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,,,,^^^^^§                    EH                    §^^^^^,,,,
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,^-^^*§#@#                    -                     #@#§*^^-^,
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,,,,,,^^^§ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §^^^,,,,,,
,,,,,,^^*§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I §*^^,,,,,,
,^-^^*§### DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ###§*^^-^,
,,,,,-^^*# ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE #*^^-,,,,,
,^-^^*§#@# THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^§#@## REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ##@#§^^-^,
,,,,,,^^^§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §^^^,,,,,,
,^-^^*§§§§ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I §§§§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@# HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@@ LONG  TIME I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN @@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@# KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #@#§*^^-^,
,,,,,-^*§# ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE #§*^-,,,,,
,^-^*§#@##             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##@#§*^-^,
,^-^^*§#@@                                          @@#§*^^-^,
,,,,^-^^§#                     -                    #§^^-^,,,,
,^-^^*§§§#                                          #§§§*^^-^,
,,,,,^^*§§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §§*^^,,,,,
,^-^^*§#@# INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§### THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ###§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@@ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT @@#§*^^-^,
,,,,,,,-^§ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §^-,,,,,,,
,^-^^*#@## COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##@#*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@#             THESE THINGS UP.             #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@@                                          @@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@#                    -                     #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^§#@##                                          ##@#§^^-^,
,^^--^^*§# IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #§*^^--^^,
,,,,^-^^*§ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" §*^^-^,,,,
,^-^^*§#@# CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@#                                          #@#§*^^-^,
,,,,--^^*#                    -                     #*^^--,,,,
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,,,^--^*## IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ##*^--^,,,
,^-^^*§#@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§#@# CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S #@#§*^^-^,
,^-^^*§### THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ###§*^^-^,
,,,^^-^§§# NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL #§§^-^^,,,
,^-^^*§#@#     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    #@#§*^^-^,
,,,,^^^^§#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #§^^^^,,,,
,^-^^*§#@# AND IT  IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #@#§*^^-^,
,,,^---^*# SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO #*^---^,,,
,^-^^*§###        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ###§*^^-^,
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