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.......==# . . #==.......
..==¤#@### . the dream . ###@#¤==..
....=;¤¤#@ . of being swallowed . @#¤¤;=....
..=;=¤#@## . by the beast. . ##@#¤=;=..
....;;=¤@@ . . @@¤=;;....
..=;=¤#@## ##.....................................# ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤###@ @###¤=;=..
......==#@ # inside ================ # @#==......
..=;=¤#@## . an animal . as if . to be safe ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## ##@#¤=;=..
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..=;=¤##@@ =..#### =..###=.. ####=. @@##¤=;=..
......;¤@# the dream of resting inside another #@¤;......
..=;=¤#@## animal. thats how it starts, ##@#¤=;=..
.......==# =.. with the dream, ..= #==.......
...=;==### =..####=..###=..####=. ###==;=...
..=;=¤@### but this time i was curious of where it ###@¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## was going, ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## #;; ========== ;;# ##@#¤=;=..
......==## ;; == == == == == == == == == == ;; ##==......
..=;=¤#@## ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## the first gate is the lips ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@@# #@@#¤=;=..
.....;=### . . to get at the throat. . ###=;.....
..=;==¤### ###¤==;=..
......;¤¤# to be falling into the water, the #¤¤;......
..=;=¤#@## ocean, the void, but it must be done in ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## the right way - in a very specific way. ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## ##@#¤=;=..
.=;=¤#@### ;...===========;;;;.......;.====.....;. ###@#¤=;=.
......;¤¤@ ...;;;;;;;....;=. @¤¤;......
..=;=¤#@## ...;;;===.;=;;;=...;====;;;;;;;. ##@#¤=;=..
.....;;¤## ....;.==.;;.;;;;;;;;;; ##¤;;.....
....;==¤¤@ ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ;;;;;;;;;;;;; @¤¤==;....
..=;=¤¤¤#@ it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's @#¤¤¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## slow... graceful... but then it gets ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#### too much and you faint. ####¤=;=..
......;;¤@ ;#..;=....=.===============;;;;;;; @¤;;......
..=;=¤#### ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ####¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## to nature) ##@#¤=;=..
......===# ;#..;=....=.===============;;;;;;; #===......
..=;=¤#@## ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (you will feel very close ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## to the beast that is everything) ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## ;#..;=....=.===============;;;;;;; ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## ;;;;;;;;;;;;; (only through its help) ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#### ;#..;=....=.===============;; (very ####¤=;=..
....===#@# hard to get here without the aid of the #@#===....
....=;;¤@# beast) ;;; (state where the human is #@¤;;=....
..=;=¤#@## submerged in the animal) ;;; ;; ##@#¤=;=..
.......;¤@ (becoming the animal) ;;; (forget @¤;.......
..=;===¤#@ everything else) ;;; ;; (my soul is the @#¤===;=..
....==;==# beast's soul) ;;; (a sludgy sense of #==;==....
.....=;;=# satisfaction. it's good) ;;; (it's #=;;=.....
..=;=¤##@# good) ;;; ;; (breathing heavily) ;;; #@##¤=;=..
.....==#@@ ;;; ;; (the two souls will move @@#==.....
..=;=¤#### together) ;;; (merge and dissolve) ;;; ####¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## (collective body) ;;; (rearranged and ##@#¤=;=..
..=;=¤#@## reordered) ;;; (the individual is not ##@#¤=;=..
...=;;=#@# so important) #@#=;;=...
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