,,,,,,~==# #==~,,,,,,
,,,~~;@@@# #@@@;~~,,,
,,,,,,~;=# #=;~,,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@@ @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@## ##@#@=;~~,
,,,~~;===# #===;~~,,,
,~~;=@#@@# EH #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@## ##@#@=;~~,
,,,,~=@#@@ ~ @@#@=~,,,,
,~~;=@#@## ##@#@=;~~,
,,,,,,~;@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@;~,,,,,,
,~~=@#@@## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##@@#@=~~,
,~~;=@#@@# DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@@@## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##@@@=;~~,
,,,,,~;=## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##=;~,,,,,
,~~;==@@@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@@@==;~~,
,~~;===##@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE @##===;~~,
,~~;=#@@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@@#=;~~,
,,,,,,~=#@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I @#=~,,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# SEASONS THIS WAY. #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=#@@## ~ ##@@#=;~~,
,~~;=@@@## ##@@@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@@#@=;~~,
,,,,,~;=#@ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH @#=;~,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@## THESE THINGS UP. ##@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@###@ @###@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# ~ #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@@ @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #@@#@=;~~,
,,,~~==@@@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @@@==~~,,,
,,,~~==@#@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @#@==~~,,,
,,,,,~;@@# #@@;~,,,,,
,,,,,~;@@@ ~ @@@;~,,,,,
,,,,~;;@## ##@;;~,,,,
,,,,,~=### IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ###=~,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #@@#@=;~~,
,,,~~;;@@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@@;;~~,,,
,~~;=@#@@@ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;===@#@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @#@===;~~,
,~~;=@##@@ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @@##@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #@@#@=;~~,
,,,,,~;;=# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #=;;~,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@# #@@#@=;~~,
,,,,,~;@@@ @@@;~,,,,,
,~~;=@#@@# #@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@@@ @@@#@=;~~,
,~~;=@#@## ##@#@=;~~,