stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb its will but  it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out