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.......... I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ..........
.........: HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I :.........
........:« DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN «:........
.......:«† ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE †«:.......
......:«†% THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND %†«:......
.....:«†%@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I @%†«:.....
....:«†%@& REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE  WILL BE &@%†«:....
...:«†%@&@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @&@%†«:...
..:«†%@&@# ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I #@&@%†«:..
.:«†%@&@## HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##@&@%†«:.
..:«†%@&@# LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN #@&@%†«:..
...:«†%@&@ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @&@%†«:...
....:«†%@& ...  AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE &@%†«:....
.....:«†%@            SEASONS THIS WAY.             @%†«:.....
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.........:     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    :.........
.......... INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ..........
.......... THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ..........
.......... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ..........
.......... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ..........
.......... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..........
..........             THESE THINGS UP.             ..........
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.........: IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, :.........
........:« WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" «:........
.......:«† CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE †«:.......
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...:«†%@&@ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @&@%†«:...
..:«†%@&@# HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@&@%†«:..
.:«†%@&@## CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ##@&@%†«:.
..:«†%@&@# THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. #@&@%†«:..
...:«†%@&@ NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @&@%†«:...
....:«†%@&    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     &@%†«:....
.....:«†%@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @%†«:.....
......:«†% AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME %†«:......
.......:«† SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK  IT HAS TO DO †«:.......
........:«        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         «:........
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