stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out