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,,,~~:*£@@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @@£*:~~,,,
,,~~:*£@@# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #@@£*:~~,,
,~~:*£@@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@@£*:~~,
,,~~:*£@@# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #@@£*:~~,,
,,,~~:*£@@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @@£*:~~,,,
,,,,~~:*£@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @£*:~~,,,,
,,,,,~~:*£ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE £*:~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~~:* ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY *:~~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~~: ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I :~~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~~ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~~ SEASONS THIS WAY. ~~,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,~~:*£ £*:~~,,,,,
,,,,~~:*£@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @£*:~~,,,,
,,,~~:*£@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @@£*:~~,,,
,,~~:*£@@# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #@@£*:~~,,
,~~:*£@@## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##@@£*:~~,
,,~~:*£@@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@£*:~~,,
,,,~~:*£@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@£*:~~,,,
,,,,~~:*£@ THESE THINGS UP. @£*:~~,,,,
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,,,,,,,,~~ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ~~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,~~:* IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY *:~~,,,,,,
,,,,,~~:*£ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I £*:~~,,,,,
,,,,~~:*£@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @£*:~~,,,,
,,,~~:*£@@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. @@£*:~~,,,
,,~~:*£@@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@@£*:~~,,
,~~:*£@@## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##@@£*:~~,
,,~~:*£@@# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #@@£*:~~,,
,,,~~:*£@@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @@£*:~~,,,
,,,,~~:*£@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @£*:~~,,,,
,,,,,~~:*£ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. £*:~~,,,,,
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