stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out