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§$†^-~¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨~-^†$§
$†^-~¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨~-^†$
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^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^
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~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                     -                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-
^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^
†^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^†
$†^-~¨¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ¨¨¨¨¨~-^†$
§$†^-~¨¨¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨¨¨~-^†$§
¶§$†^-~¨¨¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ¨¨¨~-^†$§¶
#¶§$†^-~¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨~-^†$§¶#
##¶§$†^-~¨ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ¨~-^†$§¶##
#¶§$†^-~¨¨ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨~-^†$§¶#
¶§$†^-~¨¨¨ ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨~-^†$§¶
§$†^-~¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨~-^†$§
$†^-~¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨~-^†$
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^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^
-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-
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†^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨                     -                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^†
$†^-~¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨~-^†$
§$†^-~¨¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨~-^†$§
¶§$†^-~¨¨¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ¨¨¨~-^†$§¶
#¶§$†^-~¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨~-^†$§¶#
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¶§$†^-~¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨~-^†$§¶
§$†^-~¨¨¨¨ IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨¨~-^†$§
$†^-~¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨¨¨¨~-^†$
†^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^†
^-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-^
-~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~-
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~
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