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......=:=& I   Was    Thinking   To   Stop    Doing &=:=......
.....=:=&§ Hallucinogens In  The  Winter  Because I §&=:=.....
....=:=&§# Do  Not Know How Useful  They Have  Been #§&=:=....
...=:=&§#@ Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take @#§&=:=...
..=:=&§#@# Them, The  Last  Few Times At Least, And #@#§&=:=..
...=:=&§#@ There  Are Plenty Of Side Effects That I @#§&=:=...
....=:=&§# Really Do  Not  Like, And There Will  Be #§&=:=....
.....=:=&§   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   §&=:=.....
......=:=& Attacks  With  Random   Things  That   I &=:=......
.......=:= Happen  To See...  For  Example,  For  A =:=.......
........=: Long  Time  I  Could Not See  A  Certain :=........
.........= Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious =.........
.......... ... And  I Should Avoid To  Ruin All The ..........
..........             Seasons This Way.            ..........
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..........     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    ..........
.......... Increased  Or At Least  The  Burn-Ins In ..........
.......... The  Eyes,  And   Sometimes   Stuff   Is ..........
.......... Breathing  Now,  They  Did  Not  Do   It ..........
.......... Before. But Maybe I Just Drank  Too Much ..........
.......... Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And Making  All ..........
.........=             These Things Up.             =.........
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.......=:=                    =                     =:=.......
......=:=&                                          &=:=......
.....=:=&§ It  Comes  To  Me  Sometimes That  Shit, §&=:=.....
....=:=&§# What A Load Of  ConceptS  This "Reality" #§&=:=....
...=:=&§#@ Consists  Of,  And How  Vague  They  Are @#§&=:=...
..=:=&§#@#                                          #@#§&=:=..
...=:=&§#@                     =                    @#§&=:=...
....=:=&§#                                          #§&=:=....
.....=:=&§ If I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About  Twenty §&=:=.....
......=:=& Hours, It Will No Longer Be Dark When  I &=:=......
.......=:= Close  My  Eyes,   Not   Actually  Cev'S =:=.......
........=: Though,  Rather Just  FieldS And Motion. :=........
.........= Now And  Then I Hear  This Sound (A Real =.........
..........    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     ..........
..........  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  ..........
.......... And It  Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become ..........
.......... So Stressful,  But I  Think It Has To Do ..........
..........        With The Novelty. I Hope.         ..........
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