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....««††@@ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING @@††««....
....:=@@@@ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I @@@@=:....
.:«=†@@@## DO NOT  KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ###@@†=«:.
.:«==††@@# THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND #@@††==«:.
....««††@# THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@††««....
.:«««==@@@ REALLY  DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE @@@==«««:.
.:«=†††@@@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @@@†††=«:.
.:«=†@@@## ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##@@@†=«:.
....:««††@ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN @††««:....
.:««==†@@@ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @@@†==««:.
.:«=†@@@## ...  AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##@@@†=«:.
....:«†@@#            SEASONS THIS WAY.             #@@†«:....
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....:=†@@@     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @@@†=:....
.:«=†@@@## INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@@# BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT #@@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@@# BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@@@†=«:.
.....:=†@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL @@†=:.....
.:«=†@@###             THESE THINGS UP.             ###@@†=«:.
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.:«=†@@### IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ###@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@@# CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE #@@@@†=«:.
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.:«==†@@@@ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @@@@†==«:.
..:«=†††@@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I @@†††=«:..
....«††@@# CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S #@@††«....
....:==†@@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. @@†==:....
.:«=†@@### NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ###@@†=«:.
......«††@     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    @††«......
....:«†@@@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @@@†«:....
.:«=†@@@## AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@###        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ###@@†=«:.
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