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,^^~//§§§@ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING @§§§//~^^,
,^~/§$@### HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@@@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I #@@@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ###@$§/~^,
,^~~~~~§§@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @§§~~~~~^,
,^~/§$@### ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,~§@# HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A #@§~,,,,,,
,,,^^~~/$@ LONG  TIME  I  COULD NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN @$/~~^^,,,
,,,^~~§@## KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ##@§~~^,,,
,^~/§$@### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO  RUIN ALL THE ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@###            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ###@$§/~^,
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,^~/§$@###     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@### INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,~~§§@ THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS @§§~~,,,,,
,,,,~/§@@# BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT #@@§/~,,,,
,,,,^/§$@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH #@$§/^,,,,
,^~/§$@### COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ###@$§/~^,
,^~/§$@###             THESE THINGS UP.             ###@$§/~^,
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,^~/§$@### IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,^/§@ WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @§/^,,,,,,
,^~/§$@### CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ###@$§/~^,
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,,,,^//§§@ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY @§§//^,,,,
,,,,^~~§§@ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @§§~~^,,,,
,^/§$@#### CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S ####@$§/^,
,,,,~~/$$# THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. #$$/~~,,,,
,^~/§$@@@# NOW AND  THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL #@@@$§/~^,
,^^^~/$$@#    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     #@$$/~^^^,
,,,,,~~~§@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @§~~~,,,,,
,^~/§$@### AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ###@$§/~^,
,,,,,,^/$# SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK  IT HAS TO DO #$/^,,,,,,
,^~/§$@###         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ###@$§/~^,
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