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§¨§§§§¨¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. §¨§§§§§¨§§
§§¨¨¨§¨§§§ there's no grief or joy as my water §§¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨§§§¨¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
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§§§§§¨§§¨§ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨§§§¨§§¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§§§ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨§¨¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨§ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. §§¨§¨§§¨§¨
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¨§¨¨§§§§¨§ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far §¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨
§§¨§¨¨¨§§¨ fetched that something like that can §¨¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§§§¨¨§¨§§ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. §¨§§§§§¨§§
§¨¨§¨§§§¨§ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. §§¨¨¨¨§§¨§
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