stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out