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,,,§§§,,,§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,§§,,,§§§,
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§,,,,§§§,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,§§,,,§§
§§,,,§,§§, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,,,§§§ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY §,,§,§§,,,
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,,§,§§,,,§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,§§§,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,§,§§,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,§§§,,,§
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§§,,,§§§,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,§§§,,,,,§
,§§,,§,§§, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,§,§§,,,,§
,§§§,,,§§§ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,,,§§§,,,,
,§,§§,,§,§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,§,§§,,,
,,,§§§,,,§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,§§§,,
,,,§,§§,,§ THESE THINGS UP. ,,,,,§,§§,
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,§§§,,,,,§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,,
,§,§§,,,,§ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,§§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,§,,,,,
,,,,,,,§,§ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §,,,,§,,,,
,,,,,,,,,§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,§,,,,§,,,
,,,,,,,,,§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,,§,,,,§,,
,,,,,,,,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,§,,,,§,
,,,,,,,,,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. §,,,§,,,,§
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,§,,,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,§,,,§,,,
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