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¨¨:«^^¤&#@ I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING @#&¤^^«:¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&#@@ DO  NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN @@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&#@@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE @@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# THEM, THE LAST  FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨:^^¤&# THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #&¤^^:¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨«^¤¤&   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   &¤¤^«¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨:««^¤# HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #¤^««:¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&### LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ###&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&### KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ###&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨¨«^¤&# ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE #&¤^«¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@#             SEASONS THIS WAY.            #@#&¤†^«:¨
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¨:«^†††¤&&     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    &&¤†††^«:¨
¨¨:««^††&& INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN &&††^««:¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@@ THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS @@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&&&@ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT @&&&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨:«^†&&@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL @&&†^«:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:«^†&             THESE THINGS UP.             &†^«:¨¨¨¨¨
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¨:«^†¤&#@# IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:«^†¤#@## WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ##@#¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨««††&& CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE &&††««¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨:^†& IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY &†^:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨:««^¤¤& CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S &¤¤^««:¨¨¨
¨¨¨:«†††&# THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. #&†††«:¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A  REAL #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨:««««†&&@    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     @&&†««««:¨
¨:«««^†&&#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #&&†^«««:¨
¨¨¨¨:^†¤¤& AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME &¤¤†^:¨¨¨¨
¨:«^†¤&#@# SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO DO #@#&¤†^«:¨
¨¨¨¨«†¤¤&@        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @&¤¤†«¨¨¨¨
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