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&.&..&.&.& all  i want is eternal bliss?  ««««« all &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& sleep.  «««««  all   i  want  is  to  be &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. «««««   gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& «««««  i'm  on  an astral plane,  slowly &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. sinking  into  the earth's embrace ««««« &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ««««« &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& rain «««««  eyelids closing «««««  all i &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. want is  to  be strapped to a chair, and &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& have  wolf blood forcibly pumped into me &.&&.&.&..
&.&.&&.&.. ««««« i  want to be healed  by  an angel &..&.&.&.&
&.&..&.&.& or                a                demon &.&&.&.&..
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