Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In The  Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not  Know How Useful  They Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The  Last Few Times At  Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really  Do Not Like, And There  Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random   Things  That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time I Could  Not  See  A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid  To Ruin  All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased Or  At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes That  Shit, 
 What A  Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark When  I 
 Close  My  Eyes,   Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS  And Motion. 
 Now  And Then I Hear This  Sound (A Real 
     Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some    
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful, But I  Think  It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.