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.,«;=&&@## I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ##@&&=;«,.
......,;&@ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I @&;,......
.,«;=&&@## DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ##@&&=;«,.
.,«;=&&@## ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ##@&&=;«,.
.,«;;===&@ THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND @&===;;«,.
....,,;&&@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I @&&;,,....
.,«;==&&&@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL  BE @&&&==;«,.
.,«;=&&@##   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ##@&&=;«,.
...,«««;&& ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I &&;«««,...
.,«;=&@### HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ###@&=;«,.
....,,;=&& LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A CERTAIN &&=;,,....
.,«;=&&@## KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ##@&&=;«,.
...,,;&&@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL  THE @@&&;,,...
.,«;=&&@##             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##@&&=;«,.
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.....,«=&#     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    #&=«,.....
.,«;=&&@@@ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN @@@&&=;«,.
....,«;==& THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS &==;«,....
..,«;;=&&@ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT @&&=;;«,..
....««;=&@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH @&=;««....
......,;=& COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL &=;,......
.,«;=&&@##             THESE THINGS UP.             ##@&&=;«,.
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.,«;==&&&& IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, &&&&==;«,.
.,«;=&&@## WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ##@&&=;«,.
....«;;&&& CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE &&&;;«....
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.,«;=&&@## IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ##@&&=;«,.
....,;&&&# HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #&&&;,....
.,;=&&@### CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ###@&&=;,.
.,«;=&&@## THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ##@&&=;«,.
...,,,,«=& NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL &=«,,,,...
.,«;=&&@##     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ##@&&=;«,.
.....«=&@@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @@&=«.....
.,«;=&&@## AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ##@&&=;«,.
.....,;;&@ SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @&;;,.....
....,«;&@#        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         #@&;«,....
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