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#@&%%\«~.. I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~.   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~. KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~...             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ...~«\%%&@
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@&%%\«~...    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~. THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~.             THESE THINGS UP.             .~«\%%&@##
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##@&%%\«~. IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ...~«\%%&@
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@&%%\«~... IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~.. HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~. CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS  SOUND (A REAL ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~..    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ..~«\%%&@#
##@&%%\«~.  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .~«\%%&@##
#@&%%\«~.. AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ..~«\%%&@#
@&%%\«~... SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ...~«\%%&@
#@&%%\«~..         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ..~«\%%&@#
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