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..§.§..§.§ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ THEM, THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST,  AND §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS  THAT I §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ REALLY  DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL  THE §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §.§.§..§.§
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.§§.§.§§.§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M  SCARED AND MAKING ALL §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§             THESE THINGS UP.             §.§.§..§.§
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.§§.§.§§.§ IT  COMES  TO ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ WHAT A LOAD OF  CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY ARE §.§.§..§.§
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.§§.§.§§.§ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§ AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME §.§.§.§§.§
.§§.§.§§.§ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT  I THINK IT HAS TO DO §.§.§..§.§
..§.§..§.§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         §.§.§.§§.§
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