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¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ SEASONS THIS WAY. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ THESE THINGS UP. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §¨§¨§§¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. §¨§¨¨§¨§¨§
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