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@@@,@,,,,@ all i  want is eternal bliss?  ~~~~~ all @,,@,@,@@@
,,,@@@,,,@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,@,@@@@@,,
,,,@,,@,,@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i  want   is  to  be @@@@,,,,@,
,,,@@,@@,@ strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and @,,,@,,,@@
@,,@,@@,@@ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,@,,@@,,@,
@@,@@@,@@, ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes @@@,@,@,@@
,,@@,,@@,@ ~~~~~ i'm  on  an astral  plane,  slowly ,,,@@@@@@,
,,@,@,@,@@ sinking  into the earth's embrace  ~~~~~ @,,@,,,,,@
@,@@@@@@@, the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ~~~~~ ,@,@@,,,,@
,@@,,,,,,@ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @@@@,@,,,@
@@,@,,,,,@ rain ~~~~~  eyelids closing ~~~~~ all  i ,,,,@@@,,@
,,@@@,,,,@ want is to  be strapped  to a chair, and ,,,,@,,@,@
@,@,,@,,,@ have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me ,,,,@@,@@@
,@@@,@@,,@ ~~~~~  i want to be  healed  by an angel ,,,,@,@@,,
,@,,@@,@,@ or                a                demon @,,,@@@,@,
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