all i want  is eternal  bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to  a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
  i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids closing   all i 
 want  is to be strapped to a  chair, and 
 have wolf blood  forcibly pumped into me 
  i want to be healed  by  an  angel 
 or                a                demon