stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no    way   out