stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out