stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out