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§,,§§,,§§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND §§§,,§§,§,
§§,§,§,§,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §,,§,§,§§§
,,§§§§§§§, REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ,§,§§§§§,,
,,§,,,,,,§ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ,§§§,,,,§,
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§§§§§§,,,§ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN §§,§§,§,§§
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§,,§,§§§§, INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ,,§,,§§,,,
§§,§§§,,,§ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ,,§§,§,§,,
§,§§,,§,,§ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT §,§,§§§§§,
§§§,§,§§,§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH §§§§§,,,,§
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,,,,§§,,§§ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ,§,§§§,§,,
,,,,§,§,§, CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE §§§§,,§§§,
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§,,§§§§§,, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §,,§,,§,§§
,§,§,,,,§, CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S §§,§§,§§§,
,§§§§,,,§§ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. §,§§,§§,,§
§§,,,§,,§, NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL §§§,§§,§,§
,,§,,§§,§§ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME §,,§§,§§§§
§,§§,§,§§, "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ,§,§,§§,,,
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