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.-«;%%§£@# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #@£§%%;«-.
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.-«;%%§£@# INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN #@£§%%;«-.
.-«;%%§£@# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #@£§%%;«-.
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.-«;%%§£@# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #@£§%%;«-.
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.-«;%%§£@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@£§%%;«-.
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.-«;%%§££@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL @££§%%;«-.
.-«;%%§£## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##£§%%;«-.
.-«;%%%%£@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @£%%%%;«-.
.-«;%%§£@# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #@£§%%;«-.
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