stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by  its own existence. 
 at this point  a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out