stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out