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###@$†\=~. eh .~=\†$@###
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###@$†\=~. = .~=\†$@###
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###@$†\=~. i was thinking to stop doing .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. hallucinogens in the winter because i .~=\†$@###
#@$\\==~~. do not know how useful they have been .~~==\\$@#
@††\~..... anyway? i get so tense when i take .....~\††@
@†\~...... them, the last few times at least, and ......~\†@
@@$$\\~... there are plenty of side effects that i ...~\\$$@@
###@$†\=~. really do not like, and there will be .~=\†$@###
#$\\==.... associations with these mini-anxiety ....==\\$#
#@†\\\=... attacks with random things that i ...=\\\†@#
@$\\~..... happen to see... for example, for a .....~\\$@
#@@$$†\=~. long time i could not see a certain .~=\†$$@@#
###@$†\=~. kind of leaf without getting anxious .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. ... and i should avoid to ruin all the .~=\†$@###
@$$$$†\=~. seasons this way. .~=\†$$$$@
####$†\=~. .~=\†$####
###@$†\=~. = .~=\†$@###
#$†\~..... .....~\†$#
###@$†\=~. hmm, recently my visual phenomena .~=\†$@###
#@†==..... increased or at least the burn-ins in .....==†@#
#$†\\\=~.. the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ..~=\\\†$#
###@$†\=~. breathing now, they did not do it .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. before. but maybe i just drank too much .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. these things up. .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. = .~=\†$@###
@$†==~.... ....~==†$@
@†\=~..... it comes to me sometimes that shit, .....~=\†@
###@$†\=~. what a load of concepts this "reality" .~=\†$@###
@$$††=~~.. consists of, and how vague they are ..~~=††$$@
###@$†\=~. .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. = .~=\†$@###
####$†\=~. .~=\†$####
##$$†==... if i do not sleep for about twenty ...==†$$##
##@$$†\=~. hours, it will no longer be dark when i .~=\†$$@##
###@$†\=~. close my eyes, not actually cev's .~=\†$@###
#@$$$†\=~. though, rather just fields and motion. .~=\†$$$@#
###@$†\=~. now and then i hear this sound (a real .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. sound (i think)), resembling some .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. .~=\†$@###
###@$†\=~. and it is always unpleasant, i become .~=\†$@###
####@$†\~. so stressful, but i think it has to do .~\†$@####
@†\~...... with the novelty. i hope. ......~\†@
###@$†\=~. .~=\†$@###
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#$††††\=~. .~=\††††$#
#@@†=..... .....=†@@#
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