stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out