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##@#$§^»~, HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ,~»^§$#@##
##@#$§^»~, DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,~»^§$#@##
##@#$§^»~, ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ,~»^§$#@##
###$$§^»~, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,~»^§$$###
###@$§^»~, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ,~»^§$@###
####$§^»~, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,~»^§$####
##@#$§^»~, ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,~»^§$#@##
##@#$§^»~, ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ,~»^§$#@##
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@$$§»»~,,, LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ,,,~»»§$$@
##@#$§^»~, KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ,~»^§$#@##
@$^~,,,,,, ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,~^$@
##$$§§^»~, SEASONS THIS WAY. ,~»^§§$$##
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##@#$§^»~, HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ,~»^§$#@##
#§§^^»~~~, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,~~~»^^§§#
#$$§^~~~,, THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,~~~^§$$#
##@#$§^»~, BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ,~»^§$#@##
###§§^»~,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,~»^§§###
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#@@#$§^»~, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ,~»^§$#@@#
##@#$§^»~, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ,~»^§$#@##
#$§^^^~,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ,,,~^^^§$#
###@#$^»~, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ,~»^$#@###
#§§»»»~,,, SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ,,,~»»»§§#
###§»»~~,, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,,~~»»§###
##@#$§^»~, AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ,~»^§$#@##
#@@#$§^»~, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ,~»^§$#@@#
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