stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out