stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out