stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out