stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point  a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out