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.^~*&¤@### I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ###@¤&*~^.
..^~*&¤@## HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ##@¤&*~^..
...^~*&¤@# DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN #@¤&*~^...
....^~*&¤@ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE @¤&*~^....
.....^~*&¤ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¤&*~^.....
......^~*& THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I &*~^......
.......^~* REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE *~^.......
........^~ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ~^........
.........^ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ^.........
.......... HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ..........
.......... LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ..........
.......... KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ..........
.......... ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ..........
.......... SEASONS THIS WAY. ..........
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.......... HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ..........
.........^ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ^.........
........^~ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ~^........
.......^~* BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT *~^.......
......^~*& BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH &*~^......
.....^~*&¤ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¤&*~^.....
....^~*&¤@ THESE THINGS UP. @¤&*~^....
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..^~*&¤@## IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ##@¤&*~^..
...^~*&¤@# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #@¤&*~^...
....^~*&¤@ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE @¤&*~^....
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........^~ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ~^........
.........^ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ^.........
.......... CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ..........
.......... SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ..........
.......... "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ..........
.......... AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ..........
.......... SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO ..........
.......... WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ..........
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