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@¨@@¨@¨@@¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨@@@@@@¨@¨
@@@¨@@@@¨@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@¨¨¨¨¨@@@
¨¨¨@@¨¨¨@@ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN @¨@¨¨¨¨@¨¨
¨¨¨@¨@¨¨@¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE @@@@¨¨¨@@¨
¨¨¨@@@@¨@@ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨@¨¨@¨@
@¨¨@¨¨¨@@¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨¨¨¨@@¨@@@
¨@¨@@¨¨@¨@ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨@¨@@¨¨
¨@@@¨@¨@@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @¨¨¨@@@¨@¨
¨@¨¨@@@@¨¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨@¨¨@¨¨@@@
@@@¨@¨¨¨@¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A @@@¨@@¨@¨¨
@¨¨@@@¨¨@@ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨@@¨@@@¨
@@¨@¨¨@¨@¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨¨¨@¨@@¨¨@
¨¨@@@¨@@@@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @¨¨@@@¨@¨@
@¨@¨¨@@¨¨¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. @@¨@¨¨@@@@
¨@@@¨@¨@¨¨ @¨@@@¨@¨¨¨
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¨@@¨@¨¨¨¨@ @¨¨@¨@¨¨@¨
¨@¨@@@¨¨¨@ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨@¨@@@@¨@@
@@@@¨¨@¨¨@ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨@@@¨¨¨@@¨
@¨¨¨@¨@@¨@ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS @@¨¨@¨¨@¨@
¨@¨¨@@@¨@@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨¨@¨@@¨@@@
@@@¨@¨¨@@¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨@@@¨@@¨¨
@¨¨@@@¨@¨@ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @¨@¨¨@@¨@¨
@@¨@¨¨@@@@ THESE THINGS UP. ¨@@@¨@¨@@@
¨¨@@@¨@¨¨¨ ¨@¨¨@@@@¨¨
¨¨@¨¨@@@¨¨ » ¨@@¨@¨¨¨@¨
¨¨@@¨@¨¨@¨ ¨@¨@@@¨¨@@
@¨@¨@@@¨@@ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨@@@¨¨@¨@¨
@@@@@¨¨@@¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" @@¨¨@¨@@@@
¨¨¨¨¨@¨@¨@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨¨@¨@@@¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨@@@@@ ¨¨@@@¨¨@¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨@¨¨¨¨ » @¨@¨¨@¨@@¨
¨¨¨¨¨@@¨¨¨ ¨@@@¨@@@¨@
@¨¨¨¨@¨@¨¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY @@¨¨@@¨¨@@
¨@¨¨¨@@@@¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I @¨@¨@¨@¨@¨
¨@@¨¨@¨¨¨@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨@@@@@@@@@
@@¨@¨@@¨¨@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. @@¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
@¨@@@@¨@¨@ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨@¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
@@@¨¨¨@@@@ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨¨@@¨¨¨¨¨¨
@¨¨@¨¨@¨¨¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨¨@¨@¨¨¨¨¨
@@¨@@¨@@¨¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME @¨@@@@¨¨¨¨
@¨@@¨@@¨@¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ¨@@¨¨¨@¨¨¨
@@@¨@@¨@@@ WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. @@¨@¨¨@@¨¨
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