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###..##... . . .##..#####
##......## . the dream . ......####
#..####..# . of being swallowed . #####..###
....##.... . by the beast. . ####....##
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.##....### . an animal . as if . to be safe .##.......
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....###### =-.#### =-.###=-. ####=. ##....##..
###..####. =-.#### =-.###=-. ####=. ...##....#
##....##.. the dream of resting inside another ##....##..
...##....# animal. thats how it starts, ...##.....
##....##.. =-. with the dream, .-= ##....####
#..##....# =-.####=-.###=-.####=. ...##..###
......##.. but this time i was curious of where it ##......##
.####..... was going, ...####...
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.......##. \\ == == == == == == == == == == \\ ..........
######.... ##########
#####..##. the first gate is the lips .#########
####...... ..########
###..##### . . to get at the throat. . #..#######
##....#### ....######
#..##..### to be falling into the water, the .##..#####
........## ocean, the void, but it must be done in ......####
.######... the right way - in a very specific way. .####..##.
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......##.. ---\\\\\\\----\=- ####..####
.####..... ---\\\===-\=\\\=---\====\\\\\\\- .##....##.
..##..#### ----\-==-\\-\\\\\\\\\\ ....##....
#......### \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\ \\\\\\\\\\\\\ .##....###
..####..## it's not a bad feeling, at first. it's ....##..##
...##..... slow... graceful... but then it gets .##.......
##....#### too much and you faint. ....######
#..##..##. \#--\=----=-===============\\\\\\\ ###..#####
.......... \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close ##....####
.########. to nature) ...##..##.
..######.. \#--\=----=-===============\\\\\\\ ##........
#..####... \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (you will feel very close ...#######
....##..## to the beast that is everything) ##..######
.##....... \#--\=----=-===============\\\\\\\ .....####.
....###### \\\\\\\\\\\\\ (only through its help) ####..##..
###..####. \#--\=----=-===============\\ (very ###......#
##....##.. hard to get here without the aid of the ##..####..
...##....# beast) \\\ (state where the human is .....##...
##....##.. submerged in the animal) \\\ \\ ####....##
#..##..... (becoming the animal) \\\ (forget .##..##..#
......#### everything else) \\\ \\ (my soul is the ..........
#####..### beast's soul) \\\ (a sludgy sense of .#########
####....## satisfaction. it's good) \\\ (it's ..########
###..##..# good) \\\ \\ (breathing heavily) \\\ ...#######
##........ \\\ \\ (the two souls will move ##..######
#..######. together) \\\ (merge and dissolve) \\\ #....#####
....####.. (collective body) \\\ (rearranged and ..##..####
.##..##... reordered) \\\ (the individual is not #......##.
........## so important) ..####....
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