stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out