stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out