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##¨#¨#¨#¨¨                    EH                    #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
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##¨#¨#¨#¨¨                    -                     #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#                                          #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ LONG  TIME I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#            SEASONS THIS WAY.             #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#                     -                    #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#             THESE THINGS UP.             #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#                    -                     #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#                    -                     #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨# SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
##¨#¨#¨#¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         #¨¨#¨#¨##¨
¨#¨#¨#¨#¨#                                          #¨##¨#¨¨#¨
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