SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW 
 THIS  BECAUSE  OF  HOW  NICE  IT   FEELS 
                                          
  
                                          
 THERE ARE  BROWN SPOTS ON MY HANDS. THEY 
    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    
 APPEARING AGAIN. THIS  IS ALMOST EROTIC. 
                                          
 THERE IS A SPY IN MY  EYES, INSTALLED TO 
 IDENTIFY THESE  SPOTS  AND TO GIVE ME AN 
     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     
                                          
 WHEN I GATHER ALL MY WILLPOWER, AND  SET 
 IT   ABLAZE  ALL   AT  ONCE,  THE   MOST 
 RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE.