stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out