stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out