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¨¨:~;%$#£# i   was   thinking   to    stop    doing #£#$%;~:¨¨
¨¨¨:~;%$#£ hallucinogens  in  the winter because  i £#$%;~:¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:~;%$# do not know how useful  they  have  been #$%;~:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:~;%$ anyway?  i  get  so tense  when  i  take $%;~:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~;% them, the last  few times at least,  and %;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~; there are plenty  of side effects that i ;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~ really  do not like,  and there will  be ~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:   associations with these mini-anxiety   :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ attacks   with  random  things   that  i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ happen  to  see...  for  example, for  a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ long time i  could  not  see  a  certain ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ kind  of  leaf without  getting  anxious ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ... and i  should  avoid to ruin all the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨             seasons this way.            ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:                     ~                    :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~                                          ~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~;    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~;% increased  or  at least the burn-ins  in %;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨:~;%$ the  eyes,   and   sometimes   stuff  is $%;~:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨:~;%$# breathing  now,  they  did  not   do  it #$%;~:¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨:~;%$#£ before.  but maybe i just drank too much £#$%;~:¨¨¨
¨¨:~;%$#£# coffee. maybe i'm scared  and making all #£#$%;~:¨¨
¨:~;%$#£##             these things up.             ##£#$%;~:¨
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¨¨¨¨¨:~;%$ it  comes  to  me  sometimes that  shit, $%;~:¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~;% what a  load of  concepts this "reality" %;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~; consists  of,  and  how  vague they  are ;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~                                          ~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:                    ~                     :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ if  i  do  not  sleep for  about  twenty ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ hours, it will no  longer be dark when i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ close  my   eyes,   not  actually  cev's ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ though,  rather just  fields and motion. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ now and then  i hear this  sound (a real ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨     sound (i think)), resembling some    ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  :¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~ and  it is always unpleasant,  i  become ~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:~; so  stressful, but i think it has  to do ;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨:~;%        with the novelty. i hope.         %;~:¨¨¨¨¨¨
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