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.......... I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ..........
.......... HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ..........
.......... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ..........
-......... ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE .........-
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¤§;«-..... ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY .....-«;§¤
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-......... THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS .........-
.......... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ..........
.......... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..........
.......... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ..........
.......... THESE THINGS UP. ..........
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.......... WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..........
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#¶¤§;«-... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ...-«;§¤¶#
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