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¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ crying for a while. ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ fetched that something like that can ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§§¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨§¨§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨¨§¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨§
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