Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The  Winter Because  I 
 Do  Not Know How  Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway? I  Get  So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects  That I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long Time  I  Could  Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And  I Should  Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased Or  At Least  The Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,   They  Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A  Load Of ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About Twenty 
 Hours, It  Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now And Then I Hear  This Sound (A  Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always  Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So  Stressful,  But I Think It Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.