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,:-/§£@@## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@@@£§/-:,
,:---/§£@@ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @@£§/---:,
,:-/§£@@## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##@@£§/-:,
,,,,://§@# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #@§//:,,,,
,:-/§£@@## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@@@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE @@@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@@@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I @@@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ###@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§@@### KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ###@@§/-:,
,:::-§§§§@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @§§§§-:::,
,:-/§£@@@# SEASONS THIS WAY. #@@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## ##@@£§/-:,
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,,,,-/§§£@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @£§§/-,,,,
,:-/§£@@## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##@@£§/-:,
,,,,--§£@@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @@£§--,,,,
,:-/§£@@## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§@@### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###@@§/-:,
,:-///££@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@££///-:,
,:-/§£@### THESE THINGS UP. ###@£§/-:,
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,:-/§£@@## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ##@@£§/-:,
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,:-/§£@@## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##@@£§/-:,
,,:--/§§§@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @§§§/--:,,
,:-/§£@@## CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ##@@£§/-:,
,:-/§£@@## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##@@£§/-:,
,,,:/§££@@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @@££§/:,,,
,::://£@@@ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME @@@£//:::,
,,,,--/§§@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @§§/--,,,,
,,,,,:/££@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @££/:,,,,,
,,,,-//§@@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @@§//-,,,,
,:-/§£@@## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##@@£§/-:,
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