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........«; I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ;«........
.........« HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I «.........
.......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ..........
.......... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ..........
.......... THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..........
.......... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..........
.......... REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ..........
.......... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ..........
.......... ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ..........
.......... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ..........
.......... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ..........
.......... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ..........
.......... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ..........
.........« SEASONS THIS WAY. «.........
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.....«;%$@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @$%;«.....
....«;%$@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @@$%;«....
...«;%$@@# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #@@$%;«...
..«;%$@@## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##@@$%;«..
...«;%$@@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@$%;«...
....«;%$@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@$%;«....
.....«;%$@ THESE THINGS UP. @$%;«.....
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.........« IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, «.........
.......... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..........
.......... CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ..........
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.......... IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ..........
.......... HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..........
.......... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ..........
.......... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ..........
.........« "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. «.........
........«; AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ;«........
.......«;% SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO %;«.......
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