stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out