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&%=~-..... DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN .....-~=%&
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#@&&%=~-.. ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ..-~=%&&@#
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&%=~-..... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN .....-~=%&
%=~-...... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ......-~=%
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-......... INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN .........-
~-........ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ........-~
=~-....... BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT .......-~=
%=~-...... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ......-~=%
&%=~-..... COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL .....-~=%&
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.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ..........
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~-........ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ........-~
=~-....... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME .......-~=
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