Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was   Thinking    To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know  How Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few Times  At  Least, And 
 There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really  Do  Not Like,  And There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid To Ruin  All  The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased  Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe  I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes That  Shit, 
 What A Load Of  ConceptS This  "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be  Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now  And Then I Hear This  Sound (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It  Is  Always Unpleasant, I Become 
 So Stressful,  But I  Think It Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.