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&.&.&..&.. . . &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& . the dream . &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. . of being swallowed . &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& . by the beast. . &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. . . &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& #&.....................................& &.&.&..&.&
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&.&.&.&&.& # inside ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ # &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. . an animal . as if . to be safe &.&.&.&&..
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&.&.&.&&.& ~:.#### ~:.###~:. ####~. &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ~:.#### ~:.###~:. ####~. &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& the dream of resting inside another &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. animal. thats how it starts, &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ~:. with the dream, .:~ &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ~:.####~:.###~:.####~. &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& but this time i was curious of where it &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. was going, &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& #;; ~~~~~~~~~~ ;;# &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ;; ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ;; &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. the first gate is the lips &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. . . to get at the throat. . &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. to be falling into the water, the &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ocean, the void, but it must be done in &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. the right way - in a very specific way. &.&.&.&&..
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&.&.&.&&.& :::;;;;;;;::::;~: &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. :::;;;~~~:;~;;;~:::;~~~~;;;;;;;: &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ::::;:~~:;;:;;;;;;;;;; &.&.&..&.&
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&.&.&.&&.& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. slow... graceful... but then it gets &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& too much and you faint. &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ;#::;~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. to nature) &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ;#::;~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& to the beast that is everything) &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ;#::;~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;;;;;;; &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. ;#::;~::::~:~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;; (very &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& hard to get here without the aid of the &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. beast) ;;; (state where the human is &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& ;;; ;; (the two souls will move &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and &.&.&..&.&
&.&.&..&.. reordered) ;;; (the individual is not &.&.&.&&..
&.&.&.&&.& so important) &.&.&..&.&
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