Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was   Thinking    To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The  Winter Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How  Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I Get  So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last  Few Times At Least,  And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For Example,  For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf  Without Getting  Anxious 
 ...  And I  Should Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or At Least  The  Burn-Ins In 
 The   Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just Drank Too  Much 
 Coffee. Maybe  I'M Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will  No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not   Actually  Cev'S 
 Though, Rather Just FieldS  And  Motion. 
 Now And  Then I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It Is  Always Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So Stressful,  But  I Think It Has To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.