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†:~,......                    EH                    ......,~:†
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.......... I    WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP   DOING ..........
,......... HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I .........,
~,........ DO NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ........,~
:~,....... ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE .......,~:
†:~,...... THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ......,~:†
$†:~,..... THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I .....,~:†$
@$†:~,.... REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE ....,~:†$@
#@$†:~,...   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ...,~:†$@#
##@$†:~,.. ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ..,~:†$@##
###@$†:~,. HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A .,~:†$@###
##@$†:~,.. LONG TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ..,~:†$@##
#@$†:~,... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ...,~:†$@#
@$†:~,.... ...  AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ....,~:†$@
$†:~,.....            SEASONS THIS WAY.             .....,~:†$
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,.........    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     .........,
.......... INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ..........
,......... THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS .........,
~,........ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ........,~
:~,....... BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .......,~:
†:~,...... COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ......,~:†
$†:~,.....             THESE THINGS UP.             .....,~:†$
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###@$†:~,. IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, .,~:†$@###
##@$†:~,.. WHAT  A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ..,~:†$@##
#@$†:~,... CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ...,~:†$@#
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:~,....... IF  I  DO  NOT SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY .......,~:
~,........ HOURS, IT  WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ........,~
,......... CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S .........,
.......... THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..........
,......... NOW  AND THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL .........,
~,........     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ........,~
:~,.......  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .......,~:
†:~,...... AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ......,~:†
$†:~,..... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO .....,~:†$
@$†:~,....         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ....,~:†$@
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