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,,,,^^/$@# #@$/^^,,,,
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,^~/§§$$@# #@$$§§/~^,
,,,^~~§@@@ EH @@@§~~^,,,
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,^~/§$@### ~ ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ###@$§/~^,
,^^~//§§§@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @§§§//~^^,
,^~/§$@### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@@@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@@@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ###@$§/~^,
,^~~~~~§§@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @§§~~~~~^,
,^~/§$@### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,~§@# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #@§~,,,,,,
,,,^^~~/$@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @$/~~^^,,,
,,,^~~§@## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##@§~~^,,,
,^~/§$@### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### SEASONS THIS WAY. ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@@## ~ ##@@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,~~§§@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @§§~~,,,,,
,,,,~/§@@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@@§/~,,,,
,,,,^/§$@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@$§/^,,,,
,^~/§$@### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### THESE THINGS UP. ###@$§/~^,
,^~//§$$$# #$$$§//~^,
,^~/§$$$@# ~ #@$$$§/~^,
,,,^/§§$$# #$$§§/^,,,
,^~/§$@### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,^/§@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @§/^,,,,,,
,^~/§$@### CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ~ ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,^~§§@ @§§~^,,,,,
,,,,^//§§@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @§§//^,,,,
,,,,^~~§§@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @§§~~^,,,,
,^/§$@#### CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ####@$§/^,
,,,,~~/$$# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #$$/~~,,,,
,^~/§$@@@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@@@$§/~^,
,^^^~/$$@# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #@$$/~^^^,
,,,,,~~~§@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @§~~~,,,,,
,^~/§$@### AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,^/$# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #$/^,,,,,,
,^~/§$@### WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ###@$§/~^,
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