Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How  Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway? I  Get  So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them,  The Last Few Times At  Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really  Do  Not  Like, And There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ...  And I  Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or  At Least  The Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But  Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe  I'M Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That Shit, 
 What A  Load Of ConceptS This  "Reality" 
 Consists Of,  And  How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark When  I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just FieldS  And Motion. 
 Now  And Then  I Hear This Sound (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful, But I Think  It Has  To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.