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........§§ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ..§§§§.§§§
§.......§. HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I §.§...§§..
§§......§§ DO  NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN .§§§..§.§.
§.§.....§. ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE .§..§.§§§§
.§§§....§§ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND §§§.§§§...
.§..§...§. THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §..§§..§..
.§§.§§..§§ REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL  BE .§.§.§.§§.
.§.§§.§.§.   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .§§§§§§§.§
§§§§.§§§§§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I .§......§§
....§§.... HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .§§.....§.
....§.§... LONG TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN .§.§....§§
§...§§§§.. KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §§§§§...§.
§§..§...§. ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE .....§..§§
..§.§§..§§            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §....§§.§.
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§...§§§...    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     .§.§§§§.§§
.§..§..§.. INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN .§§§...§§.
.§§.§§.§§. THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS .§..§..§.§
§§.§§.§§.§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT .§§.§§.§§§
..§§.§§.§§ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .§.§§.§§..
..§.§§.§§. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL .§§§.§§.§.
..§§§.§§.§             THESE THINGS UP.             .§..§§.§§§
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.§..§...§§ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ..§.§..§..
.§§.§§..§. WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §.§§§§.§§.
.§.§§.§.§§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE .§§...§§.§
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§...§§§§.§ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §....§.§.§
.§..§...§§ HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §§...§§§§§
§§§.§§..§. CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S §.§..§....
§..§§.§.§§ THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §§§§.§§...
§§.§.§§§§. NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL §...§§.§..
§.§§§§...§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .§..§.§§§.
§§§...§..§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §§§.§§§..§
...§..§§.§ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME §..§§..§.§
§..§§.§.§§ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO .§.§.§.§§§
.§.§.§§§§.        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§§§§§§§..
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