stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out