stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out