stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out