stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out