stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way    out