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,§§,,§,§§, I    WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ,,§,§§,,,§
,§§§,,,§§§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I §,,,§§§,,,
,§,§§,,§,§ DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN §§,,§,§§,,
,,,§§§,,,§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ,§§,,,§§§,
,,,§,§§,,§ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ,§§§,,§,§§
§,,,,§§§,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,§§,,,§§
§§,,,§,§§, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,,,§§§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §,,§,§§,,,
§,§§,,,§,§ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I §§,,,§§§,,
,,§§§,,,,§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ,§§,,§,§§,
,,§,§§,,,§ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE  A CERTAIN ,§§§,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ,§,§§,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,, ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE ,,,§§§,,,§
,§§,,,§§§,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,,§,§§,,§
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§,,§,§§,,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,§§,,,,§,§
§§,,,§§§,, INCREASED  OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,§§§,,,,,§
,§§,,§,§§, THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ,§,§§,,,,§
,§§§,,,§§§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ,,,§§§,,,,
,§,§§,,§,§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,§,§§,,,
,,,§§§,,,§ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,,,,§§§,,
,,,§,§§,,§             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,§,§§,
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,§§,,,,§,§ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,§
,§§§,,,,,§ WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,,,,,,
,§,§§,,,,§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,§,§§, IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,§,,,,,,
,,,,,,,§§§ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,§,,,,,
,,,,,,,§,§ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §,,,,§,,,,
,,,,,,,,,§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,§,,,,§,,,
,,,,,,,,,§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A  REAL ,,§,,,,§,,
,,,,,,,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,§,,,,§,
,,,,,,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §,,,§,,,,§
§,,,,,,,,, AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,§,,,§,,,,
,§,,,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ,,§,,,§,,,
,,§,,,,,,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,,§,,,§,,
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