¤¤....¤¤
¤....¤¤¤¤. attacks with random things that i .¤¤..¤¤..¤
..¤¤..¤¤.. happen to see... for example, for a ..........
¤........¤ long time i could not see a certain ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
..¤¤¤¤¤¤.. kind of leaf without getting anxious ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
...¤¤¤¤..¤ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤.
¤¤..¤¤.... seasons this way. ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤..
.......¤¤¤ ¤¤¤¤¤¤¤...
¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤ = ¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤
¤¤¤¤¤....¤ ¤¤¤¤¤....¤
¤¤¤¤..¤¤.. hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¤¤¤¤..¤¤..
.¤¤....... increased or at least the burn-ins in .¤¤.......
....¤¤¤¤¤¤ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ....¤¤¤¤¤¤
.¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤ breathing now, they did not do it ¤¤¤..¤¤¤¤.
......¤¤¤¤ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¤¤....¤¤..
¤¤¤¤¤..¤¤. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ¤..¤¤....¤
¤¤¤¤...... these things up. ......¤¤..
.¤¤..¤¤¤¤. ¤¤¤¤¤.....
......¤¤.. = ¤¤¤¤..¤¤¤¤
.¤¤¤¤..... .¤¤....¤¤.
..¤¤..¤¤¤¤ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ....¤¤....
¤......¤¤¤ what a load of concepts this "reality" .¤¤....¤¤¤
..¤¤¤¤..¤¤ consists of, and how vague they are ....¤¤..¤¤
...¤¤....¤ .¤¤.......
¤¤....¤¤.. = ....¤¤¤¤¤¤
¤..¤¤..... .¤¤..¤¤¤¤¤
......¤¤¤¤ if i do not sleep for about twenty ......¤¤¤¤
.¤¤¤¤..¤¤. hours, it will no longer be dark when i .¤¤¤¤..¤¤.
..¤¤...... close my eyes, not actually cev's ..¤¤......
¤....¤¤¤¤. though, rather just fields and motion. ¤....¤¤¤¤¤
..¤¤..¤¤.. now and then i hear this sound (a real ..¤¤..¤¤¤¤
.........¤ sound (i think)), resembling some ¤......¤¤.
¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤.. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ..¤¤¤¤....
.¤¤¤¤¤¤..¤ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¤..¤¤..¤¤.
..¤¤¤¤.... so stressful, but i think it has to do ..........
¤..¤¤..¤¤. with the novelty. i hope. .¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
.......... ..¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤
.¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤. ¤..¤¤¤¤¤¤.
..¤¤¤¤¤¤.. ....¤¤¤¤..
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