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=,,,,,,,,, i   was   thinking    to   stop    doing ,,,,,,,,,=
^=,,,,,,,, hallucinogens  in the winter  because  i ,,,,,,,,=^
†^=,,,,,,, do  not know  how useful they have  been ,,,,,,,=^†
£†^=,,,,,, anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when  i take ,,,,,,=^†£
&£†^=,,,,, them, the  last few times at least,  and ,,,,,=^†£&
@&£†^=,,,, there are plenty of side  effects that i ,,,,=^†£&@
#@&£†^=,,, really  do not  like, and there will  be ,,,=^†£&@#
##@&£†^=,,   associations with these mini-anxiety   ,,=^†£&@##
#@&£†^=,,, attacks  with  random   things  that   i ,,,=^†£&@#
@&£†^=,,,, happen  to  see... for  example,  for  a ,,,,=^†£&@
&£†^=,,,,, long  time i could  not  see  a  certain ,,,,,=^†£&
£†^=,,,,,, kind  of leaf  without  getting  anxious ,,,,,,=^†£
†^=,,,,,,, ...  and i should avoid  to ruin all the ,,,,,,,=^†
^=,,,,,,,,            seasons this way.             ,,,,,,,,=^
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,,,,,,,,,,     hmm, recently my visual phenomena    ,,,,,,,,,,
=,,,,,,,,, increased  or  at  least the burn-ins in ,,,,,,,,,=
^=,,,,,,,, the   eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff  is ,,,,,,,,=^
†^=,,,,,,, breathing  now,  they  did  not   do  it ,,,,,,,=^†
£†^=,,,,,, before. but maybe i just  drank too much ,,,,,,=^†£
&£†^=,,,,, coffee. maybe i'm scared  and making all ,,,,,=^†£&
@&£†^=,,,,             these things up.             ,,,,=^†£&@
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@&£†^=,,,, it  comes  to  me sometimes  that  shit, ,,,,=^†£&@
&£†^=,,,,, what  a  load of concepts this "reality" ,,,,,=^†£&
£†^=,,,,,, consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are ,,,,,,=^†£
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,,,,,,,,,, if  i  do not  sleep  for  about  twenty ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, hours, it will  no longer be dark when i ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, close   my  eyes,  not   actually  cev's ,,,,,,,,,,
=,,,,,,,,, though,  rather just fields  and motion. ,,,,,,,,,=
^=,,,,,,,, now  and then  i hear this sound (a real ,,,,,,,,=^
†^=,,,,,,,     sound (i think)), resembling some    ,,,,,,,=^†
£†^=,,,,,,  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ,,,,,,=^†£
&£†^=,,,,, and  it  is always  unpleasant, i become ,,,,,=^†£&
@&£†^=,,,, so  stressful, but  i think it has to do ,,,,=^†£&@
#@&£†^=,,,        with the novelty. i hope.         ,,,=^†£&@#
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