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¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ i    was    thinking   to   stop   doing ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& hallucinogens in  the winter  because  i &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ do not  know how useful  they have  been ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# anyway?  i get  so  tense  when  i  take #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## them,  the last few times at least,  and ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### there are plenty of  side effects that i ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## really  do not  like, and there will  be ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤#   associations with these mini-anxiety   #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ attacks   with  random   things  that  i ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& happen  to  see...  for  example,  for a &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ long time  i  could  not  see  a certain ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# kind of  leaf  without  getting  anxious #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## ... and  i should  avoid to ruin all the ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤###            seasons this way.             ###¤&§†«-¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«†§&     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ increased or  at  least the  burn-ins in ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# the  eyes,   and  sometimes   stuff   is #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## breathing  now,  they  did  not   do  it ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### before. but maybe i just  drank too much ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## coffee. maybe i'm  scared and making all ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤#             these things up.             #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
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¨¨¨-«†§&¤# it comes  to  me  sometimes  that  shit, #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## what  a load of  concepts this "reality" ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are ###¤&§†«-¨
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¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& if  i  do  not sleep  for  about  twenty &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ hours, it  will no longer be dark when i ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤# close   my  eyes,   not  actually  cev's #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨-«†§&¤## though, rather  just fields and  motion. ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨-«†§&¤### now  and then i hear this sound (a  real ###¤&§†«-¨
¨¨-«†§&¤##    sound (i think)), resembling some     ##¤&§†«-¨¨
¨¨¨-«†§&¤#  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  #¤&§†«-¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤ and  it  is  always unpleasant, i become ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨-«†§& so stressful, but i  think it  has to do &§†«-¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨-«†§&¤         with the novelty. i hope.        ¤&§†«-¨¨¨¨
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