stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out