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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:- THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I -:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:-= REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE =-:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:-=% ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY %=-:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:-=%¤ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¤%=-:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:-=%¤& HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A &¤%=-:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:-=%¤&@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN @&¤%=-:¨¨¨
¨¨:-=%¤&@# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #@&¤%=-:¨¨
¨:-=%¤&@## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##@&¤%=-:¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:- THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS -:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:-= WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" =-:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:-=% CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE %=-:¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨:-=%¤&@## HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ##@&¤%=-:¨
¨¨:-=%¤&@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@&¤%=-:¨¨
¨¨¨:-=%¤&@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. @&¤%=-:¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨: WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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