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##@@$==~.¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨.~==$@@##
##@@$==~.¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨.~==$@@##
##@@$==~.¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨.~==$@@##
@$=~..¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨..~=$@
##@@$==~.¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨.~==$@@##
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##@@$==~.¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨.~==$@@##
##@@$==~.¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨.~==$@@##
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##@@$==~.¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨.~==$@@##
@@@@$==~.¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨.~==$@@@@
#@$$$==~.¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨.~==$$$@#
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#@@====~.¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨.~====@@#
#@@@$==~.¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨.~==$@@@#
@$$==..¨¨¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨¨¨..==$$@
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##@@$==~.¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨.~==$@@##
@=====.¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨.=====@
@$=~¨¨¨¨¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨¨¨¨¨~=$@
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@@@@$==~.¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨.~==$@@@@
@@@$===~.¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨.~===$@@@
##@@$==~.¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨.~==$@@##
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@@@$$==~.¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨.~==$$@@@
@@@@$==~.¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨.~==$@@@@
@$==~~¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨~~==$@
##@@$==~.¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨.~==$@@##
@$==.¨¨¨¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨¨¨¨.==$@
@$$=~¨¨¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨¨¨¨~=$$@
##@@$==~.¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨.~==$@@##
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