stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out