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§£§†-~.... HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ....~-†§£§
£§†-~..... DO  NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .....~-†§£
§†-~...... ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ......~-†§
†-~....... THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES  AT LEAST, AND .......~-†
§†-~...... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I ......~-†§
£§†-~..... REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE .....~-†§£
§£§†-~....   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ....~-†§£§
¶§£§†-~... ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ...~-†§£§¶
#¶§£§†-~.. HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ..~-†§£§¶#
##¶§£§†-~. LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN .~-†§£§¶##
#¶§£§†-~.. KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ..~-†§£§¶#
¶§£§†-~... ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ...~-†§£§¶
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£§†-~..... INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN .....~-†§£
§£§†-~.... THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ....~-†§£§
¶§£§†-~... BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ...~-†§£§¶
#¶§£§†-~.. BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..~-†§£§¶#
##¶§£§†-~. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND  MAKING ALL .~-†§£§¶##
#¶§£§†-~..             THESE THINGS UP.             ..~-†§£§¶#
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§†-~...... IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ......~-†§
†-~....... WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" .......~-†
§†-~...... CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ......~-†§
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#¶§£§†-~.. IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..~-†§£§¶#
##¶§£§†-~. HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I .~-†§£§¶##
#¶§£§†-~.. CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ..~-†§£§¶#
¶§£§†-~... THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ...~-†§£§¶
§£§†-~.... NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ....~-†§£§
£§†-~.....    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     .....~-†§£
§†-~......  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ......~-†§
†-~....... AND IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME .......~-†
§†-~...... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO ......~-†§
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