,,~;*%#@## ##@#%*;~,,
,,,,,;;%¶@ @¶%;;,,,,,
,,,,~~;;%¶ ¶%;;~~,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@@ @@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶## ##¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# EH #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,,,,;*# #*;,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~;*# ~ #*;~,,,,,,
,,,,,;%%#¶ ¶#%%;,,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,,~*%¶@ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @¶%*~,,,,,
,,~;*%#¶¶@ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE @¶¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@@ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;***#¶¶ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¶¶#***;~,,
,,~;*%##¶¶ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¶¶##%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,~~*%%%¶ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¶%%%*~~,,,
,,~;*%¶@## KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ##@¶%*;~,,
,,~;*%%%¶@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @¶%%%*;~,,
,,~;*%¶@## SEASONS THIS WAY. ##@¶%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,~~~***# ~ #***~~~,,,
,,~~~~;%%¶ ¶%%;~~~~,,
,,,,,,,;%# HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #%;,,,,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,,,~;%# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #%;~,,,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,,;;%%¶ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¶%%;;,,,,,
,,,~;**### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ###**;~,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# THESE THINGS UP. #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;;;*#¶@ @¶#*;;;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# ~ #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶¶¶ ¶¶¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#@## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##@#%*;~,,
,,,,,~;%#@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @#%;~,,,,,
,,,,,;*### ###*;,,,,,
,,~;****%¶ ~ ¶%****;~,,
,,,~~;*%%# #%%*;~~,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%##¶¶ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¶¶##%*;~,,
,,,,,~*#¶¶ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¶¶#*~,,,,,
,,,,,;*%%# NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #%%*;,,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,~;*%¶¶ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¶¶%*;~,,,,
,,,,,~**%# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO #%**~,,,,,
,~;*%#¶@## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##@¶#%*;~,
,,~;*%#¶@# #@¶#%*;~,,
,,~;*%#¶@# #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,,;;%### ###%;;,,,,
,,~;*%#¶@# #@¶#%*;~,,
,,,~;;*%%¶ ¶%%*;;~,,,