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¨¨¨.~^†£¤¶ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ¶¤£†^~.¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨.~^†£¤ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¤£†^~.¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨.~^†£ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE £†^~.¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.~^† THEM,  THE LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND †^~.¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.~^ THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ^~.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.~ REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ~.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.~^ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ^~.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW  AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.~ AND IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ~.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨.~^ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO ^~.¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨.~^†         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        †^~.¨¨¨¨¨¨
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