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....~†=%£@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @£%=†~....
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......~†=% ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE %=†~......
.......~†= THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND =†~.......
........~† THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I †~........
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.......... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ..........
.........~ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ~.........
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.......~†= LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN =†~.......
......~†=% KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS %=†~......
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.....~†=%£ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN £%=†~.....
......~†=% THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS %=†~......
.......~†= BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT =†~.......
........~† BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH †~........
.........~ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ~.........
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......~†=% IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, %=†~......
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....~†=%£@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @£%=†~....
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......~†=% CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S %=†~......
.......~†= THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. =†~.......
........~† NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL †~........
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.......... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ..........
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