stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out