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.,«;=&&@## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##@&&=;«,.
......,;&@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @&;,......
.,«;=&&@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@&&=;«,.
.,«;=&&@## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##@&&=;«,.
.,«;;===&@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @&===;;«,.
....,,;&&@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @&&;,,....
.,«;==&&&@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE @&&&==;«,.
.,«;=&&@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@&&=;«,.
...,«««;&& ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I &&;«««,...
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....,,;=&& LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN &&=;,,....
.,«;=&&@## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##@&&=;«,.
...,,;&&@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @@&&;,,...
.,«;=&&@## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##@&&=;«,.
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.....,«= HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #&=«,.....
.,«;=&&@@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @@@&&=;«,.
....,«;==& THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS &==;«,....
..,«;;=&&@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @&&=;;«,..
....««;=&@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @&=;««....
......,;=& COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL &=;,......
.,«;=&&@## THESE THINGS UP. ##@&&=;«,.
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.,«;==&&&& IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, &&&&==;«,.
.,«;=&&@## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##@&&=;«,.
....«;;&&& CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE &&&;;«....
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.,«;=&&@## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##@&&=;«,.
....,;&& HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #&&&;,....
.,;=&&@### CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ###@&&=;,.
.,«;=&&@## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##@&&=;«,.
...,,,,«=& NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL &=«,,,,...
.,«;=&&@## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##@&&=;«,.
.....«=&@@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @@&=«.....
.,«;=&&@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@&&=;«,.
.....,;;&@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @&;;,.....
....,«;&@# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #@&;«,....
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