stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no   way   out