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~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    eh                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                     ~                    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i    was   thinking   to   stop    doing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hallucinogens  in  the  winter because i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ do not  know  how useful  they have been ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when  i take ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*
†*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨ them,  the  last few times at least, and ¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*†
$†*~,¨¨¨¨¨ there are plenty of  side effects that i ¨¨¨¨¨,~*†$
&$†*~,¨¨¨¨ really do not like,  and there  will  be ¨¨¨¨,~*†$&
#&$†*~,¨¨¨   associations with these mini-anxiety   ¨¨¨,~*†$&#
##&$†*~,¨¨ attacks  with  random  things   that   i ¨¨,~*†$&##
###&$†*~,¨ happen  to  see...  for  example,  for a ¨,~*†$&###
##&$†*~,¨¨ long time  i could  not  see  a  certain ¨¨,~*†$&##
#&$†*~,¨¨¨ kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ¨¨¨,~*†$&#
&$†*~,¨¨¨¨ ...  and i should avoid to ruin  all the ¨¨¨¨,~*†$&
$†*~,¨¨¨¨¨             seasons this way.            ¨¨¨¨¨,~*†$
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*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                    ~                     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*
~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ increased or at  least  the burn-ins  in ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the  eyes,  and   sometimes   stuff   is ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ before. but maybe i just  drank too much ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             these things up.             ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*
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&$†*~,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,~*†$&
#&$†*~,¨¨¨ it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, ¨¨¨,~*†$&#
##&$†*~,¨¨ what a  load of concepts this  "reality" ¨¨,~*†$&##
###&$†*~,¨ consists  of,  and how  vague  they  are ¨,~*†$&###
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#&$†*~,¨¨¨                    ~                     ¨¨¨,~*†$&#
&$†*~,¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨,~*†$&
$†*~,¨¨¨¨¨ if  i  do  not  sleep  for  about twenty ¨¨¨¨¨,~*†$
†*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no  longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*†
*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ close  my  eyes,   not  actually   cev's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*
~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ though, rather just  fields and  motion. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ now and then  i  hear this sound (a real ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     sound (i think)), resembling some    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and  it  is always unpleasant,  i become ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ so stressful, but  i think  it has to do ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,
~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨         with the novelty. i hope.        ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~
*~,¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨,~*
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