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....««††@@ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING @@††««....
....:=@@@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@@@=:....
.:«=†@@@## DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###@@†=«:.
.:«==††@@# THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND #@@††==«:.
....««††@# THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I #@††««....
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.:«=†††@@@ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY @@@†††=«:.
.:«=†@@@## ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ##@@@†=«:.
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....:«†@@# SEASONS THIS WAY. #@@†«:....
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.:«=†@@@## THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@@# BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT #@@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@@# BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH #@@@@†=«:.
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.:«=†@@### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ##@@@†=«:.
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....:==†@@ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. @@†==:....
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....:«†@@@ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. @@@†«:....
.:«=†@@@## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@@## SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ##@@@†=«:.
.:«=†@@### WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ###@@†=«:.
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