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@@,,,,,,,@                  STRESS                  ,,@,@@,,@,
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,,@@@,,,,, THIS  BODY IS STRESSED AND I DON'T  KNOW ,,,,,,@@@,
,,@,@@,,,, WHY! IT SEEMS  TOO SLOW FOR MY TASTE?  I ,,,,,,@,@@
@,,,@@@,,, TRY TO  NUMB  ITS WILL  BUT IT ONLY GETS @,,,,,,,@@
@@,,@,@@,, MORE FRIGHTENED  BY  ITS OWN  EXISTENCE. @@,,,,,,@,
@@@,,,@@@, AT  THIS POINT A  LOT OF  MY SUBCONCIOUS @@@,,,,,,,
@,@@,,@,@@             IS JUST SCREAMS.             @,@@,,,,,,
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,,@,@@,,@, I PLAY WITH THE  THOUGH  OF SEDATING IT, ,,@,@@,,,,
,,,,@@@,,, BUT   DECIDE   THAT  IT  WILL   PROBABLY ,,,,@@@,,,
,,,,@,@@,,                BACKFIRE.                 ,,,,@,@@,,
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,,,,,,@,@@ §§   THERE    IS   NO    WAY    OUT   §§ ,,,,,,@,@@
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