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&&&,,&,,,& this body  is stressed  and i don't know ,,,&,&&,,,
&,&&,,&,,, why! it seems  too slow for my  taste? i ,,,,,&&&,,
,,&&&,,&,, try to  numb its will but it  only  gets &,,,,&,&&,
,,&,&&,,&, more  frightened  by  its own existence. &&,,,,,&&&
&,,,&&&,,& at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious ,&&,,,,&,&
&&,,&,&&,,             is just screams.             ,&&&,,,,,&
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,&&&,,&,&& i  play with the though of sedating  it, ,,,&&&,,,,
,&,&&,,,&& but   decide  that   it  will   probably ,,,&,&&,,,
,,,&&&,,&,                backfire.                 ,,,,,&&&,,
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,,,,,&&&,, %%    there   is    no    way   out   %% ,&,,,,,&&&
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