stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out