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¨¨&¨¨¨¨&&¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨&&& ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨& &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨& ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨& always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ machine. &¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨&¨ &&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨& i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨&&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ crying for a while. ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨¨ imperfect and often induces ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨&¨¨¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨&¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨&¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨& &¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far &&¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨ fetched that something like that can &&&¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. &¨&&¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨& finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨&&&¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨& ¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
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