stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out