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¨~~/§%&@## ~ ##@&%§/~~¨
¨¨~~/§%&@# #@&%§/~~¨¨
¨¨¨~~/§%&@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @&%§/~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~/§%& HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I &%§/~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~/§% DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN %§/~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE §/~~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND /~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ~ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN /~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS §/~~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~/§% BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT %§/~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~/§%& BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH &%§/~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~~/§%&@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @&%§/~~¨¨¨
¨¨~~/§%&@# THESE THINGS UP. #@&%§/~~¨¨
¨~~/§%&@## ##@&%§/~~¨
¨¨~~/§%&@# ~ #@&%§/~~¨¨
¨¨¨~~/§%&@ @&%§/~~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~/§%& IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, &%§/~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~~/§% WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" %§/~~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/§ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE §/~~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/ /~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~ ~ ~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~ ~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/ /~~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~~/§ §/~~¨¨¨¨¨¨
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