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&&&,,,,&&, this body is  stressed and i  don't know ,,,,&&&,&,
&,,&,,,&,& why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i &,,,&,,&&&
,&,&&,,&&& try  to numb its  will but it only  gets &&,,&&,&,,
,&&&,&,&,, more  frightened by its  own  existence. ,,&,&,&&&,
,&,,&&&&&, at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious &,&&&&&,,&
&&&,&,,,,&             is just screams.             ,&&,,,,&,&
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&,,&,,&,,& i play  with  the though of sedating it, ,,&&&,,&,,
&&,&&,&&,& but  decide   that   it   will  probably ,,&,,&,&&,
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&&,&&,&&,& §§   there   is    no    way   out    §§ ,&,&&,&,&,
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