stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out