stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out