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,,,,,,~=†%                    EH                    %†=~,,,,,,
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,,,,,,~=†% I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING %†=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=†%* HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I *%†=~,,,,,
,,,,~=†%*# DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN #*%†=~,,,,
,,,~=†%*## ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE ##*%†=~,,,
,,~=†%*### THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ###*%†=~,,
,~=†%*#### THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ####*%†=~,
,,~=†%*### REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL BE ###*%†=~,,
,,,~=†%*##   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ##*%†=~,,,
,,,,~=†%*# ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I #*%†=~,,,,
,,,,,~=†%* HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A *%†=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=†% LONG  TIME  I  COULD  NOT SEE A  CERTAIN %†=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=† KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS †=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=†             SEASONS THIS WAY.            †=~,,,,,,,
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,,,,~=†%*#                                          #*%†=~,,,,
,,,~=†%*##     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ##*%†=~,,,
,,~=†%*### INCREASED  OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN ###*%†=~,,
,~=†%*#### THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ####*%†=~,
,,~=†%*### BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT ###*%†=~,,
,,,~=†%*## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE  I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ##*%†=~,,,
,,,,~=†%*# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL #*%†=~,,,,
,,,,,~=†%*             THESE THINGS UP.             *%†=~,,,,,
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,,,,,,,~=† IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, †=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=†% WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" %†=~,,,,,,
,,,,,~=†%* CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE *%†=~,,,,,
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,~=†%*#### IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ####*%†=~,
,,~=†%*### HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ###*%†=~,,
,,,~=†%*## CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ##*%†=~,,,
,,,,~=†%*# THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. #*%†=~,,,,
,,,,,~=†%* NOW AND THEN  I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL *%†=~,,,,,
,,,,,,~=†%     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    %†=~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=†  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  †=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~= AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME =~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~=† SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO †=~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~=†%        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         %†=~,,,,,,
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