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&,,&,&&,&& all i want is  eternal bliss?  ««««« all ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& sleep.  «««««  all  i  want  is   to  be ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& «««««  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& «««««  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& sinking into the  earth's embrace  ««««« ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ««««« ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& rain  ««««« eyelids closing ««««« all  i ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& want is to be strapped  to a chair,  and ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me ,&,&&,&,&,
&,&&,,&,,& ««««« i want  to be healed  by  an angel ,&,,&,&,&,
&,,&,&&,&& or                a                demon ,&,&&,&,&,
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