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¨~~^$%#@## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##@#%$^~~¨
¨¨¨~~~~$%# HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I #%$~~~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~~$# DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN #$~~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%%%## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##%%%$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#@## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##@#%$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ####%$^~~¨
¨¨¨¨~~^$## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##$^~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%#@## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##@#%$^~~¨
¨~~^%#@### ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ###@#%^~~¨
¨~~^$%#@## HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ##@#%$^~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~^$## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##$^~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%#@## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##@#%$^~~¨
¨¨¨¨~$%%%# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #%%%$~¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%#@## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##@#%$^~~¨
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¨¨¨¨~~^$## HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ##$^~~¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$#@### INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ###@#$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@#%$^~~¨
¨¨¨~~~^%## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##%^~~~¨¨¨
¨~~^$%#@## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##@#%$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#@## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##@#%$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#@## THESE THINGS UP. ##@#%$^~~¨
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¨~^$%#@### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###@#%$^~¨
¨~~^$$$%@@ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @@%$$$^~~¨
¨~~^$%#### CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ####%$^~~¨
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¨~~^$%#@## IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ##@#%$^~~¨
¨~~~~~^^$# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #$^^~~~~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~^$$# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #$$^~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%%%## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##%%%$^~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~$## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##$~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨~~^$%##@@ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME @@##%$^~~¨
¨¨¨¨¨~^$%# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #%$^~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~^$%# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #%$^~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~^$$#@# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #@#$$^~¨¨¨
¨~~^$$$%@@ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. @@%$$$^~~¨
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