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,,,,@@,@@@                    EH                    @@,,@,,@,,
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,,@@@,@,,,                    =                     @@@,@@,@,,
,@,,@@@,,@                                          ,,@@,@@@,,
@@,@,,@,@@ I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,@,@@,,@,,
,@@@,@@@,@ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I @@@,@,@@,@
@,,@@,,@@, DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,@@@@,@@@
@,@,@,@,@, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ,@,,,@@,,,
@@@@@@@@@@ THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @@,,@,@,,@
,,,,,,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ,@,@@@@,@,
,,,,,,,,,, REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE @@@,,,@@@,
,,,,,,,,,@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,@,,@,,@,
,,,,,,,,@@ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,@@,@@,@@,
,,,,,,,@,, HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A @,@@,@@,@,
,,,,,,@@,@ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN @@,@@,@@@,
,,,,,@,@@@ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,@@,@@,,@,
,,,,@@@,,, ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE @,@@,@,@@,
,,,@,,@,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             @@,@@@@,@,
,,@@,@@,,,                                          ,@@,,,@@@,
,@,@@,@,,@                     =                    @,@,,@,,@,
@@@,@@@,@,                                          @@@,@@,@@,
,,@@,,@@@@    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,@@,@@,@@
,@,@,@,,,, INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ,@,@@,@@,@
@@@@@@,,,@ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS @@@,@@,@@@
,,,,,@,,@, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ,,@@,@@,,,
,,,,@@,@@, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,@,@@,@,,,
,,,@,@@,@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL @@@,@@@,,,
,,@@@,@@,@             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,@@,,@,,,
,@,,@@,@@@                                          ,@,@,@@,,,
@@,@,@@,,,                     =                    @@@@@,@,,,
,@@@@,@,,,                                          ,,,,@@@,,@
@,,,@@@,,, IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,@,,@,@@
@,,@,,@,,@ WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ,,@@,@@@,,
@,@@,@@,@@ CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,@,@@,,@,@
@@,@@,@@,,                                          @@@,@,@@@,
,@@,@@,@,,                     =                    ,,@@@@,,@@
@,@@,@@@,@                                          ,@,,,@,@,@
@@,@@,,@@, IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @@,,@@@@@,
,@@,@,@,@@ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,@,@,,,,@@
@,@@@@@@,@ CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S @@@@,,,@,@
@@,,,,,@@, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,,,@,,@@@,
,@,,,,@,@, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND  (A REAL ,,@@,@,,@@
@@,,,@@@@@     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,@,@@@,@,@
,@,,@,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @@@,,@@@@,
@@,@@,,,,@ AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,@,@,,,@,
,@@,@,,,@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ,@@@@,,@@@
@,@@@,,@,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        @,,,@,@,,@
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