,,,,,,~=\= =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,~=\=*# #*=\=~,,,,
,,,~=\=*#@ @#*=\=~,,,
,,~=\=*#@# #@#*=\=~,,
,~=\=*#@## ##,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,# ##@#*=\=~,
,,~=\=*#@# , , #@#*=\=~,,
,,,~=\=*#@ , the dream , @#*=\=~,,,
,,,,~=\=*# , of being swallowed , #*=\=~,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* , by the beast. , *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= , , =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ ##,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,# \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ # inside ================ # ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= , an animal , as if , to be safe =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= ,,######,,,###,,,###, =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* =~,#### =~,###=~, ####=, *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,~=\=*# =~,#### =~,###=~, ####=, #*=\=~,,,,
,,,~=\=*#@ the dream of resting inside another @#*=\=~,,,
,,~=\=*#@# animal. thats how it starts, #@#*=\=~,,
,~=\=*#@## =~, with the dream, ,~= ##@#*=\=~,
,,~=\=*#@# =~,####=~,###=~,####=, #@#*=\=~,,
,,,~=\=*#@ but this time i was curious of where it @#*=\=~,,,
,,,,~=\=*# was going, #*=\=~,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* #\\ ========== \\# *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= \\ == == == == == == == == == == \\ =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= the first gate is the lips =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= , , to get at the throat. , =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= to be falling into the water, the =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* ocean, the void, but it must be done in *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,~=\=*# the right way - in a very specific way. #*=\=~,,,,
,,,~=\=*#@ @#*=\=~,,,
,,~=\=*#@# \~~~===========\\\\~~~~~~~\~====~~~~~\~ #@#*=\=~,,
,~=\=*#@## ~~~\\\\\\\~~~~\=~ ##@#*=\=~,
,,~=\=*#@# ~~~\\\===~\=\\\=~~~\====\\\\\\\~ #@#*=\=~,,
,,,~=\=*#@ ~~~~\~==~\\~\\\\\\\\\\ @#*=\=~,,,
,,,,~=\=*# \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ #*=\=~,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= slow... graceful... but then it gets =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ too much and you faint. \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= \#~~\=~~~~=~===============\\\\\\\ =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= to nature) =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ \#~~\=~~~~=~===============\\\\\\\ \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* to the beast that is everything) *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,~=\=*# \#~~\=~~~~=~===============\\\\\\\ #*=\=~,,,,
,,,~=\=*#@ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (only through its help) @#*=\=~,,,
,,~=\=*#@# \#~~\=~~~~=~===============\\ (very #@#*=\=~,,
,~=\=*#@## hard to get here without the aid of the ##@#*=\=~,
,,~=\=*#@# beast) \\\ (state where the human is #@#*=\=~,,
,,,~=\=*#@ submerged in the animal) \\\ \\ @#*=\=~,,,
,,,,~=\=*# (becoming the animal) \\\ (forget #*=\=~,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* everything else) \\\ \\ (my soul is the *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= beast's soul) \\\ (a sludgy sense of =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ satisfaction. it's good) \\\ (it's \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= good) \\\ \\ (breathing heavily) \\\ =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ \\\ \\ (the two souls will move ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= together) \\\ (merge and dissolve) \\\ =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=\ (collective body) \\\ (rearranged and \=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=\= reordered) \\\ (the individual is not =\=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=\=* so important) *=\=~,,,,,
,,,,~=\=*# #*=\=~,,,,
,,,~=\=*#@ @#*=\=~,,,
,,~=\=*#@# #@#*=\=~,,
,~=\=*#@## ##@#*=\=~,
,,~=\=*#@# #@#*=\=~,,