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¨#¨#¨#¨¨¨¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING #¨####¨#¨#
######¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ##¨¨¨#####
¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨# DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¨#¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨##¨¨#¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ##¨##¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨#¨#¨##¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ¨##¨#¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨#####¨## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I #¨###¨¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨¨¨##¨# REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ##¨¨#¨¨¨¨¨
##¨¨¨#¨##¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨#¨##¨¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨###¨#¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ###¨#¨¨¨¨#
##¨#¨¨#### HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨###¨¨¨##
¨###¨#¨¨¨¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN ¨#¨¨#¨¨#¨¨
#¨¨###¨¨¨# KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ##¨##¨##¨¨
#¨#¨¨#¨¨## ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ¨##¨##¨#¨#
###¨##¨#¨#            SEASONS THIS WAY.             #¨##¨####¨
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¨¨###¨¨¨#¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ##¨¨##¨¨¨¨
¨#¨¨#¨¨### INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¨#¨#¨#¨¨¨¨
##¨##¨#¨¨# THE   EYES,  AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ######¨¨¨¨
¨##¨###¨#¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨#¨¨¨#
#¨##¨¨#### BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨##¨¨##
##¨#¨#¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨#¨#¨#¨¨
¨#####¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨######¨#
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#¨#####¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ##¨¨#¨#¨#¨
##¨¨¨¨#¨¨# WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨#¨#######
¨#¨¨¨##¨#¨ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ###¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨#¨##¨#¨¨ IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ###¨¨¨¨#¨¨
¨###¨###¨# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨#¨¨¨##¨¨
#¨¨##¨¨### CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ¨##¨¨#¨#¨¨
#¨#¨#¨#¨¨# THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. #¨#¨####¨#
#######¨## NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL ####¨¨¨##¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨##¨#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨¨#¨¨#¨##
¨¨¨¨¨#¨##¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨##¨###¨#
¨¨¨¨###¨#¨ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ¨#¨##¨¨###
¨¨¨#¨¨#### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO ###¨#¨#¨¨#
¨¨##¨#¨¨¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨¨#####¨##
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