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@@,@@@,@@, hallucinogens in the winter because i ,,@@@@@@@@
,@@,,@@,@@ do not know how useful they have been ,@,,,,,,,,
@,@,@,@@,@ anyway? i get so tense when i take @@,,,,,,,,
@@@@@@,@@, them, the last few times at least, and ,@,,,,,,,@
,,,,,@@,@, there are plenty of side effects that i @@,,,,,,@,
,,,,@,@@@, really do not like, and there will be ,@,,,,,@@,
,,,@@@,,@, associations with these mini-anxiety @@,,,,@,@,
,,@,,@,@@, attacks with random things that i ,@,,,@@@@,
,@@,@@@,@@ happen to see... for example, for a @@,,@,,,@,
@,@@,,@@,, long time i could not see a certain ,@,@@,,@@,
@@,@,@,@,, kind of leaf without getting anxious @@@,@,@,@@
,@@@@@@@,@ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,,@@@@@@,,
@,,,,,,@@@ seasons this way. ,@,,,,,@,,
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@,,@@@@@@, hmm, recently my visual phenomena ,@,@,,@@,,
@,@,,,,,@, increased or at least the burn-ins in @@@@,@,@,@
@@@,,,,@@@ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ,,,@@@@@@,
,,@,,,@,,, breathing now, they did not do it ,,@,,,,,@@
,@@,,@@,,, before. but maybe i just drank too much ,@@,,,,@,@
@,@,@,@,,@ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all @,@,,,@@@@
@@@@@@@,@, these things up. @@@,,@,,,,
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,,,@,@,,,@ it comes to me sometimes that shit, @,@,,@@@@@
,,@@@@,,@@ what a load of concepts this "reality" @@@,@,,,,@
,@,,,@,@,@ consists of, and how vague they are ,,@@@,,,@@
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,,,@,,,@,@ if i do not sleep for about twenty @,@@,@,@@@
,,@@,,@@@@ hours, it will no longer be dark when i @@,@@@@,,@
,@,@,@,,,, close my eyes, not actually cev's ,@@,,,@,@@
@@@@@@,,,@ though, rather just fields and motion. @,@,,@@@,@
,,,,,@,,@, now and then i hear this sound (a real @@@,@,,@@,
,,,,@@,@@, sound (i think)), resembling some ,,@@@,@,@,
,,,@,@@,@@ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ,@,,@@@@@,
,,@@@,@@,@ and it is always unpleasant, i become @@,@,,,,@,
,@,,@@,@@@ so stressful, but i think it has to do ,@@@,,,@@,
@@,@,@@,,, with the novelty. i hope. @,,@,,@,@,
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