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££&&§^†-., DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ,.-†^§&&££
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@££&§^†-., THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ,.-†^§&££@
&§§†--.,,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ,,,.--†§§&
@&&^^-..,, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ,,..-^^&&@
£&§^--,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,--^§&£
#@£&§^†-., ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I ,.-†^§&£@#
&^--,,,,,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,,,,--^&
#@£&§^†-., LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ,.-†^§&£@#
£§§††-.,,, KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,.-††§§£
£§^†.,,,,, ... AND  I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,.†^§£
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££§^^--,,, INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ,,,--^^§££
@££&§^†-., THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ,.-†^§&££@
&&§§^†.,,, BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ,,,.†^§§&&
#@£&§^†-., BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,.-†^§&£@#
##£&§^†-., COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL ,.-†^§&£##
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£&&&§^†-., WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ,.-†^§&&&£
##@£§^†-., CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,.-†^§£@##
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#@£&§^†-., IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ,.-†^§&£@#
#@£&§^†-., HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,.-†^§&£@#
@@£&§^†-., CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ,.-†^§&£@@
#@£&§^†-., THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ,.-†^§&£@#
#@£&§^†-., NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A  REAL ,.-†^§&£@#
#@£&§^†-.,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,.-†^§&£@#
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£§†---.,,, SO STRESSFUL,  BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,,,.---†§£
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