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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ SEASONS THIS WAY. §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ THESE THINGS UP. §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
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§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
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§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨§§¨§¨§¨§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. §¨§¨§¨§¨§¨
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