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*-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-*
-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
*-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-*
**-^¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨^-**
$**-^¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ¨¨¨¨¨^-**$
#$**-^¨¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨^-**$#
£#$**-^¨¨¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ¨¨¨^-**$#£
#£#$**-^¨¨ HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨^-**$#£#
##£#$**-^¨ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨^-**$#£##
#£#$**-^¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨^-**$#£#
£#$**-^¨¨¨ ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨^-**$#£
#$**-^¨¨¨¨             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ¨¨¨¨^-**$#
$**-^¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨^-**$
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-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
*-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-*
**-^¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨^-**
$**-^¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨^-**$
#$**-^¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨^-**$#
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#£#$**-^¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨¨^-**$#£#
£#$**-^¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨¨¨^-**$#£
#$**-^¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨^-**$#
$**-^¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨^-**$
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-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^
-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-
*-^¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨^-*
**-^¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨^-**
$**-^¨¨¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨¨¨^-**$
#$**-^¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨^-**$#
£#$**-^¨¨¨ AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨¨¨^-**$#£
#£#$**-^¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT  HAS TO DO ¨¨^-**$#£#
##£#$**-^¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨^-**$#£##
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