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§§§§§§§§§§ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§§§§§ rolls down my face. i notice nothing §§¨¨§¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§§§§§§¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§§§§§¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep §§§§§§§§§§
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨ crying for a while. ¨§§§§§§§§§
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ i theorize some kind of resonance in §¨¨§§§§§¨¨
§§§§§§§§¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§§§§§§§¨¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨§§§§§¨¨§§ imperfect and often induces §§¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§ single-sense hallucinations. acute but §¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§§
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
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¨¨§§§§§§§¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨§§¨¨§¨¨§§
¨¨¨§§§§§¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§§§¨¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨§§§§§§§§§
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨§§§§§§§§
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