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¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§ there's no grief or joy as my water §¨§¨§¨¨§¨§
¨¨§§¨¨§§§§ rolls down my face. i notice nothing §§§§§¨§§§§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨§ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨¨§§¨¨¨§
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¨¨§§§§¨§§¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨§¨§§¨¨§¨§
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¨§§§§§¨§¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. §§§§§¨§§¨§
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