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¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ i was thinking to stop doing ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& hallucinogens in the winter because i &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ do not know how useful they have been ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# anyway? i get so tense when i take #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## them, the last few times at least, and ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### there are plenty of side effects that i ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## really do not like, and there will be ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# associations with these mini-anxiety #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ attacks with random things that i ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& happen to see... for example, for a &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ long time i could not see a certain ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# kind of leaf without getting anxious #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### seasons this way. ###¤&§†«-¨
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¨¨¨-«†§&¤# « #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& hmm, recently my visual phenomena &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# the eyes, and sometimes stuff is #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## breathing now, they did not do it ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### before. but maybe i just drank too much ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# these things up. #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& « &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# it comes to me sometimes that shit, #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## what a load of concepts this "reality" ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### consists of, and how vague they are ###¤&§†«-¨
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¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& if i do not sleep for about twenty &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# close my eyes, not actually cev's #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## though, rather just fields and motion. ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### now and then i hear this sound (a real ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## sound (i think)), resembling some ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& so stressful, but i think it has to do &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ with the novelty. i hope. ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
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