stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its  will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out