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$%*«~.....                    EH                    .....~«*%$
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#¶#$%*«~..                                          ..~«*%$#¶#
##¶#$%*«~. I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING .~«*%$#¶##
#¶#$%*«~.. HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I ..~«*%$#¶#
¶#$%*«~... DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN ...~«*%$#¶
#$%*«~.... ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ....~«*%$#
$%*«~..... THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND .....~«*%$
%*«~...... THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ......~«*%
*«~....... REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE .......~«*
«~........   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ........~«
~......... ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I .........~
.......... HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ..........
.......... LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ..........
.......... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ..........
.......... ... AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE ..........
..........             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ..........
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..........    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ..........
~......... INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN .........~
«~........ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ........~«
*«~....... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT .......~«*
%*«~...... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ......~«*%
$%*«~..... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL .....~«*%$
#$%*«~....             THESE THINGS UP.             ....~«*%$#
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#¶#$%*«~.. IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ..~«*%$#¶#
¶#$%*«~... WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ...~«*%$#¶
#$%*«~.... CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ....~«*%$#
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«~........ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ........~«
~......... HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .........~
.......... CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW  AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ..........
..........     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ..........
..........  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ..........
.......... AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ..........
.......... SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO DO ..........
..........         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ..........
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