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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
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¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ fetched that something like that can ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨§ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨§¨§¨§¨§¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨§§¨§¨§¨¨§
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