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,@@,@@@@,, THIS BODY  IS STRESSED AND  I DON'T KNOW @,@,@,@,@,
@,@@,,,@,, WHY! IT SEEMS TOO SLOW FOR  MY TASTE?  I @@@@@@@@@,
@@,@,,@@,@ TRY TO  NUMB ITS WILL  BUT IT ONLY  GETS ,,,,,,,,@@
,@@@,@,@@@ MORE  FRIGHTENED  BY ITS OWN  EXISTENCE. ,,,,,,,@,,
@,,@@@@,,, AT THIS  POINT A LOT  OF MY  SUBCONCIOUS ,,,,,,@@,,
@,@,,,@,,,             IS JUST SCREAMS.             ,,,,,@,@,@
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,,@,@,@,,@ I  PLAY WITH THE THOUGH OF SEDATING  IT, ,,,@,,,,@@
,@@@@@@,@@ BUT  DECIDE   THAT   IT  WILL   PROBABLY ,,@@,,,@,@
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