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#@@§@^*»,¨ i was thinking to stop doing ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ hallucinogens in the winter because i ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ do not know how useful they have been ¨,»*^@§@@#
@§^»¨¨¨¨¨¨ anyway? i get so tense when i take ¨¨¨¨¨¨»^§@
#@@§@^*»,¨ them, the last few times at least, and ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ there are plenty of side effects that i ¨,»*^@§@@#
@§§§@^*»,¨ really do not like, and there will be ¨,»*^@§§§@
§@^»»¨¨¨¨¨ associations with these mini-anxiety ¨¨¨¨¨»»^@§
#@@§@^*»,¨ attacks with random things that i ¨,»*^@§@@#
§§@***,¨¨¨ happen to see... for example, for a ¨¨¨,***@§§
@@@^^*,¨¨¨ long time i could not see a certain ¨¨¨,*^^@@@
§^*,¨¨¨¨¨¨ kind of leaf without getting anxious ¨¨¨¨¨¨,*^§
@@@@^**»,¨ ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ¨,»**^@@@@
#@@§@^*»,¨ seasons this way. ¨,»*^@§@@#
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§§@*,¨¨¨¨¨ hmm, recently my visual phenomena ¨¨¨¨¨,*@§§
§@^*,¨¨¨¨¨ increased or at least the burn-ins in ¨¨¨¨¨,*^@§
§^*,,¨¨¨¨¨ the eyes, and sometimes stuff is ¨¨¨¨¨,,*^§
#@@§@^*»,¨ breathing now, they did not do it ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ before. but maybe i just drank too much ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all ¨,»*^@§@@#
#@@§@^*»,¨ these things up. ¨,»*^@§@@#
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@@§§@^*»,¨ it comes to me sometimes that shit, ¨,»*^@§§@@
§@@**»¨¨¨¨ what a load of concepts this "reality" ¨¨¨¨»**@@§
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§@@***,¨¨¨ if i do not sleep for about twenty ¨¨¨,***@@§
##@@§@^*»¨ hours, it will no longer be dark when i ¨»*^@§@@##
@@@§@^*»,¨ close my eyes, not actually cev's ¨,»*^@§@@@
§@*,,¨¨¨¨¨ though, rather just fields and motion. ¨¨¨¨¨,,*@§
@@@**»¨¨¨¨ now and then i hear this sound (a real ¨¨¨¨»**@@@
§§§§@^*»,¨ sound (i think)), resembling some ¨,»*^@§§§§
@@@@***»,¨ "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. ¨,»***@@@@
@@@*»¨¨¨¨¨ and it is always unpleasant, i become ¨¨¨¨¨»*@@@
@@@§@^*»,¨ so stressful, but i think it has to do ¨,»*^@§@@@
@@§^»¨¨¨¨¨ with the novelty. i hope. ¨¨¨¨¨»^§@@
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