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,,,,,^-†*¤ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,^-†*¤@# DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN #@¤*†-^,,,
,,^-†*¤@## ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ##@¤*†-^,,
,^-†*¤@### THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###@¤*†-^,
,,^-†*¤@## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ##@¤*†-^,,
,,,^-†*¤@# REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE #@¤*†-^,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,,,^-†*¤ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,,,^-†* HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A *†-^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-† LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN †-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- SEASONS THIS WAY. -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-† †-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^-†* - *†-^,,,,,,
,,,,,^-†*¤ ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,^-†*¤@# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@¤*†-^,,,
,,^-†*¤@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@¤*†-^,,
,^-†*¤@### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ###@¤*†-^,
,,^-†*¤@## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##@¤*†-^,,
,,,^-†*¤@# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #@¤*†-^,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ THESE THINGS UP. @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,,,^-†*¤ ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,,,^-†* - *†-^,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,^- IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^- CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE -^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-† †-^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^-†* - *†-^,,,,,,
,,,,,^-†*¤ ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,^-†*¤@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I #@¤*†-^,,,
,,^-†*¤@## CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ##@¤*†-^,,
,^-†*¤@### THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ###@¤*†-^,
,,^-†*¤@## NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ##@¤*†-^,,
,,,^-†*¤@# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #@¤*†-^,,,
,,,,^-†*¤@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @¤*†-^,,,,
,,,,,^-†*¤ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¤*†-^,,,,,
,,,,,,^-†* SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO *†-^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^-† WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. †-^,,,,,,,
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