stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is    no   way   out