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,§,§§§,,,, I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING §§,§§,§§,,
,§§§,,§,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,§§,§§,§,
,§,,§,§§,, DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,§,§§,§§§
§§§,§§§,§, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE §,§§§,§§,,
§,,§§,,§§§ THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §§§,,§§,§,
§§,§,§,§,, THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §,,§,§,§§§
,,§§§§§§§, REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL  BE ,§,§§§§§,,
,,§,,,,,,§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,§§§,,,,§,
,,§§,,,,,§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,§,,§,,,§§
§,§,§,,,,§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ,§§,§§,,§,
§§§§§§,,,§ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN §§,§§,§,§§
,,,,,,§,,§ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS §,§§,§§§§,
,,,,,,§§,§ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE §§§,§§,,,§
§,,,,,§,§§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,,§§,§,,§
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,,,§§,§,§§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,§§§,§§§§
§,,§,§§§§, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ,,§,,§§,,,
§§,§§§,,,§ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,,§§,§,§,,
§,§§,,§,,§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT §,§,§§§§§,
§§§,§,§§,§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§§§,,,,§
,,,§§§§,§§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,§,,,§
§,,§,,,§§,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,§§,,§
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,,,,§,,,§, IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §,,§,§§,,,
,,,,§§,,§§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS  "REALITY" ,§,§§§,§,,
,,,,§,§,§, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE §§§§,,§§§,
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§§§,§,§,,, IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,§§§,,§,
§,,§§§§§,, HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,,§,,§,§§
,§,§,,,,§, CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §§,§§,§§§,
,§§§§,,,§§ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. §,§§,§§,,§
§§,,,§,,§, NOW AND  THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL §§§,§§,§,§
,,§,,§§,§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    §,,§§,§§§§
§,§§,§,§§,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,§,§,§§,,,
§§§,§§§§,§ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME §§§§§§,§,,
§,,§§,,,§§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO §,,,,,§§§,
§§,§,§,,§,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§,,,,§,,§
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