stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out