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$:-,,,,,,, I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING ,,,,,,,-:$
%$:-,,,,,, HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I ,,,,,,-:$%
£%$:-,,,,, DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ,,,,,-:$%£
@£%$:-,,,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ,,,,-:$%£@
#@£%$:-,,, THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,,,-:$%£@#
##@£%$:-,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,,-:$%£@##
#@£%$:-,,, REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE ,,,-:$%£@#
@£%$:-,,,,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ,,,,-:$%£@
£%$:-,,,,, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I ,,,,,-:$%£
%$:-,,,,,, HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ,,,,,,-:$%
$:-,,,,,,, LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,,,,,,-:$
:-,,,,,,,, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ,,,,,,,,-:
-,,,,,,,,, ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN ALL THE ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,,            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ,,,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, INCREASED OR AT LEAST  THE  BURN-INS  IN ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST  DRANK TOO MUCH ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,,,,,
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%$:-,,,,,, IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,,,-:$%
£%$:-,,,,, WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ,,,,,-:$%£
@£%$:-,,,, CONSISTS  OF, AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,,,,-:$%£@
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@£%$:-,,,, IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,-:$%£@
£%$:-,,,,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ,,,,,-:$%£
%$:-,,,,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,,,,,,-:$%
$:-,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. ,,,,,,,-:$
:-,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL ,,,,,,,,-:
-,,,,,,,,,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,,,,,,,,,-
,,,,,,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,, SO  STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ,,,,,,,,,,
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