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..§.§§.§§§ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §§§§§§§§§.
.§§§.§§..§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ........§.
§..§§.§.§§ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN .......§§.
§.§.§§§§.. ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ......§.§§
§§§§...§.. THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT  LEAST, AND .....§§§..
...§..§§.§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ....§..§.§
..§§.§.§§§ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE ...§§.§§§§
.§.§§§§...   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..§.§§...§
§§§...§..§ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I .§§§.§..§§
..§..§§.§. HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §..§§§.§..
.§§.§.§§§§ LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN §.§..§§§..
§.§§§§...§ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS §§§.§..§..
§§...§..§§ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ..§§§.§§.§
.§..§§.§..             SEASONS THIS WAY.            .§..§§.§§.
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§..§§§..§§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    §..§.§..§.
§.§..§.§.. INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN §.§§§§.§§§
§§§.§§§§.§ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS §§...§§...
..§§...§§. BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT .§..§.§..§
.§.§..§.§. BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§.§§§§.§§
§§§§.§§§§§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL .§§...§§.§
...§§....§             THESE THINGS UP.             §.§..§.§§.
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§..§§§§§.. IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, §§§§§§.§§§
§.§....§.. WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .....§§...
§§§...§§.§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ....§.§..§
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§§.§.§§§§. IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §.§.§§.§§§
.§§§§...§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK  WHEN I §§§§.§§...
§...§..§.§ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ...§§.§...
§..§§.§§§§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..§.§§§..§
§.§.§§.... NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL .§§§..§.§.
§§§§.§...§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    §..§.§§§§§
...§§§..§.  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §.§§§.....
..§..§.§§. AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME §§..§.....
.§§.§§§.§§ SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO .§.§§.....
§.§§..§§..        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §§§.§.....
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