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,£,,,£££,, i    was   thinking   to    stop   doing ,£,,,,£,,,
,,£,,£,££, hallucinogens in  the winter  because  i ,,£,,,,£,,
,,,£,,,£££ do not  know how  useful they have  been ,,,£,,,,£,
,,,,£,,£,£ anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when i  take ,,,,£,,,,£
£,,,,£,,,£ them,  the last few times at least,  and ,,,,,£,,,,
,£,,,,£,,£ there are plenty of side effects  that i £,,,,,£,,,
,,£,,,,£,, really do not like,  and there  will  be ,£,,,,,£,,
,,,£,,,,£,   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,,£,,,,,£,
,,,,£,,,,£ attacks  with   random   things  that  i ,,,£,,,,,£
£,,,,£,,,, happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a £,,,£,,,,,
,£,,,,£,,, long  time  i  could  not see  a certain ,£,,,£,,,,
,,£,,,,£,, kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ,,£,,,£,,,
,,,£,,,,£, ... and  i should  avoid to ruin all the £,,£,,,£,,
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£,,,£,,,,, the   eyes,   and  sometimes  stuff   is ,£,,£,,£,,
,£,,,£,,,, breathing  now,  they   did  not  do  it ,,£,,£,,£,
,,£,,,£,,, before. but maybe i just drank  too much £,,£,,£,,£
£,,£,,,£,, coffee. maybe i'm scared and making  all ,£,,£,,£,,
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£,,£,,£,,£ what a load  of concepts this  "reality" ,£,,,,,£,,
,£,,£,,£,, consists  of, and  how  vague  they  are ,,£,,,,,£,
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,,£,,£,,£, if i  do  not  sleep  for  about  twenty ,,,,,,£,,,
,,,£,,£,,£ hours, it  will no longer be dark when i £,,,,,,£,,
,,,,£,,£,, close   my   eyes,  not  actually  cev's ,£,,,,,,£,
,,,,,£,,£, though,  rather  just fields and motion. ,,£,,,,,,£
£,,,,,£,,£ now and then i  hear this  sound (a real ,,,£,,,,,,
,£,,,,,£,,    sound (i think)), resembling some     ,,,,£,,,,,
,,£,,,,,£,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  £,,,,£,,,,
,,,£,,,,,£ and it is  always  unpleasant,  i become ££,,,,£,,,
,,,,£,,,,, so stressful, but i  think it has to  do £££,,,,£,,
,,,,,£,,,,        with the novelty. i hope.         £,££,,,,£,
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