stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb its will but  it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out