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¨-«*%&§@##                    EH                    ##@§&%*«-¨
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¨¨¨-«*%&§@                     «                    @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§                                          §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«*%& I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨-«*%&§@## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND ##@§&%*«-¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«*%& ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§ HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ LONG TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨-«*%&§@## ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ##@§&%*«-¨
¨¨-«*%&§@#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            #@§&%*«-¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«*%&                                          &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨-«*%&§@## BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ##@§&%*«-¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§             THESE THINGS UP.             §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«*%&                                          &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§                     «                    §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@                                          @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨-«*%&§@## WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ##@§&%*«-¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE #@§&%*«-¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«*%&                                          &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@ HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨-«*%&§@## THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ##@§&%*«-¨
¨¨-«*%&§@# NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL #@§&%*«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    @§&%*«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«*%& AND  IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME &%*«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«*%&§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO §&%*«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«*%&§@        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @§&%*«-¨¨¨
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