Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was   Thinking    To    Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How Useful  They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The Last Few  Times At  Least, And 
 There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And There Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks   With  Random  Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long Time  I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And  I Should Avoid To Ruin  All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or At Least The  Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff  Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just  Drank Too Much 
 Coffee.  Maybe I'M Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes  That Shit, 
 What A Load  Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer Be  Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just FieldS And  Motion. 
 Now  And Then I Hear This  Sound (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It  Is Always  Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So Stressful,  But I Think It Has To  Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.