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†:=:,,,,,, I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ,,,,,,:=:†
:=:,,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE I ,,,,,,,:=:
=:,,,,,,,, DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ,,,,,,,,:=
:,,,,,,,,, ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,,,,,,:
,,,,,,,,,, THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,,:
=:,,,,,,,, ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ,,,,,,,,:=
:=:,,,,,,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ,,,,,,,:=:
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#@$†:=:,,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,,:=:†$@#
##@$†:=:,, INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ,,:=:†$@##
###@$†:=:, THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ,:=:†$@###
##@$†:=:,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ,,:=:†$@##
#@$†:=:,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,,,:=:†$@#
@$†:=:,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,:=:†$@
$†:=:,,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,:=:†$
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:,,,,,,,,, IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,:
,,,,,,,,,, WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,, IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,,,,,
:,,,,,,,,, CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,,,,,,,:
=:,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,,,,,,,,:=
:=:,,,,,,, NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,,,,,,:=:
†:=:,,,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,,,,:=:†
$†:=:,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,,:=:†$
@$†:=:,,,, AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,,,,:=:†$@
#@$†:=:,,, SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,:=:†$@#
##@$†:=:,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,:=:†$@##
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