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.....:«;§% I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING %§;«:.....
....:«;§%# HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I #%§;«:....
...:«;§%## DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ##%§;«:...
..:«;§%### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE ###%§;«:..
.:«;§%#### THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ####%§;«:.
..:«;§%### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ###%§;«:..
...:«;§%## REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ##%§;«:...
....:«;§%#   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   #%§;«:....
.....:«;§% ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I %§;«:.....
......:«;§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §;«:......
.....:«;§% LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN %§;«:.....
....:«;§%# KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS #%§;«:....
...:«;§%## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN  ALL THE ##%§;«:...
..:«;§%###            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ###%§;«:..
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....:«;§%#     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    #%§;«:....
.....:«;§% INCREASED OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN %§;«:.....
......:«;§ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS §;«:......
.....:«;§% BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT %§;«:.....
....:«;§%# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH #%§;«:....
...:«;§%## COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##%§;«:...
..:«;§%###             THESE THINGS UP.             ###%§;«:..
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....:«;§%# IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #%§;«:....
.....:«;§% WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" %§;«:.....
......:«;§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE §;«:......
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..:«;§%### IF  I DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ###%§;«:..
.:«;§%#### HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ####%§;«:.
..:«;§%### CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ###%§;«:..
...:«;§%## THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ##%§;«:...
....:«;§%# NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL #%§;«:....
.....:«;§%     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    %§;«:.....
......:«;§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §;«:......
.....:«;§% AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME %§;«:.....
....:«;§%# SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #%§;«:....
...:«;§%##        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ##%§;«:...
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