stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its will but  it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out