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&&......&& &.&..&&...
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.&...&..&. .&....&&..
&&..&&.&&. #&.....................................& &&...&.&..
.&.&.&&.&. . . .&..&&&&.&
&&&&&.&&&. . the dream . &&.&...&&&
....&&..&& . of being swallowed . .&&&..&...
...&.&.&.. . by the beast. . &..&.&&...
..&&&&&&.. . . &.&&&.&...
.&.....&.& #&.....................................& &&..&&&...
&&....&&&& .&.&..&...
.&...&...& # inside «««««««««««««««« # &&&&.&&..&
&&..&&..&& . an animal . as if . to be safe ...&&.&.&&
.&.&.&.&.. ..&.&&&&..
&&&&&&&&.. ..######...###...###. .&&&...&..
.......&.. «-.#### «-.###«-. ####«. &..&..&&.&
......&&.& «-.#### «-.###«-. ####«. &.&&.&.&&&
.....&.&&. the dream of resting inside another &&.&&&&..&
....&&&.&& animal. thats how it starts, .&&...&.&&
...&..&&.& «-. with the dream, .-« &.&..&&&.&
..&&.&.&&& «-.####«-.###«-.####«. &&&.&..&&&
.&.&&&&..& but this time i was curious of where it ..&&&.&..&
&&&...&.&& was going, .&..&&&.&&
..&..&&&.& #// «««««««««« //# &&.&..&&..
.&&.&..&&& // «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« «« // .&&&.&.&..
&.&&&.&..& &..&&&&&..
&&..&&&.&& the first gate is the lips &.&....&.&
.&.&..&&.& &&&...&&&.
&&&&.&.&&. . . to get at the throat. . ..&..&..&.
...&&&&.&& .&&.&&.&&&
..&...&&.& to be falling into the water, the &.&&.&&..&
.&&..&.&&. ocean, the void, but it must be done in &&.&&.&.&&
&.&.&&&.&& the right way - in a very specific way. .&&.&&&&.&
&&&&..&&.& &.&&...&&.
...&.&.&&. /---«««««««««««////-------/-««««-----/- &&.&..&.&&
..&&&&&.&. ---///////----/«- .&&&.&&&.&
.&....&&&. ---///«««-/«///«---/««««///////- &..&&..&&&
&&...&..&& ----/-««-//-////////// &.&.&.&..&
.&..&&.&.& ///////////////////// ///////////// &&&&&&&.&.
&&.&.&&&&& it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ......&&&.
.&&&&..... slow... graceful... but then it gets .....&..&&
&...&..... too much and you faint. ....&&.&.&
&..&&..... /#--/«----«-«««««««««««««««/////// ...&.&&&&.
&.&.&....& ///////////// (you will feel very close ..&&&...&&
&&&&&...&. to nature) .&..&..&..
....&..&&& /#--/«----«-«««««««««««««««/////// &&.&&.&&.&
...&&.&... ///////////// (you will feel very close .&&.&&.&&&
..&.&&&... to the beast that is everything) &.&&.&&..&
.&&&..&..& /#--/«----«-«««««««««««««««/////// &&.&&.&.&&
&..&.&&.&. ///////////// (only through its help) .&&.&&&&.&
&.&&&.&&&& /#--/«----«-«««««««««««««««// (very &.&&...&&.
&&..&&.... hard to get here without the aid of the &&.&..&.&&
.&.&.&.... beast) /// (state where the human is .&&&.&&&..
&&&&&&.... submerged in the animal) /// // &..&&..&..
.....&...& (becoming the animal) /// (forget &.&.&.&&.&
....&&..&& everything else) /// // (my soul is the &&&&&&.&&&
...&.&.&.& beast's soul) /// (a sludgy sense of .....&&..&
..&&&&&&&& satisfaction. it's good) /// (it's ....&.&.&&
.&........ good) /// // (breathing heavily) /// ...&&&&&.&
&&........ /// // (the two souls will move ..&....&&&
.&.......& together) /// (merge and dissolve) /// .&&...&...
&&......&& (collective body) /// (rearranged and &.&..&&...
.&.....&.& reordered) /// (the individual is not &&&.&.&..&
&&....&&&. so important) ..&&&&&.&&
.&...&..&. .&....&&..
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