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#@#%§==,¨¨                    EH                    ¨¨,==§%#@#
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#@#%§==,¨¨                    =                     ¨¨,==§%#@#
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#@#%§==,¨¨ I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST,  AND ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ REALLY DO  NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL BE ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT   I ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨,==§%#@
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##@#%§==,¨                    =                     ¨,==§%#@##
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@#%§==,¨¨¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I  JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨,==§%#@##
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##@#%§==,¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨,==§%#@
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@#%§==,¨¨¨ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER  BE DARK WHEN I ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND MOTION. ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND  (A REAL ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨,==§%#@#
##@#%§==,¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨,==§%#@##
#@#%§==,¨¨ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME ¨¨,==§%#@#
@#%§==,¨¨¨ SO  STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨¨¨,==§%#@
#@#%§==,¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨¨,==§%#@#
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