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,@,,@,@,@, i was thinking to stop doing ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, hallucinogens in the winter because i @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, do not know how useful they have been ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, anyway? i get so tense when i take @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, them, the last few times at least, and ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, there are plenty of side effects that i @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, really do not like, and there will be ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, associations with these mini-anxiety @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, attacks with random things that i ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, happen to see... for example, for a @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, long time i could not see a certain ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, kind of leaf without getting anxious @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, seasons this way. @@,@,,@,@@
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,@,@@,@,@, hmm, recently my visual phenomena @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, increased or at least the burn-ins in ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, the eyes, and sometimes stuff is @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, breathing now, they did not do it ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, before. but maybe i just drank too much @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, these things up. @@,@,,@,@@
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,@,@@,@,@, it comes to me sometimes that shit, @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, what a load of concepts this "reality" ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, consists of, and how vague they are @@,@,,@,@@
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,@,@@,@,@, if i do not sleep for about twenty @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, hours, it will no longer be dark when i ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, close my eyes, not actually cev's @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, though, rather just fields and motion. ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, now and then i hear this sound (a real @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, sound (i think)), resembling some ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, and it is always unpleasant, i become ,@,@,@@,,@
,@,@@,@,@, so stressful, but i think it has to do @@,@,,@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, with the novelty. i hope. ,@,@,@@,,@
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