stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out