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§,,,,,§§,, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I §,§,§§§,,,
§,,,,§,§,, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN §§§§,,§,,§
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§,,§,,,§§, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,§§§,§§§§
§,§§,,§,§, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,§,,§§,,,,
§§,§,§§§§, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE §§,§,§,,,§
,§§§§,,,§, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,§§§§§,,§,
§,,,§,,§§, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I §,,,,§,§§,
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§,§,§§§§§§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §,,§,,§§,,
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,§§,,§,,,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN §,§§§,,,§§
§,§,§§,,,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS §§,,§,,§,§
§§§§,§,,,, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,§,§§,§§§,
,,,§§§,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§,§§,,§§
,,§,,§,,,§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,,§§,§,§,§
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§§§,,§,§§§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §§§,,§§,§,
,,§,§§§,,, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ,,§,§,§§§§
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,§,§,,§§,§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,§§§,,§§,
§§§§,§,§§, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §§,,§,§,§,
,,,§§§§,§, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,§,§§§§§§§
,,§,,,§§§§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §§§,,,,,,§
,§§,,§,,,§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,§,,,,,§§
§,§,§§,,§§ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,§§,,,,§,§
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,,,§§§§§,§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO §§§,,§,,§§
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