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...~†=%£@@ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING @@£%=†~...
....~†=%£@ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I @£%=†~....
.....~†=%£ DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN £%=†~.....
......~†=% ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE %=†~......
.......~†= THEM,  THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND =†~.......
........~† THERE  ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I †~........
.........~ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE  WILL BE ~.........
..........   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..........
.........~ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ~.........
........~† HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A †~........
.......~†= LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN =†~.......
......~†=% KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS %=†~......
.....~†=%£ ... AND I  SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE £%=†~.....
....~†=%£@            SEASONS THIS WAY.             @£%=†~....
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....~†=%£@     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @£%=†~....
.....~†=%£ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN £%=†~.....
......~†=% THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS %=†~......
.......~†= BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT =†~.......
........~† BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH †~........
.........~ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ~.........
..........             THESE THINGS UP.             ..........
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......~†=% IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, %=†~......
.....~†=%£ WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" £%=†~.....
....~†=%£@ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE @£%=†~....
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....~†=%£@ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @£%=†~....
.....~†=%£ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I £%=†~.....
......~†=% CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S %=†~......
.......~†= THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. =†~.......
........~† NOW  AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL †~........
.........~     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ~.........
..........  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ..........
.........~ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ~.........
........~† SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO †~........
.......~†=        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         =†~.......
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