stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out