stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way    out