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-......... I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING .........-
.......... HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ..........
.......... DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ..........
.......... ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ..........
.......... THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ..........
.......... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ..........
.......... REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL  BE ..........
..........   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..........
-......... ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I .........-
†-........ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ........-†
$†-....... LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN .......-†$
%$†-...... KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ......-†$%
£%$†-..... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE .....-†$%£
@£%$†-....            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ....-†$%£@
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@£%$†-....     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ....-†$%£@
£%$†-..... INCREASED  OR AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN .....-†$%£
%$†-...... THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ......-†$%
$†-....... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT .......-†$
†-........ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ........-†
-......... COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .........-
..........             THESE THINGS UP.             ..........
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.......... IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ..........
.......... WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ..........
.......... CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ..........
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£%$†-..... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I .....-†$%£
@£%$†-.... CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ....-†$%£@
#@£%$†-... THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ...-†$%£@#
##@£%$†-.. NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ..-†$%£@##
#@£%$†-...    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ...-†$%£@#
@£%$†-....  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ....-†$%£@
£%$†-..... AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME .....-†$%£
%$†-...... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT  HAS TO DO ......-†$%
$†-.......        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         .......-†$
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