stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out