stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out