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¤%%%%~.... i was thinking to stop doing ....~%%%%¤
@@@¤@%†~-. hallucinogens in the winter because i .-~†%@¤@@@
#@@¤@%†~-. do not know how useful they have been .-~†%@¤@@#
#@@¤@%†~-. anyway? i get so tense when i take .-~†%@¤@@#
@@@@%~~-.. them, the last few times at least, and ..-~~%@@@@
@¤%††~.... there are plenty of side effects that i ....~††%¤@
@¤¤¤@%†~-. really do not like, and there will be .-~†%@¤¤¤@
¤@@%~~~... associations with these mini-anxiety ...~~~%@@¤
@¤@†--.... attacks with random things that i ....--†@¤@
@@%%†††~-. happen to see... for example, for a .-~†††%%@@
@@@¤@%†~-. long time i could not see a certain .-~†%@¤@@@
#@@¤@%†~-. kind of leaf without getting anxious .-~†%@¤@@#
@@¤%~-.... ... and i should avoid to ruin all the ....-~%¤@@
##@¤@%†~-. seasons this way. .-~†%@¤@##
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¤%†~...... hmm, recently my visual phenomena ......~†%¤
@@@¤@%†~-. increased or at least the burn-ins in .-~†%@¤@@@
#@@¤@%†~-. the eyes, and sometimes stuff is .-~†%@¤@@#
##@@¤@†~-. breathing now, they did not do it .-~†@¤@@##
@@@¤@%†~-. before. but maybe i just drank too much .-~†%@¤@@@
##@¤@%†~-. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all .-~†%@¤@##
¤¤¤¤@%†~-. these things up. .-~†%@¤¤¤¤
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@@@%%%†~-. it comes to me sometimes that shit, .-~†%%%@@@
¤@†~...... what a load of concepts this "reality" ......~†@¤
@¤¤¤@%†~-. consists of, and how vague they are .-~†%@¤¤¤@
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#@@¤@%†~-. if i do not sleep for about twenty .-~†%@¤@@#
#@@¤@%†~-. hours, it will no longer be dark when i .-~†%@¤@@#
@@@¤@%†~-. close my eyes, not actually cev's .-~†%@¤@@@
#@@¤@%†~-. though, rather just fields and motion. .-~†%@¤@@#
#@@¤@%†~-. now and then i hear this sound (a real .-~†%@¤@@#
@¤%%%†-... sound (i think)), resembling some ...-†%%%¤@
#@@¤@%†~-. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. .-~†%@¤@@#
#@@¤@%†~-. and it is always unpleasant, i become .-~†%@¤@@#
##@¤@%†~-. so stressful, but i think it has to do .-~†%@¤@##
@@@¤@%†~-. with the novelty. i hope. .-~†%@¤@@@
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