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£#%=====^¨ them,  the  last few times at least, and ¨^=====%#£
#@£#$%==^¨ there  are plenty of side effects that i ¨^==%$#£@#
#@£#$%==^¨ really do  not like,  and there  will be ¨^==%$#£@#
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##$==^¨¨¨¨ happen  to  see...  for  example,  for a ¨¨¨¨^==$##
#@£#$%==^¨ long  time i  could  not  see  a certain ¨^==%$#£@#
£#%==¨¨¨¨¨ kind  of  leaf  without getting  anxious ¨¨¨¨¨==%#£
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#@£#$%==^¨ increased  or  at least  the burn-ins in ¨^==%$#£@#
#@£#$%==^¨ the   eyes,   and   sometimes  stuff  is ¨^==%$#£@#
#%%=^¨¨¨¨¨ breathing  now,   they  did  not  do  it ¨¨¨¨¨^=%%#
#@£#$%==^¨ before. but maybe i  just drank too much ¨^==%$#£@#
##@£#$==^¨ coffee. maybe i'm scared and  making all ¨^==$#£@##
#@£#$%==^¨             these things up.             ¨^==%$#£@#
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##$$$%==^¨ what  a load of  concepts this "reality" ¨^==%$$$##
#@£#$%==^¨ consists of,  and  how  vague  they  are ¨^==%$#£@#
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£##%%%==^¨ hours, it  will no longer be dark when i ¨^==%%%##£
#%%=^¨¨¨¨¨ close  my   eyes,   not  actually  cev's ¨¨¨¨¨^=%%#
@@£#$%==^¨ though,  rather just fields and  motion. ¨^==%$#£@@
##%%%===^¨ now and then  i hear this sound  (a real ¨^===%%%##
#%==^^¨¨¨¨     sound (i think)), resembling some    ¨¨¨¨^^==%#
##@#$%==^¨  "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so.  ¨^==%$#@##
#@£#$%==^¨ and  it is  always  unpleasant, i become ¨^==%$#£@#
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