stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out