stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out