stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out