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,&&,,,,&&, I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING &,,&,&,&&&
&&,&,,,&,& HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I &&,&&&&&,,
&,&&&,,&&& DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN &,&&,,,,&,
&&&,,&,&,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE &&&,&,,,&&
,,,&,&&&&, THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST,  AND &,,&&&,,&,
,,,&&&,,,& THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I &&,&,,&,&&
&,,&,,&,,& REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL  BE &,&&&,&&&,
&&,&&,&&,&   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,&&,,&&,,&
,,&&,&&,&& ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ,&,&,&,&,&
&,&,&&,&&, HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A &&&&&&&&&&
,&&&&,&&,& LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN &,,,,,,,,,
,&,,,&&,&& KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS &&,,,,,,,,
,&&,,&,&&, ...  AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,&,,,,,,,
,&,&,&&&,&            SEASONS THIS WAY.             &,&&,,,,,,
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,&,&,,&,,,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,&&,&&,,
,&&&&,&&,, INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN &,,&,&&,&,
,&,,,&&,&, THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS &&,&&&,&&&
&&&,,&,&&& BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ,,&&,,&&,,
&,,&,&&&,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,&,&,&,&,
&&,&&&,,&, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,&&&&&&&&
,,&&,,&,&&             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,&,,,,,,,
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,,&&,,,&&& IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ,&,&,,&,,,
,,&,&,,&,, WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ,&&&&,&&,,
,,&&&&,&&, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ,&,,,&&,&,
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&,,&&&&,,& IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY &&,,,,&,&&
,&,&,,,&,& HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I ,,&,,,&&&,
,&&&&,,&&& CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S &,&&,,&,,&
&&,,,&,&,, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ,&&,&,&&,&
,,&,,&&&&, NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ,&,&&&&,&&
&,&&,&,,,&    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,&&&,,,&&,
&&&,&&&,,&  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,&,,&,,&,&
,,,&&,,&,& AND  IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME &&&,&&,&&&
&,,&,&,&&& SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO ,,,&&,&&,,
&&,&&&&&,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,,&,&&,&,
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