all i want is eternal  bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes 
   i'm  on  an astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking into  the earth's  embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain  eyelids  closing  all  i 
 want is  to  be strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me 
   i want to be  healed by  an angel 
 or                a                demon