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#@££†^~,.. hallucinogens  in  the winter because  i ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. do not know  how  useful they  have been .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,.. anyway?  i  get  so  tense  when  i take ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... them, the last few  times  at least, and ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. there are plenty of side effects  that i ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. really do not  like,  and there will  be .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,..   associations with these mini-anxiety   ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... attacks   with  random  things   that  i ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. happen  to  see...  for  example,  for a ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. long  time  i could not  see  a  certain .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,.. kind  of  leaf  without  getting anxious ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... ... and  i should avoid to  ruin all the ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,..             seasons this way.            ..,~^†££@#
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#@££†^~,..    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. increased  or at  least  the burn-ins in .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,.. the   eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff  is ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. before. but maybe  i just drank too much ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. coffee. maybe i'm scared and  making all .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,..             these things up.             ..,~^†££@#
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#@££†^~,.. it  comes  to me  sometimes  that  shit, ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... what  a load of concepts  this "reality" ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. consists  of,  and  how  vague  they are ..,~^†££@#
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#@££†^~,.. if  i  do not  sleep  for  about  twenty ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,. hours, it will no longer  be dark when i .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,.. close   my  eyes,  not   actually  cev's ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... though,  rather just fields and  motion. ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. now  and  then i hear this sound (a real ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,.    sound (i think)), resembling some     .,~^†££@##
#@££†^~,..  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ..,~^†££@#
@££†^~,... and it  is always unpleasant,  i  become ...,~^†££@
#@££†^~,.. so stressful, but i  think it has to  do ..,~^†££@#
##@££†^~,.         with the novelty. i hope.        .,~^†££@##
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