stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out