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&&*:.¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨.:*&&
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&*:.¨¨¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨¨¨.:*&
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###¶**:-.¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨.-:**¶###
&*:---..¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨..---:*&
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##¶&**:-.¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨.-:**&¶##
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##¶&**:-.¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨.-:**&¶##
&**-¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨-**&
##¶&**:-.¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨.-:**&¶##
###¶&*:-.¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨.-:*&¶###
##¶&**:-.¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨.-:**&¶##
###¶**:-.¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨.-:**¶###
¶¶¶&**:-.¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨.-:**&¶¶¶
##¶&**:-.¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨.-:**&¶##
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