stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out