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,&&&&&,,,, this body  is stressed and i  don't know ,&,,,,,&,&
&,,,,&,,,, why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i &&,,,,&&&&
&,,,&&,,,& try to numb its  will  but  it only gets ,&,,,&,,,,
&,,&,&,,&, more frightened  by  its  own existence. &&,,&&,,,&
&,&&&&,&&& at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious ,&,&,&,,&,
&&,,,&&,,&             is just screams.             &&&&&&,&&&
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&&,&&&&&,, i play with  the though of sedating  it, ,,,,&,&,,,
,&&,,,,&,, but   decide  that  it   will   probably ,,,&&&&,,&
&,&,,,&&,&                 backfire.                ,,&,,,&,&&
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,,&,&&&,,, ^^   there   is    no    way    out   ^^ &,&,&,,&,&
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