stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out