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###@%*\=~. .~=\*%@###
@%**=~~... I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ...~~=**%@
@@**=~.... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ....~=**@@
@@*=~..... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .....~=*@@
@@%\~~.... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ....~~\%@@
#@#@%*\=~. THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I .~=\*%@#@#
@@%\===... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ...===\%@@
#@#@%*\=~. ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .~=\*%@#@#
@@@*=~.... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ....~=*@@@
@**=...... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ......=**@
#@#@%*\=~. SEASONS THIS WAY. .~=\*%@#@#
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#@#@%*\=~. = .~=\*%@#@#
#%\\\=.... ....=\\\%#
#@#@%*\=~. HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .~=\*%@#@#
##@@%*\=~. BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .~=\*%@@##
##@#@%*\~. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .~\*%@#@##
#%%*\=~~.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..~~=\*%%#
@**\~..... THESE THINGS UP. .....~\**@
#@#@%*\=~. .~=\*%@#@#
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@%\=...... ......=\%@
#@#@%*\=~. IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .~=\*%@#@#
#@%%%*\=~. CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE .~=\*%%%@#
@%\~...... ......~\%@
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#@#@%*\=~. .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY .~=\*%@#@#
@#%%%*\=~. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .~=\*%%%#@
#@#@%*\=~. CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S .~=\*%@#@#
#@#@%*\=~. THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. .~=\*%@#@#
@%*=~..... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .....~=*%@
##%*==.... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ....==*%##
#%*==..... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .....==*%#
###@%*\=~. AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .~=\*%@###
#@@@%*\=~. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .~=\*%@@@#
#@#@%*\=~. WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. .~=\*%@#@#
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