stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will  but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out