stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out