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§§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨                    EH                    §§¨¨§§¨§§¨
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¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨                     ~                    ¨¨§§§§§¨§§
§§§§¨§§§§§                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING ¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨§¨§¨¨§§§
§§§¨§§§§¨¨ DO NOT KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY  HAVE  BEEN §¨§§§§¨§¨¨
§¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §§§¨¨¨§§§¨
§§¨§¨§¨¨§§ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES AT  LEAST, AND ¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨§
¨¨§§§§§¨§¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I §¨¨§§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨§§§ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL BE ¨§¨§¨§§¨§§
¨§§§¨¨¨§¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §§§§§§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨§§¨ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I §¨¨¨¨¨§§¨§
§§§¨§§¨§¨§ HAPPEN TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
¨¨¨§§¨§§§§ LONG  TIME I  COULD  NOT SEE  A  CERTAIN ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ KIND  OF LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS §¨§§¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨§§§¨§¨¨ ... AND  I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL THE §§§¨§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨§§§¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨§§§§¨§§
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§¨¨¨¨§§§¨§                    ~                     §§¨§§¨¨§¨§
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§§§¨¨§§¨§¨    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     §§§¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§¨§§§ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST  THE  BURN-INS IN §¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§§¨¨ THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS §§¨§¨§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT §¨§§§§§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH §§§¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨§§§§¨¨§¨ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨§¨§§             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨
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¨§¨§§¨§¨¨§                     ~                    ¨¨¨§§§§§§§
§§§§¨§§§¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨§§ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ¨¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨§§§§§§ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE §¨¨§§§§¨¨¨
§§§§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨                     ~                    ¨§§§§¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨¨§§¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨§
¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨ IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §§§¨¨§§§§§
§¨§§¨§§§§¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
§§§¨§§¨¨¨§ CLOSE  MY   EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §§¨§§§§¨¨¨
§¨¨§§¨§¨¨§ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. §¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨
§§¨§¨§§§¨§ NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ¨§§¨§¨¨§§¨
§¨§§§§¨¨§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    §§¨§§§¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨§§¨¨§§§§
§§¨§¨¨§§§§ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I BECOME §¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§§¨§¨¨¨ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¨§§§§§§§¨¨
§§§¨¨§§§¨¨        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
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