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,,,,,==†%£ £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@ eh @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@# #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## = ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@# #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@ i was thinking to stop doing @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ hallucinogens in the winter because i £%†==,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% do not know how useful they have been %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† anyway? i get so tense when i take †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== them, the last few times at least, and ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= there are plenty of side effects that i =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== really do not like, and there will be ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† associations with these mini-anxiety †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% attacks with random things that i %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ happen to see... for example, for a £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@ long time i could not see a certain @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@# kind of leaf without getting anxious #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@# seasons this way. #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@ @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ = £%†==,,,,,
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,,,,,,,==† hmm, recently my visual phenomena †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== increased or at least the burn-ins in ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= the eyes, and sometimes stuff is =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== breathing now, they did not do it ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† before. but maybe i just drank too much †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ these things up. £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@ @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@# = #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@# it comes to me sometimes that shit, #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ consists of, and how vague they are £%†==,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% %†==,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,= if i do not sleep for about twenty =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== hours, it will no longer be dark when i ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† close my eyes, not actually cev's †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% though, rather just fields and motion. %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ now and then i hear this sound (a real £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@ sound (i think)), resembling some @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@# "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## and it is always unpleasant, i become ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@# so stressful, but i think it has to do #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@ with the novelty. i hope. @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ £%†==,,,,,
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