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###@¤^\«-¨ I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING ¨-«\^¤@###
#@@^\-¨¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ¨¨¨¨-\^@@#
@¤^«-¨¨¨¨¨ DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨¨¨-«^¤@
@@@^«-¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ¨¨¨¨-«^@@@
@^««-¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨-««^@
##@@¤^\«-¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ¨-«\^¤@@##
#@¤\\-¨¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ¨¨¨¨-\\¤@#
@@¤\«--¨¨¨ ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ¨¨¨--«\¤@@
##@@¤^\«-¨ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I ¨-«\^¤@@##
##@@¤^\«-¨ HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ¨-«\^¤@@##
@¤\\-¨¨¨¨¨ LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ¨¨¨¨¨-\\¤@
###@@¤^\-¨ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ¨-\^¤@@###
##@@¤^\«-¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ¨-«\^¤@@##
##@@¤^\«-¨ SEASONS THIS WAY. ¨-«\^¤@@##
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@@@^\---¨¨ HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA ¨¨---\^@@@
##@@¤^\«-¨ INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ¨-«\^¤@@##
##@@¤^\«-¨ THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ¨-«\^¤@@##
@@¤¤^\\«-¨ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ¨-«\\^¤¤@@
###@@^\«-¨ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨-«\^@@###
@¤¤¤¤^\«-¨ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨-«\^¤¤¤¤@
@¤^^\-¨¨¨¨ THESE THINGS UP. ¨¨¨¨-\^^¤@
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@@@@¤^\«-¨ IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ¨-«\^¤@@@@
##@@¤^\«-¨ WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨-«\^¤@@##
##@@¤^\«-¨ CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE ¨-«\^¤@@##
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##@@¤^\«-¨ IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ¨-«\^¤@@##
###@¤^\«-¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ¨-«\^¤@###
##@@¤^\«-¨ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S ¨-«\^¤@@##
@@^^^«¨¨¨¨ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨«^^^@@
##@@¤^\«-¨ NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨-«\^¤@@##
##@@¤^\«-¨ SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ¨-«\^¤@@##
@@@@¤^\«-¨ "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ¨-«\^¤@@@@
##@@¤^\«-¨ AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ¨-«\^¤@@##
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