Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens  In The Winter  Because  I 
 Do  Not  Know How Useful They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The  Last Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are  Plenty Of Side Effects That I 
 Really Do  Not Like, And There  Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With   Random  Things  That   I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time  I  Could Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I Should Avoid  To  Ruin All The 
            Seasons This Way.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased Or At  Least  The Burn-Ins  In 
 The   Eyes,  And  Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It 
 Before. But Maybe I  Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared  And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load Of  ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,  Not  Actually   Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather  Just FieldS And Motion. 
 Now And  Then  I Hear This Sound (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And It Is  Always  Unpleasant, I  Become 
 So  Stressful, But I Think It Has  To Do 
         With The Novelty. I Hope.