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#@#%§==,¨¨ EH ¨¨,==§%#@#
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#@#%§==,¨¨ = ¨¨,==§%#@#
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#@#%§==,¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨¨¨,==§%#@
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##@#%§==,¨ = ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ = ¨¨¨,==§%#@
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##@#%§==,¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ = ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ¨¨,==§%#@#
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