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,,,,==†%£@                    eh                    @£%†==,,,,
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,,,,==†%£@ i   was   thinking   to    stop    doing @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ hallucinogens  in  the  winter because i £%†==,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% do  not  know how useful  they have been %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† anyway?  i  get  so  tense when  i  take †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== them, the last few times at  least,  and ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= there are  plenty of side effects that i =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== really do  not like, and there  will  be ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==†   associations with these mini-anxiety   †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% attacks   with  random   things  that  i %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ happen  to see...  for  example,  for  a £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@ long time  i  could  not  see a  certain @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@# kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## ... and i should avoid to  ruin all  the ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@#            seasons this way.             #@£%†==,,,
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,,,,,,,==†    hmm, recently my visual phenomena     †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== increased  or at least the  burn-ins  in ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,= the   eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff  is =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== breathing  now,  they   did  not  do  it ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† before. but  maybe i just drank too much †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% coffee. maybe  i'm scared and making all %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£             these things up.             £%†==,,,,,
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,,,==†%£@# it  comes  to me  sometimes  that  shit, #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@ what a load  of concepts this  "reality" @£%†==,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ consists  of,  and  how  vague they  are £%†==,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,= if  i  do not  sleep  for  about  twenty =,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,== hours, it will no longer be dark  when i ==,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,==† close   my  eyes,  not  actually   cev's †==,,,,,,,
,,,,,,==†% though, rather  just  fields and motion. %†==,,,,,,
,,,,,==†%£ now and  then i hear this sound  (a real £%†==,,,,,
,,,,==†%£@     sound (i think)), resembling some    @£%†==,,,,
,,,==†%£@#  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  #@£%†==,,,
,,==†%£@## and  it  is  always unpleasant, i become ##@£%†==,,
,,,==†%£@# so stressful,  but i  think it has to do #@£%†==,,,
,,,,==†%£@         with the novelty. i hope.        @£%†==,,,,
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