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#@#@$%*~-¨ ~ ¨-~*%$@#@#
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##@#@$*~-¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨-~*$@#@##
###@$%*~-¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨-~*%$@###
@@%%%~~¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨~~%%%@@
@@@$*--¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨--*$@@@
#@#@$%*~-¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨-~*%$@#@#
#@#@$%*~-¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨-~*%$@#@#
#@#@$%*~-¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨-~*%$@#@#
@#$%*~~~-¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨-~~~*%$#@
@$*-¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨-*$@
#@#@$%*~-¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨-~*%$@#@#
#$$*~~¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨~~*$$#
##@#@$%*-¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨-*%$@#@##
#$*~¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨~*$#
@$$**-¨¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨¨¨¨-**$$@
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@@@%*~-¨¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨¨-~*%@@@
@@@%~~¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨¨¨~~%@@@
##@@$%*~-¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨-~*%$@@##
#@#@$%*~-¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨-~*%$@#@#
#@#@$%*~-¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨-~*%$@#@#
#@#@$%*~-¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨-~*%$@#@#
#@#@$%*~-¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨-~*%$@#@#
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#$$*--¨¨¨¨ ~ ¨¨¨¨--*$$#
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#@#@$%*~-¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨-~*%$@#@#
@$$%*~~¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨~~*%$$@
#@#@$%*~-¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨-~*%$@#@#
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###@$%*~-¨ ~ ¨-~*%$@###
#@#@$%*~-¨ ¨-~*%$@#@#
##@#@%*~-¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨-~*%@#@##
@@@$*-¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨-*$@@@
@$%~--¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨--~%$@
@#$%%*-¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨-*%%$#@
#@$$$%*~-¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨-~*%$$$@#
#@%*-¨¨¨¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨¨¨¨-*%@#
@@$$*~¨¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨¨¨~*$$@@
@@@@$%*~-¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨-~*%$@@@@
@%%~-¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨-~%%@
@@@@$%*~-¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨-~*%$@@@@
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