stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out