stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out