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.~=^*§£@## i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ##@£§*^=~.
.~=^*§£### sleep.  =====  all  i  want   is  to  be ###£§*^=~.
...~~=**£@ strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and @£**=~~...
.~=^*§£@## injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ##@£§*^=~.
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.~=^*§£@## ===== i'm  on  an  astral plane,  slowly ##@£§*^=~.
......=*§@ sinking into  the earth's  embrace ===== @§*=......
.....~=*§£ the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ===== £§*=~.....
.~=^*§£@## muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ##@£§*^=~.
.....==*§£ rain ===== eyelids  closing ===== all  i £§*==.....
.~=^*§£@## want is to  be strapped to  a chair, and ##@£§*^=~.
.~=^*§£@## have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ##@£§*^=~.
.....=**£@ ===== i  want to  be healed by an  angel @£**=.....
.~=^*§£### or                a                demon ###£§*^=~.
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