stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out