stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out