,.~\^§@#@# #@#@§^\~.,
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,.~\^§@#@@ @@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§§§§@ @§§§§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@@ @@#@§^\~.,
,,,,~~\\§# EH #§\\~~,,,,
,.~~\\^§@@ @@§^\\~~.,
,.~\^§@#@@ ~ @@#@§^\~.,
,.~\\\^^§@ @§^^\\\~.,
,.~\^§@@@@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @@@@§^\~.,
,,,,~^^^§# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #§^^^~,,,,
,.~^§@#@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@#@§^~.,
,,,,.~^§@# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #@§^~.,,,,
,,,,,,~^^@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @^^~,,,,,,
,,,,,,~\^@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @^\~,,,,,,
,.~\^@#@## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##@#@^\~.,
,.~\^§#@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@#§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I @@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ###@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@@@@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @@@@§^\~.,
,,,,,~~^@@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @@^~~,,,,,
,,,,,,~^§# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #§^~,,,,,,
,.~\^§#@## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##@#§^\~.,
,.~\^§@@## ##@@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@### ~ ###@§^\~.,
,.~~\\§@@@ @@@§\\~~.,
,.~\^§@#@# HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@### THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ###@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§#@## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##@#§^\~.,
,,,,,..\§@ THESE THINGS UP. @§\..,,,,,
,,,,,,.\§@ @§\.,,,,,,
,.~~~\^^§@ ~ @§^^\~~~.,
,,,~~^§@@# #@@§^~~,,,
,,,.\^^^§@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, @§^^^\.,,,
,,,,.~~\^@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @^\~~.,,,,
,,,.\^^§@@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @@§^^\.,,,
,,,...\^§@ @§^\...,,,
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,.~\^^^^@# IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY #@^^^^\~.,
,,,,,~\^@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@^\~,,,,,
,,,,,,,~^@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @^~,,,,,,,
,.~\^§@#@# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\§@#@## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##@#@§\~.,
,.~\^§@#@# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #@#@§^\~.,
,,,,..~\§# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #§\~..,,,,
,.~\^§@##@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @##@§^\~.,
,,,,~\^§@@ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. @@§^\~,,,,
,.~\^§§§#@ @#§§§^\~.,
,,,,,,.~^@ @^~.,,,,,,
,.~\^§@#@# #@#@§^\~.,
,.~\^§@### ###@§^\~.,
,.~\^^^§@# #@§^^^\~.,