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¨^~:**&#@# #@#&**:~^¨
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¨¨¨^::**#@ EH @#**::^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^:*&& &&*:^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:**&#@# ~ #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:***&&@ @&&***:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@@ HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I @@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE #@#&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨~**&## THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ##&**~¨¨¨¨
¨^~:*****& THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I &*****:~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨^~**& REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE &**~^¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨^~~***&& ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY &&***~~^¨¨
¨¨¨^~**&#@ ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I @#&**~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~~:**# HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A #**:~~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^^:*# LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN #*:^^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:**&#@@ KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS @@#&**:~^¨
¨¨^^^::**# ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE #**::^^^¨¨
¨¨¨^~~**&& SEASONS THIS WAY. &&**~~^¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^:*# #*:^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^^~~~**#@ ~ @#**~~~^^¨
¨^~:**&@## ##@&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^:*# HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA #*:^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:**&@## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##@&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨^~~**# THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS #**~~^¨¨¨¨
¨^~:****&@ BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT @&****:~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨~***& BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH &***~¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:***&&# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #&&***:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# THESE THINGS UP. #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@@ @@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# ~ #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #@#&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~*& CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE &*~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨^^^:*&## ##&*:^^^¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨^::*& ~ &*::^¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:::**## ##**:::~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY #@#&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨^~*& HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I &*~^¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨^~:**&#@@ CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S @@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&&&# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #&&&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&&&& NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL &&&&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&### SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME ###&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&### "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. ###&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&#@# AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME #@#&**:~^¨
¨^~:**&##@ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO @##&**:~^¨
¨¨¨¨~***&# WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. #&***~¨¨¨¨
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