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§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ machine. ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨ ¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§¨ crying for a while. ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§ §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is §¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§ §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
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