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¨¨.-^^%@## EH ##@%^^-.¨¨
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¨¨.-^^%@## - ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### SEASONS THIS WAY. ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# - #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# THESE THINGS UP. #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### - ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# - #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨¨¨.-^^%@# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #@%^^-.¨¨¨
¨¨.-^^%@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@%^^-.¨¨
¨.-^^%@### SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ###@%^^-.¨
¨¨.-^^%@## WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ##@%^^-.¨¨
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