stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out