stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out