stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out