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##@§$§*~.. I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ..~*§$§@##
§$**~..... HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I .....~**$§
##@§$§*~.. DO NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN ..~*§$§@##
§$$*~~.... ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ....~~*$$§
#§$$***~.. THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ..~***$$§#
@$$§**.... THERE ARE  PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ....**§$$@
@$§**..... REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE .....**§$@
§§§~......   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ......~§§§
#§§~...... ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I ......~§§#
##@§$§*~.. HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE, FOR  A ..~*§$§@##
§§§~...... LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ......~§§§
###§$§*~.. KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ..~*§$§###
@$§§~..... ...  AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE .....~§§$@
@§§§§~~...             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ...~~§§§§@
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@$*.......    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     .......*$@
##@§$§*~.. INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ..~*§$§@##
§§§**~.... THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS ....~**§§§
#@$*...... BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ......*$@#
#§§§**~~.. BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ..~~**§§§#
#@@§$§*~.. COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ..~*§$§@@#
###@$§*~..             THESE THINGS UP.             ..~*§$@###
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§§$§§~.... IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ....~§§$§§
#@$§~..... WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" .....~§$@#
###@$§*~.. CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ..~*§$@###
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§§§*...... IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY ......*§§§
##@§$§*~.. HOURS,  IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..~*§$§@##
§§§§$§*~.. CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY   CEV'S ..~*§$§§§§
#§§§$§*~.. THOUGH,  RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..~*§$§§§#
§$§§*~.... NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ....~*§§$§
###@§$§~..     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ..~§$§@###
#§§~......  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ......~§§#
##@§$§*~.. AND  IT IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ..~*§$§@##
@$$*...... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT  HAS TO DO ......*$$@
§§*.......         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        .......*§§
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