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#&$$$§\~,. HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I .,~\§$$$&#
###&$§\~,. DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .,~\§$&###
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###&$§\~,. THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND .,~\§$&###
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#&$$$§\~,. ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY .,~\§$$$&#
###&$§\~,. ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I .,~\§$&###
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####&$\~,. LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .,~\$&####
###&$§\~,. KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS .,~\§$&###
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###&$§\~,. THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .,~\§$&###
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###&$§\~,. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .,~\§$&###
##&&$§\~,. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .,~\§$&&##
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###&$§\~,. "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. .,~\§$&###
####&$§\~, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,~\§$&####
####$§\~,. SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO .,~\§$####
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