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.^«/*@@### now, usually i  feel good  (maybe?), but ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## this  time of  confusion also  leads  to ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## was being  bothered  by  something  in a ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### song or  movie  or book, so i think, how ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### purpose of  this  process,  what does it ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## consist  of...?  and through the process ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### more  and  more  pieces falls off  until ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@##     i'm standing there with nothing.     ##@@*/«^..
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..^«/*@@## reductionist hell -                      ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### abstract they are, the things, until     ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## they cease to be things at all           ##@@*/«^..
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..^«/*@@## are we just stacked triangles? there is  ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### nothing i can do with triangles. they    ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## can not shelter me in any meaningful     ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### sense.                                   ###@@*/«^.
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.^«/*@@### and when i can't even anchor myself,     ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## when i am nothing but the question, it   ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### feels like it can all slip through my    ###@@*/«^.
..^«/*@@## fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ##@@*/«^..
.^«/*@@### was after that.                          ###@@*/«^.
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