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¨¨^~;§$#@# I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨^~;§$#@## HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ##@#$§;~^¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# DO NOT  KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY  HAVE BEEN #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST,  AND #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~;§$ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I $§;~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨^~;§$#@## HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ##@#$§;~^¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL  THE #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~;§$             SEASONS THIS WAY.            $§;~^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨^~;§$#@##    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ##@#$§;~^¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~;§$ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH $§;~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@             THESE THINGS UP.             @#$§;~^¨¨¨
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¨¨¨^~;§$#@ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~;§$ CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE $§;~^¨¨¨¨¨
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¨^~;§$#@## IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ##@#$§;~^¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@ CLOSE   MY   EYES,  NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$# THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~;§$ NOW AND  THEN I HEAR THIS  SOUND (A REAL $§;~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨^~;§$#     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    #$§;~^¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨^~;§$#@  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @#$§;~^¨¨¨
¨¨^~;§$#@# AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME #@#$§;~^¨¨
¨^~;§$#@## SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS TO  DO ##@#$§;~^¨
¨¨^~;§$#@#         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        #@#$§;~^¨¨
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