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$%*=...... I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ......=*%$
@$%*=..... HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I .....=*%$@
¶@$%*=.... DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ....=*%$@¶
@¶@$%*=... ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ...=*%$@¶@
#@¶@$%*=.. THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ..=*%$@¶@#
@¶@$%*=... THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ...=*%$@¶@
¶@$%*=.... REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ....=*%$@¶
@$%*=.....   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .....=*%$@
$%*=...... ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ......=*%$
%*=....... HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .......=*%
$%*=...... LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ......=*%$
@$%*=..... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS .....=*%$@
¶@$%*=.... ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ....=*%$@¶
@¶@$%*=...            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ...=*%$@¶@
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@$%*=.....     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    .....=*%$@
$%*=...... INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ......=*%$
%*=....... THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS .......=*%
$%*=...... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ......=*%$
@$%*=..... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .....=*%$@
¶@$%*=.... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ....=*%$@¶
@¶@$%*=...             THESE THINGS UP.             ...=*%$@¶@
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@$%*=..... IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, .....=*%$@
$%*=...... WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ......=*%$
%*=....... CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE .......=*%
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@¶@$%*=... IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ...=*%$@¶@
#@¶@$%*=.. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ..=*%$@¶@#
@¶@$%*=... CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ...=*%$@¶@
¶@$%*=.... THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ....=*%$@¶
@$%*=..... NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL .....=*%$@
$%*=......     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ......=*%$
%*=.......  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .......=*%
$%*=...... AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ......=*%$
@$%*=..... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO .....=*%$@
¶@$%*=....        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ....=*%$@¶
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