Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The  Winter Because  I 
 Do Not Know  How  Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty  Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do Not  Like,  And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks   With   Random  Things  That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long Time I  Could  Not  See  A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without Getting  Anxious 
 ... And  I Should Avoid To Ruin All  The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or At  Least  The Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing   Now,  They  Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A  Load Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague  They Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will  No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My  Eyes,  Not   Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now And  Then I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It  Is  Always Unpleasant, I Become 
 So Stressful, But I Think  It Has To  Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.