stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out