stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its  will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out