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£#§†\~^¨¨¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ¨¨¨^~\†§#£
#§†\~^¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨^~\†§#
§†\~^¨¨¨¨¨ DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨^~\†§
†\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\†
\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\
~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~
\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\
†\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\†
§†\~^¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ¨¨¨¨¨^~\†§
#§†\~^¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨^~\†§#
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#£#§†\~^¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨^~\†§#£#
£#§†\~^¨¨¨ INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨^~\†§#£
#§†\~^¨¨¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨^~\†§#
§†\~^¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨^~\†§
†\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\†
\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\
~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~
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~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~
\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A  LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\
†\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\†
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#£#§†\~^¨¨ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨^~\†§#£#
##£#§†\~^¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ¨^~\†§#£##
#£#§†\~^¨¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨^~\†§#£#
£#§†\~^¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨¨^~\†§#£
#§†\~^¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨^~\†§#
§†\~^¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨^~\†§
†\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\†
\~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~\
~^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^~
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
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