stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out