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.&&....... SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW &.....&..&
.&&&...... THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS .&.....&..
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...&&&.... †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ...&.....&
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.&...&&&.. THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS.  THEY &....&....
..&..&.&&.    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    &&....&...
...&...&&& APPEARING AGAIN. THIS  IS ALMOST EROTIC. &&&....&..
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.....&...& THERE IS  A SPY IN MY EYES, INSTALLED TO ..&&&....&
&.....&..& IDENTIFY  THESE SPOTS AND  TO GIVE ME AN ..&.&&....
.&.....&..     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     &...&&&...
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...&.....& WHEN I GATHER ALL  MY WILLPOWER, AND SET .&&...&&&.
....&..... IT  ABLAZE   ALL  AT   ONCE,  THE   MOST .&&&..&.&&
&....&.... RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. .&.&&...&&
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