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§,,,,,,§,, I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ,§§,,§,§§§
§,,,,,§§,, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I §,§,§§§,,,
§,,,,§,§,, DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN §§§§,,§,,§
§,,,§§§§,§ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,§,§§,§,
§,,§,,,§§, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT  LEAST, AND ,,§§§,§§§§
§,§§,,§,§, THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,,§§,,,,
§§,§,§§§§, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE §§,§,§,,,§
,§§§§,,,§,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,§§§§§,,§,
§,,,§,,§§, ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I §,,,,§,§§,
§,,§§,§,§, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §,,,§§§,§§
§,§,§§§§§§ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN §,,§,,§§,,
§§§§,,,,,§ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §,§§,§,§,§
,,,§,,,,§§ ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE §§,§§§§§§,
,,§§,,,§,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,§§,,,,,§,
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,,§,,,§§§§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,§§,§,,,,§
,§§,,§,,,, INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN §,§§§,,,§§
§,§,§§,,,, THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS §§,,§,,§,§
§§§§,§,,,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ,§,§§,§§§,
,,,§§§,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH §§§,§§,,§§
,,§,,§,,,§ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,§§,§,§,§
,§§,§§,,§§             THESE THINGS UP.             ,§,§§§§§§§
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§,§,,,§§,§ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, §,§,,,§,,§
§§§,,§,§§§ WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §§§,,§§,§,
,,§,§§§,,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,§,§,§§§§
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§§,,§§§,§§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §,,§,§§§,§
,§,§,,§§,§ HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,§§§,,§§,
§§§§,§,§§, CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S §§,,§,§,§,
,,,§§§§,§, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ,§,§§§§§§§
,,§,,,§§§§ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL §§§,,,,,,§
,§§,,§,,,§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,,§,,,,,§§
§,§,§§,,§§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,§§,,,,§,§
§§§§,§,§,, AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME §,§,,,§§§,
,,,§§§§§,§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK IT  HAS TO DO §§§,,§,,§§
,,§,,,,§§,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,§,§§,§,§
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